Misfortune (+18-R)

<p> For a time, Pain. Hunger. Despair and Misery were all I knew.<br/><br/>These words were ingrained into my life from morning to night in these dark caverns, for what felt like weeks, where I was held up clinging to life as I was violently beaten and violated by another group of Goblins again.<br/><br/>•••••••<br/><br/>I was only an 8 year old orphaned boy, I lost my mother to a plague that was slowly claiming the lives of everyone in the countryside of the Kingdom of Quintiles.<br/><br/>I was one of the many survivors of my village with a handful of other women and children, we were taken in by the Holy Sun Scriptures Apostles and Knights.<br/><br/>Though many were hopeful and ready to board the wagons the Apostles prepared for us, we were suddenly under a surprise attack by a horde of Goblins.<br/><br/>The Goblins poured into the gathered people and began overwhelming the Knights defending us, when the Knights were subdued the Goblins would tear off the Knights's armor and if they were men they were slain but the ones who were women were řąped on the spot by dozens of Goblins.<br/><br/>The wagons began hastily escaping with as many Villagers, Apostles, and Knights as possible before leaving the rest of us behind, the women despaired and were immediately stripped of all their clothing.<br/><br/>Not even children were spared from the Goblin's depravity and were screaming in pain as boys and girls cried out for help, I was no exception to the rule either as I was held up and rammed from behind, as another was forcing his way into my mouth. <br/><br/>At that moment I finally cried my first tears since my mother's death, I wished the plague had taken me with her, I wanted to die like the many Knights here. The Goblins railing me asunder poured their disgusting fluids inside me before passing me to another duo.<br/><br/>As I was passed along I witnessed a scene of mothers lined in rows being violated in front of their children or infants dangling in front of them screaming, then in unison the Goblins started bashing the infants on the ground or eating them alive as the mothers watched and scream witnessing the horrific sight.<br/><br/>I quickly emptied my stomach of all its contents, no longer could I handle this reality around me, and fainted as I was once again violated from all sides.<br/><br/>•••••••<br/><br/>Back in the present, I was sprawled out on the ground dripping with Goblin fluids all over my body and each orifice, all light was gone within my eyes but still, I was somehow alive after another session.<br/><br/>I slowly got up and curled up by a wall shivering from the pain, as I looked around I saw my fellow child prisoners.<br/><br/>Some were missing limbs or still being railed by our Captures, while others were pregnant with Goblin babies inside them, but each of them was devoid of 'life'.<br/><br/>I envied all of them, being able to close their minds to this hellish nightmare, I was the Goblin's favorite toy because I was the only lucid person left from that day.<br/><br/>So my treatment was far worse than others, they would starve me leaving human flesh on the floor to tempt me or remove my limbs and entrails slowly, while keeping me awake. <br/><br/>After that their Shamman would put me back together, the Shamman was the only female Goblin and the only Goblin who showed sincere concern for my well-being.<br/><br/>For a Goblin she was rather beautiful, she looked more like a Green-Skinned Elf with red irises and black curly hair with smooth-curvy features while having a cute nose. She wore a wolf's skulls on both shoulders and her head while the wolf's pelts as her robes with a fanged necklace with a black gem.<br/><br/>All Goblins were mostly Males with big bulbs noses, yellow eyes, pointy ears bold heads, and Green all over, they wore animal-skinned leather or scraped armor from their queries.<br/><br/>As my thoughts wandered about this peculiar Goblin, she then stepped out from the shadows with hot food a wet rag, and a bowl of water.<br/><br/>She's the only one I trust in this place, which is odd, but now I felt too weak to give her the usual grateful smile as I slipped into the darkness. <br/><br/>The last thing I see is her placing her necklace on me, as she held me in her arms as I closed my eyes for what I believed was to be the last time. <br/><br/>So with what strength of will I had left, I spoke to her for the first and sadly the last time.<br/><br/>"T-Thank... y-you-u..... sigh."<br/>...<br/>[Ding!]<br/>....<br/>[ Death Essences acquired, reanimation in progress.]</p>