I didn't shave....

"On her death bed, she asked to see little Xixi saying that it was her only child and she wanted to see her. But I refused using her own words against her. She said she would kill Zi Xingxi so why would I let her see her?

"Before she didn't know who I was or what family I was from. It was only then she realized from my uniform I was with the Bloodgarde. Instead of thinking about Xixi she changed her tune and began to curse me for not telling her about my family background. She said I should compensate her for everything she lost and bla bla bla so I walked away."

"Anyway she died soon after and her partner tried to come after the Bloodgarde using some bogus claims. I had to protect your mother so I got rid of her with a few star coins and yep.... that was it. I was very unlucky in love and I vowed never to try it again. I just wanted my baby to be happy and my baby's baby to be happy..."