Unlock me slowly

My Eyes widened in shock .

Audra !! I was prepared for him to maybe turning out to be the bad guy ....But I don't know why this hit me like a strike of lightning.

I froze there inches away from Kenneth , as he continued to explain :

_ With every kiss , Audra was absorbing Your powers , your strength, until you became so weak . You didn't even notice what he was doing to you , and he was rather smart , he convinced you he was right for you and that.... you were madly in love with him instead....OF ME .

He stopped to think carefully how to speak more considerate and continued:

_ He made You so weak , so that way You couldn't carry a child so strong like the soul you were carrying inside of you .... a life that was gonna change everything....The Birth Of An Unknown....and unknown that could be both holy water and hell fire .

He paused again , fixing his posture so now he is face to face with me , holding both my hands gently inside his , I could feel the warmth spreading inside of this body of a broken soul like me .

that's how I was feeling , broken ....I knew where this was gonna go ...

He continued:

_ Audra felt rather threatened that a one of a kind creature , the strongest born would come to life, so..... he killed him .

I Knew that was coming, I couldn't help it but feel tears falling down my face , uncontrollably.

I know it's not the me of now who carried him , but my soul is aching and I can't stop it .

After all wether from Back Then or Now , it's always been me , this one soul and one body that was made for me from the beginning of resoract .

I'm always gonna be this Mina no matter what , and whatever feelings that were burried inside time are now unlocking themselves to the surface one by one , and I can't help but cry at my stupidness for letting Audra manipulate me , and at my loss of my child whom I couldn't even help .