Past life

"You cry more than you laugh," Deimos said as he whipped her tears from her cheeks

"Don't make fun of me" Athena said and looked at him very sadly

"Don't think about it any longer" Deimos said to her, though he wanted to know about their past lives, he couldn't bear to see her cry anymore

"No, I want to talk about it, I can't wait for you to remember anymore" Athena said

Seems like moving to their chambers after those tears was a good idea after all, even if Athena carried on crying in their bedroom

"If you're okay with that," Deimos said as he stroked her hair

"In our first life, you were meant to get married to my sister when I first heard about you, we had never met and I was not interested in you, I was too busy falling for Earl George, he and I had a real good relationship on the surface and I was happy with him, within months of being engaged we finally got married, but after that, he slightly changed, he started more time with my sister than usual and sometimes he would arrive at our manor very late and sometimes really drunk, we would have our sexual intercourse for a fair amount of times, but instead of getting hurt, I was pleased because it always hurt each time and whenever he was drunk he used to call my sister's name and when I confronted him about it he would brush it off as nothing and say I was thinking too much into it, Maya and I had looked a little alike or had names that almost sounded the same, I knew that it was all a lie, but I couldn't say anything because of how much I thought I loved him, but in reality, it was feared, I feared that there was nobody out there that would ever love, the fact that he touched my body and even married me was enough for me, I never received any love from my family either than my mother, I always wondered what would have happened if I lived with my mother's parents and I tried contacting them once but found out that my father lied that my mother said they were not allowed to see me and they respected that. I had nowhere else to go until I met you face-to-face years after my marriage, you approached me and my heart started beating so much, it was as if I had been waiting a really long time for you, but I ignored it, until you suggested I became your Empress and cleared that you went engaged to my sister at all. That day you left me with the choice and told me to go to the library to see why my sister and Earl George liked reading so much, I went to the library after that and even though I had a feeling they had an affair, seeing them having sexual intercourse broke me, he seemed more alive, he didn't have that forced look he had whenever we felt together, that day I made my choice and left. I met up with you and we came to the North together, I was a mess for months, I tried killing myself so many times that you had to move into my room and after a long, while I fell inlove with you and you told me about the whole soulmate thing, at first, I hated you for keeping it from me and thought you were using me from the start, but in the end, I understood and we officially got engaged for the first time in a long time I felt loved, and one day we got really drunk and ended up sleeping together, you were so gentle with me and that made me so shy the next morning and because of that night we just craved each other so much and we secretly got married because your vessels seemed to be against me being Empress because I was impure and as time passes I ended up being pregnant, we had a living being living in my stomach and you were so happy and you just became more carrying, but then we lost the baby because of an accident, we tried again, but before I could tell you that I was pregnant an event happened and I was taken by George who rapped me and beat me up til I lost our child, he tried to impregnate me so many times, but it never worked and I after a while I ended up killing myself. I hated how his hands touched my body and I hated how he killed our child, that's why I want him dead" Athena said and when she finished both both of them were in tears

He rapped her, he made her kill herself and he killed their children

Deimos was going to kill him, that life was real, it wasn't a dream, though he didn't remember, he felt it

Why were angels always the most hated?