Chapter - 134: Realization Part 2

Jeffrey walk in to the house, he took longer than expected. He made sure that all information surrounding about Victor's death is true and the very fact that his whole family got out of the country were true as well. He wanted everything to be good before they can walk right in to the lives of their love ones. He opened Axel's room only to find him gone, Jeffrey's heart pounded hard but he tried to calm himself down he went to AJ's room and there he saw Axel breast feeding him.

"Ssshhhh." Axel said "he's sleeping."

"He still drinks your milk even when he sleeps, I think he's just pretending." Jeffrey said.

"He's so beautiful but he doesn't look like me. Have you seen his father? I bet he's beautiful too." Jeffrey almost choke to himself, after almost 2 years Axel finally asked the question.

"No I don't know who he is." Jeffrey lied.

"It's ok, I have no plans in finding him." Axel said with a smile. "Alphas are all the same, they only want one thing from us. Maybe I got knocked up during a mission."

"Axel... what if there is someone who loves you deeply?" Jeffrey asked.

"Yes there is.... you." Axel answered.

"No not me, I mean loves you romantically."

"Who would love people like us. See I even got a bullet in my head and till now it is there. If someone out there truly loves me then they wouldn't let me get those bullets right?"

Jeffrey couldn't look at Axel straight, he knows the whole story, he knows just how much Jules is wrecking his life right now. Yes while stalking his own husband he figured that Jules and Henry constantly see each other and that man constantly offers Henry to sleep with other people that his own husband rejects.

"What if there is actually that one person?" Jeffrey asked.

"Then where is he now?" Axel asked.

"He's probably getting restricted with special circumstances." Jeffrey took the sleeping baby out from Axel and place him on his crib then he hugged the omega. "I hope when things come to light that you will still think of me as your family.... I'm really sorry for everything Axel."

Axel hugged him back. "How can I ever hate you when you're the one who saved and took care of me and my baby."

"You'll understand when the time comes." Jeffrey kissed Axel on his forehead. "Go get some rest."

"Jeff have you start spraying perfumes on you now?" Axel asked.

"No, why?" Jeffrey asked.

"You smell sweet."

"No, I didn't…. Don't mind it and just sleep with AJ for tonight." Jeffrey closed the door and as soon as the door is shut his mind wonders to what Axel just told him.

"It's probably my heat, it's coming back cause I have been seeing Henry these past weeks. I think I need to stay away from him for the time being." Jeffrey told himself.

"It's not your heat, you are not in anyway in your heat." George said.

"Then why did Axel said that I smell sweet?" Jeffrey whispered.

"Have you had sex?" George asked. "Forget it, you won't sleep with anyone other than Henry…"

"I did, but I took a morning after pill…"

"Take this….."

"It can't be right.."

"You had sex, so it's not impossible." Jeffrey was pushed by George and after 15 minutes that Jeffrey didn't come out George knocked and called out his name when no one answered she took the keys and unlocked the bathroom and there she saw Jeffrey crunching and shaking.

"Jeff?" George softly called out Jeffrey's name and Jeffrey slowly lifted his face full of tears.

"What should I do?" Jeffrey handed the pregnancy test says positive. "What if the baby is not in the right place again? What if it dies? Axel is not well yet and things between my husband is still not clear yet and I don't even know if he can still accept me much more the fact that I'm pregnant!"

"Who's the father Jeffrey?" George asked softly. "I know you're not careless but it's not possible for you to have sex with other people aside from Hen….."

"It's Henry." Jeffrey whispered. "But he doesn't know."

"How? How did the two of you did it when he doesn't even know that you're alive?!" George can't help but shout.

"He's drunk ok! He's calling my name and I just want to kiss him again, just one kiss but but I don't know what happened. Things happened so fast that I got swept away and when the did is done the only thing I could think of is to fix the mess we made and flee that house. I'm sure I was not in heat and I took a morning after pill... is the pill bad for the baby?" Jeffrey asked in worry.

"No, the pill is not bad for the baby so don't worry." George said.

"What should I do?" Jeffrey asked in all confusion.

"Don't panic, first we will check the embryo so get out of there, rest and calm down." Just like what George said they checked the embryo to where it planted itself.

"The operation was a success so the incident that happened during your late pregnancy can highly unlikely to happen so don't need to worry too much… see there… see that small bean size?" Jeffrey nodded, it was indeed small that he can't believe that there's a life inside him.

"It's probably in its 5th weeks, it's still so small to know the exact age of the embryo. Right now the only thing we can see is the sac." George said.

"It's beautiful." Jeffrey whispered.

"So when are you planning to go home to him? Or will you wait till you give birth?" George asked.

"After Axel's operation, I need to at least do it for Axel and Jules. I can't give him back with a bullet in his head to his husband." Jeffrey said.

"About our friends they refused, saying they can't risk their license." George responded.

Jeffrey sighed. "That's ok. We will find another way."

"Hey don't stress yourself up, it's not good for the baby." George reminded him. "You need to be careful, it's not just you now."

"I know." Jeffrey said.

"I'm more worried if Henry won't accept the child…"

"What do you mean?" Jeffrey asked. "Of course he will accept it, I mean it's our child our baby." There's a hint of fear in Jeffrey's voice, as much as he tries to convince himself that there's no way he will reject his own child but there's a high possibility, specially when he has done him so many wrong things, not to mention the fact that Henry doesn't have any recollection on that hot and passionate night that happened between them. There's always a paternity test but Jeffrey would rather get rejected than Henry doubt the father of his own child.

"Yeah but you need to face the truth Jeff. The more you ready yourself the less it will hurt."

"I know George, I know…"

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For the pass days Richard has been observing the omega and his claimed husband. Days after staying the claimed husband suddenly left and that raised the speculations of those with curious minds if the two are telling the truth that the Omega is really married to that guy. The Omega hardly ever stays in their in, he usually eats breakfast and rarely goes back to eat lunch. Most of the time he comes back late at night which got him really curious. So when he saw the Omega sitting alone late at night he took courage to sit beside him.

"It's cold out, so why are you here?" Richard asked.

"Ow you're that Omega…." Theo greeted with smile and proceed to look at the vast horizon in the middle of a chilling night. "Nothing…. Maybe I just want to feel the air and think." Theo said sadly, he has been looking even to the remote places where Lee's body could have gone to but to no avail they have found no clue. Taekyun needs to go back early than schedule because of work so he has to stay behind in the condition he will agreed to have body guards following him in the dark.

"Is it about your husband?" Richard asked but Theo was lost in thoughts that he didn't hear it. "Are you really married? No offense meant, I mean no one really takes Omega seriously." Richards says.

"Ow, yeah I'm married for more than a decade now. That man really is my husband." Theo answered holding back his laughter.

"Is he having an affair?" Richards asked again.

"Why are you asking such negative questions?" Theo asked.

"I'm just being realistic here Omeg…."

"Just because we are Omegas doesn't mean no one will love us for who we are. Just believe that someone out there will love you for you." Theo said.

"CHARD! You little insect! I have been looking for you!" The newly arrived person captured and squeezed his head in between the man's arm and sides.

"Lee." The name came into a whisper from Theo's mouth.

The newly arrived man who is happy teasing the other, stopped as soon as he heard Theo utter those words. Richard heard it and felt Kier's initial reaction which made him get off freely from the man's grasp. He looked at Kier's blank face.

"Lee?….." another long silence after Theo mentioned what seems to be a name of a person. "I know it's you Lee, even with that long hair and beard I can tell it's you!" The omega wasn't able to contain it and finally shouted.

"I'm not Lee, my name is Kier." Kier whispered but the omega harshly hold him to both side of his arms.

"I don't know what's happening to you but you have to go back! Everyone is… everyone is looking for you." Theo said.

"I said I'm not Lee! I'm Kier!" Kier shouted.

"Hey! Don't, you're hurting him. He's not Lee ok? Whoever that person is, he is not him ok?!" Richard step in when things between the two finally heated up. Theo let go of him and he let the omega take the man.

"Dexter is looking for you, that's the last thing I heard from your father. Just like me he doesn't want to give up." Theo said.

Kier stopped walking. "I don't know anyone by that name, maybe you got the wrong person."

Richard was silent the whole time until their shift is done and they retire to their rooms. "Hey, why didn't you tell him that you can't remember?"

"What's the point? It's not like I'll be able to know if what he's telling is the truth or a lie."

Richard eyed Kier with suspicion. "Why it seems to me you're avoiding him at all costs. Do you know him?" Richards asked again.

"If I had known him then I would have run towards him with all smiles and enthusiasm." Kier answered sarcastically. "Let's not talk about it. We have a lot of work tomorrow."

"He said there's someone looking for you. What's the name again." Richard tried to find in his memory the name that the omega had said. "Ow Dexter! Yes! Does that name ring any bell to you?" Richard asked with all excitement.

"No, don't talk about them." Kier simply answered.

Morning came and Theo stayed the whole day in the restaurant. He constantly follows Kier whenever he's on break and that went on for 4 days straight.

"Why can't you just leave me alone?!" Kiers you had enough suddenly shouted.

"Lee if you don't confirm it yourself I'll bring my husband here to have you two tested."

"You can't do that against my will." Kier confidently answered.

"Then I'll just inform Dexter and bring him here so…."

"Don't! Please don't, he's better of without me. He can finally start over again without me, Theo please. I hid the fact that you were alive for 5 years from my brother so please do me a favor and do the same with me. I'm begging." Lee kneeled as he hugged Theo's legs.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?" Theo squat so he can see Lee's wet face from tears.

"You don't understand how painful it is to witness the love of your life slowly fades away, his love, his life and his morals. I can't watch him as he destroys his life all because I remind him of what happened. It was all my fault, I'm not denying it. I'm not."

Theo hugged Lee. "I know how it feels, I was in your shoes before. If that's what you want then I'll respect it but let your brother and parents know. I promise you no one will spill it. They might even help you hide the fact that you're alive." Lee nodded as he cry.

"So what happened?" The two of them are sitting at the shore. Lee cried for a whole half an hour when he calmed down they went beside the shore and sat there in silent until Theodore broke the silence.

"I was really in a business trip when the crash happened. I was thrown remotely here in this island. Richard found me, I was unconscious for a while and when I woke up they thought I got an amnesia. I act my part. I have no identifications with me so I decided to live with my new identity. Everything I owned are left to my husband and my son so I don't really need to worry about their future. Everything is set." Lee has a bittersweet smile on his face.

"But in the expense of not seeing your son grow?" Theo asked.

"If it can make Dexy happy again the I can endure everything." Lee said.

"Between the Alphas in your circle of crazy friends you're probably the only one who's not been an ass and yet you're also hurting just how they got hurt by love. How ironic is it right? You love him so much, gave him everything and fought for him but why is it in the end you are hurting like this?"

"Well maybe because my love for him is true that I'm willing to be hurt like this. It will be all worth it if he finds his happiness again. I'll just live here silently for the rest of my life. As long as you keep quiet....well I doubt he will waste a minute feeling happy when he finds out I'm alive." Lee got up and dust away the sands from his pants. "I don't want to bother him anymore. I have work early tomorrow so I really need to finish what I'm doing right now."

"That omega likes you, don't you want to try opening your heart again?" Theodore doesn't know why but words suddenly came out of his mouth.

"He's a good guy, he doesn't deserve someone like me. Also no one can take Dexy's place here." Lee pointed to where his heart is.

"He hurt you and still you keep on loving him." Theo said sarcastically.

"Says the one who's crazy about my brother."

"I repent for what I did." Theo looked at the direction where the voice came from. "So you faked your death my dear brother."

"Tae." Lee smiled to his brother. "Why are you here so fast?"

"I fly here as soon as I heard from my Teddy."

"Do Mom and Dad know?" Lee asked.

"Not yet, Dexter is looking for you." Taekyun went straight to the point.

"He must have been feeling guilty but he'll come around and move on." Lee said.

"What if he won't?" Taekyun asked.

"That's why you have to help him, even if you play cupid and look for his partner."

"Can you live with that? Him being with someone else?"

"That's the only way I can tie the end knot."

Taekyun sigh "I'm on your side since you are my brother. Please let Mom and Dad know that you're alive. If you do I'll do everything in my power to carry out your request."

Lee nodded in agreement with his brother. Theodore and Taekyun stayed there for another day before returning back to the city to inform their parents. Dexter, their friends and the rest of the world don't know that Lee is still alive.

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Nash start his day with breastfeeding his baby, most of the time by breastfeeding his baby and throwing the breakfast that Adrian prepares. Then he cooks for himself. After marrying Adrian his husband decided for him to be a stayed at home wife. He no longer works to play his role as a mother but never a wife or so Nash thinks what Adrian thought. Nash always leaves his child to a baby sitter so that he can earn money. This money he will use to get away from Adrian.

When Nash arrived to the company he's currently working he was immediately asked to go to the office of the supervisor. Nash sighed, that man will probably scold him again and in the end will throw his own work at him for him to do. No one in the office see Nash as someone with potential, the only thing they know is that he's an omega. What made things worst is the fact of him cutting his bond is known to all which put him to the lowest person in the hierarchy.

"I need you to work on this project. This will be a big account! This man is planning in building this mansion for his wife, so I'll need you to sign up a contract to them for the development and construction. He's currently looking for a company who can do it."

Nash didn't argue, he needs this job so he can earn. He went to that conference and there he saw the man who wanted to build his wife a huge and extravagant mansion. The moment their eyes met the man waved his hand and dismissed all the others who also attended and let Nash be the only one left in the room.

"Are you sure about this? You might regret not looking at their portfolios." Nash went straight to the point.

"Well I do trust you."

"Thank you Sir." Nash said.

"Clarence just Clarence. As far as I know you shouldn't be working." Clarence said which got Nash's full attention but the later didn't say anything instead he proceed in showing him their company's portfolio.

"Does Adrian know?" Clarence asked again but Nash ignore the man. "If you really wanted to work you can always asked you husband, I know he will be more than willing to give you work" Clarence didn't stop.

"I came here as your agent and not the wife of you new found friend. I think for someone who just recently knew Adrian you shouldn't be sticking your nose too much to me and Adrian's affair. Now if you may can we proceed in discussing this this project?"

"Ok then." Nash went on with his presentation. After a long day he went home to find that the nanny is currently cleaning so he asked the nanny about his son. Nash went to the nursery room and there he saw his son being held by Adrian. Adrian usually comes home late but today he's home early. The man greet him with smile and didn't even asked him where he went or why is he wearing something formal.

"He just sleep, he has been crying when I got here but fell asleep as soon as I carry him. My son is so adorable." Adrian commented as he looked at the toddler with love in his eyes. "He's growing so fast, years from now he will no longer wants to be carried by me. He will no longer wants kisses and probably we will bring a lover to introduce to us and marry someone he loves." Adrian continued to say in a very soft voice.

Adrian played Nash's son's nose. "Don't grow up so fast little buddy, let Daddy enjoy this phase where I'm still your favorite person in this world."

"He's not your son and we both know it." Nash said in a cold tone but Adrian just smiled at him.

"He may not be my son biologically but he is my son in my heart and in my mind. Babe please don't take it away from me?" Adrian laid the baby to its bed before he faced Nash.

"You will never father a child with me so if you want to have a child of your own then go fuck somebody."

"I know, I already accepted that fact Babe. I'm not asking you to sleep with me or make a baby with me. I'm just simply asking you to stay with your son together with me." Adrian said before leaving the room.

Adrian got a message from Clarence about Nash. Adrian knew from quite sometime now that the Omega has been working. He also know about his plan to divorce him and move out. Adrian knows and yet he can't confront him. He can only ready himself for the outcome of the possibilities. He went out and sleep in a hotel that night after he went and visit his unborn child. Unable to find sleep Adrian went on to cry, releasing all the regrets he has in himself then he called someone, someone who has been in almost the same situation as he is right now.

"Zee…."

(Fuck!) The first greeting that the other line uttered after ringing him for 5 times. (Fuck Adrian this better be important!)

"Why are you so agitated? Are you doing your wife?" Adrian was just teasing the other person.

"Fuck what do you mean doing my wife? He's pregnant and almost due this month so why would you think I'll get my hands on my wife? I have been holding back pretty badly here man!" Zeejay said frustratingly. "But my wife is making it hard for me, he's been really horny for quite sometime now. I want to do him so badly but I can't he's due now. He's wearing these sexy provocative fuck! I'm getting hard just by thinking what he wears just before you call. When can I do him after he gave birth?" Zeejay absent minded asked.

"I don't know I have never been in your shoes, after Nash gave birth we never have sex till now." Adrian laughed at his friends situation.

"Those who are pregnant says they look ugly where in fact they look tempting. Why is this world so twisted? I can't even have him when he's just literally within my reach waiting to be eaten. I think this will be the last time I'll impregnate him. I don't even know how Terrence can even handle the long wait?"

"I think Terrence is as impatient as you are, he got Chester pregnant in less than four months after giving birth so yeah."

"Yeah you have a point, the first two pregnancies of Chester happened when he's not around which gave Chester the years of rest after he gave birth but the third and fourth pregnancy are different he got pregnant right away. Anyways why did you call?" Zeejay asked.

"Chester always gets pregnant easily. So yeah the reason why I call, I want to ask for an advice."