Broken promises

And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright

I'm just so tired to share my nights

I wanna cry and I wanna love

But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

All my tears have been used up, up

Another love

By Tom Odell

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"Are you ever going to tell me?" Deimos asked Athena when he finally met her for the first time that day, the whole day it felt as if she was ignoring him, avoiding any contact with him, but they finally met for dinner

"Can we just drop with the fictional story?" Athena said and carried on eating her food, oh if only he knew how much those words stung her

"No damn way, I love you, but I don't it doesn't mean I like it when you lie to me Athena, so tell me" Deimos stood his ground and the maids were clueless for they didn't know what was happening at all

"I said nothing, nothing happened, it's all in your damn head," Athena said as she tried to keep her cool

"Athena Rosa Abato, what the hell are you keeping from me!?" Deimos shouted

"It's Rosa, Athena Rosa you asshole!" Athena shouted back at him and at that moment the workers started to walk out one by one

"Fine Rosa, what in the goddess's name are you hiding from me, are my dreams our past life, just tell me!" Deimos shouted and by now they were both standing and tears started falling from Athena's eyes

"You don't get to ask that, it's all fake, you don't remember, you lied to me again, you died again and again and I was always the one to come find, I was the one to always remember, I was the one who suffered those memories, I was the one who lost my husband 4 times, 4 damn times I watched you die Deimos, 4 times you promised to be with me and 4 times I believed you," Athena said as tears of anger and sadness were falling from her eyes, her chest hurt so much, why was it always her who remembered

Did they really belong together, if so then why did he die every damn time

"Don't cry" Deimos whispered as he felt his heart break into pieces, how long was she holding it all inside?

"You lied to me, you lied to me Deimos, we're here again because you lied to me, you've made me cry more than anybody else out there and I don't know why that makes me love you harder, I should hate you, I should hate you for taking my heart with you every damn time you got yourself killed, you never thought of me all those lives, I begged you each life to be safe, but you know damn well that you didn't and every time you didn't listen I had to live a new life and in that new life I always looked for you, as I searched I hoped that you would at least remember me, hug me, cry with me and kiss me passionately, but no that damn well never happened, you forgot each damn time and I cried myself to sleep so many times, I am sick and tired and explaining to you our lives Deimos, I am tired, but yet here I am as your wife, here I am madly and deeply in love with you, I hate how much I hate I fuckin love you!" Athena yelled and without hesitation, Deimos went to her and pulled her into his arms as tears fell from his eyes

He made her cry once again

"I'm sorry, I should've remembered," Deimos said and held her tighter making Athena told on onto his clothes and cry harder, she knew it wasn't his fault, but the thought of him not being the one for her kept appearing in her mind and it broke her

Maybe they truly weren't meant to be. "Are you ever going to tell me?" Deimos asked Athena when he finally met her for the first time that day, the whole day it felt as if she was ignoring him, avoiding any contact with him, but they finally met for dinner

"Can we just drop with the fictional story?" Athena said and carried on eating her food, oh if only he knew how much those words stung her

"No damn way, I love you, but I don't it doesn't mean I like it when you lie to me Athena, so tell me" Deimos stood his ground and the maids were clueless for they didn't know what was happening at all

"I said nothing, nothing happened, it's all in your damn head," Athena said as she tried to keep her cool

"Athena Rosa Abato, what the hell are you keeping from me!?" Deimos shouted

"It's Rosa, Athena Rosa you asshole!" Athena shouted back at him and at that moment the workers started to walk out one by one

"Fine Rosa, what in the goddess's name are you hiding from me, are my dreams our past life, just tell me!" Deimos shouted and by now they were both standing and tears started falling from Athena's eyes

"You don't get to ask that, it's all fake, you don't remember, you lied to me again, you died again and again and I was always the one to come find, I was the one to always remember, I was the one who suffered those memories, I was the one who lost my husband 4 times, 4 damn times I watched you die Deimos, 4 times you promised to be with me and 4 times I believed you," Athena said as tears of anger and sadness were falling from her eyes, her chest hurt so much, why was it always her who remembered

Did they really belong together, if so then why did he die every damn time

"Don't cry" Deimos whispered as he felt his heart break into pieces, how long was she holding it all inside?

"You lied to me, you lied to me Deimos, we're here again because you lied to me, you've made me cry more than anybody else out there and I don't know why that makes me love you harder, I should hate you, I should hate you for taking my heart with you every damn time you got yourself killed, you never thought of me all those lives, I begged you each life to be safe, but you know damn well that you didn't and every time you didn't listen I had to live a new life and in that new life I always looked for you, as I searched I hoped that you would at least remember me, hug me, cry with me and kiss me passionately, but no that damn well never happened, you forgot each damn time and I cried myself to sleep so many times, I am sick and tired and explaining to you our lives Deimos, I am tired, but yet here I am as your wife, here I am madly and deeply in love with you, I hate how much I hate I fuckin love you!" Athena yelled and without hesitation, Deimos went to her and pulled her into his arms as tears fell from his eyes

He made her cry once again

"I'm sorry, I should've remembered," Deimos said and held her tighter making Athena held onto his clothes and cry harder, she knew it wasn't his fault, but the thought of him not being the one for her kept appearing in her mind and it broke her

Maybe they truly weren't meant to be.