undesired feelings

"uhm can I join you" I asked. "no u can't I just want to get away from you for the main time.so u can have the apartment all to urself" he said packing his clothes." please I can't stay here all alone" I pleaded with him but he fell on deaf ears.he slammed the door at me. I sat down tearing up I can't imagine staying here whole day without him, and this place will really boring if he's not here. why am I even thinking of him or why do I need him I could stay here alone but I think I'm having a soft spot for him but I have to wave it aside. I stood up wipe my tears and dressed up and went out to the restaurant."let's see you are here so early did you have a fight with your husband" Alex my coworker asked. Alex has been a very good friend to me,she has showed me around, told me many things, she even helped me sometimes though she is a really good person so I made her my new friend.

"no I didn't it's just that he's leaving for Greece today and I can't stay home alone"I explain with my head bowed low. "wow is he going for vacation"she asked "no he's going for a side job but he won't be back until 4 days, and I'm really going to miss him and I don't know why I'm really missing him". I said frowning

"wait you don't know why you are missing him come on he's your husband girl so it's natural for you to miss him, you love him so much so maybe that's why"she spoke smiling widely at me

"hold on Alex you don't understand"I told her everything how I got married to Prince and how I met him and my full life story."wow that that's one tragic story but you should be lucky that you met someone like Prince. now I know the truth so now I can start giving you advice, I think you're falling for Prince but don't go too far and don't let him know". she kept smiling." you can pretend you don't like him, but wait wait wait a minute do you think he loves you too"Alex asked"that's the problem I don't know" I found don't worry girl Alex got you covered did you ask him to tag you along?" I nooded "and and what was his reply?"

"he simply said no"I answered feeling rejected

"don't worry girl he'll come around and speaking of coming around there he is" Alex it pointing behind me."I followed directions are hand and lo and behold it was Prince." what are you doing here I thought you said you were leaving today?" I asked

"well I don't want you to turn my apartment into a crying house so I decided to take u with me, if uryou are still willing to follow me" he said .I was so happy my heart but I kept the poker face." if you insist no problem" he said turning around to leave "no no no no no no no no no no just give me some time I'll be back" dashed out of the restaurant