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I let her go and asked "Please no more cutting, Can you do that much for me?" Her smile stayed fixed on her face as she said "I promise you, Riley, I won't cut anymore" Her hand then reached out and then she pulled me closer and kissed me, we spent the next 2 hours laying on that bed, doing nothing but hold each other.

A month goes by and on the 21 of September, it's was supposed to be a normal school day for me at least it seemed to be until I got a message from Raven that said "I love you with my body, heart and soul too death don't forget okay silly, I love you with all of Me" My heart sunk to the ground and a uneasy feeling came over me, as soon as the bell went for the first interval I left school and ran straight towards her house, the front door was open and as I entered the house the smell of blood filled the air inside, I rush to the bathroom to find Her on the floor, with several cuts on her wrist, the blade she used laying in the sink, I tried applying as much pressure to the wounds as much as I could while I called the paramedics, The bleeding never stopped and her eyes rolled back countless times, her face constantly displaying the same smile that was filled would with pain.

The paramedics finally arrive and she's taken to the hospital and she's placed in the ICU immediately and on the operating table, as I waited I prayed to God to please save the person that gave me purposed the person I couldn't help this one time, I prayed and I prayed.