Blake

I have no idea why I grabbed his hand but I'm glad I did. Whenever he realized it was my hand instead of pulling away he squeezed it and kept holding my hand. I know I shouldn't have held his hand like that but I couldn't bring myself to let go, I didn't want to let go.

Whenever my mom was done cutting Carson's hair it looked amazing. I was going to miss seeing his long hair. My mom kept one side long but she cut the rest short. It was so cute on him and I loved it. When she was done with the hair cut it was 6:27. It took her a while to cut his hair because of how curly it was. I let go of his hand and went to grab a mirror. When I gave him that mirror he seemed a bit speechless.

"Do you like your new hair cut darling?"

"I love it. It's definitely not what I usually do my hair but it's time for a change and I think this is a good start. New hair cut, clean from cutting, and hopefully a new friend. Thank you so much ma'am."

He looked up at me with the brightest smile. I've never knew what his smile looked like until know, it melted my heart.

"Yeah you got a friend in me. Now how about we go get ready for the party. The theme is game day so your suppose to wear a jersey or and just school spirit."

"I don't have a jersey or anything school spirit."

"I have an extra jersey you can wear if you would like." It's like rule one with jersey that you only offer it to someone you like. I kind of scared of the boys will react to this because last time of the boys liked a guy they took it well and supported him.

"I'd love to wear it but isn't it like rule one of jerseys to only offer them to someone you like?"

"Yes it is but it's fine, also how in the world did you know that?"

"I use to play football but the team found out I was gay and it didn't go so well so I left."

"I'm so sorry to hear that, our school isn't like that at all. We are supportive and caring when it comes to that stuff."

"That's actually really nice to know. I totally thought my sex life was going to die and oh boy would that suck." He started laughing so hard. "I'm trying to play around, sorry. My sense of humor isn't that of most peoples."

"It was funny, truly it was. Stay right here I'll be back."

"I can't promise I'll be in the exact same place but I'll definitely be somewhere around here."

"Actually why don't you grab a drink and come join me upstairs in my room?"

"Umm... Yeah sure I don't see why not do you want anything?"

"Grab me another beer please."

I just stood there kind of just watched him as he went to the bar. It was kind of obvious that he was happy and excited but I couldn't tell about what. He grabbed a whole bottle of Jack again which help me figure out his favorite drink. Before grabbing my beer he chugged about one fourth of the bottle. I wondered if he was a light weight or if he could drink me under the table. I took him a minute to return but I didn't want to look away from him. At first I thought it was because I was jealous but I soon realized that it was just because he was so hot. I still didn't want to fully admit I liked a guy but I had finally admitted it to myself. It was 6:52 when he came back. The whole time I was wondering if I should go get him but I didn't want to ruin his fun. When he returned it was obvious he was a little drunk and to be honest so was I.

"I am so sorry it took me so long. I'm going to be honest the whole time I was just drinking and I am a little drunk. This is way I had Andrew grab several Jack's. Since it took me so long I decided to grab another bottle of Jack because I finished the first one and a whole cases of beer. Why did you wait here the whole time?"

"To be honest I was watching you and I thought you were hot as fuck."

"Well lets go to room and get ready."

We headed up to my room and it was obvious he was blushing. When we got to my room I stopped in the door way to turn around. "You look good in black so I'm going to keep that the main color." I grabbed his head and spun him around as I pulled him into my room and closed the door. When I spun him around him around he ended up with his back against the door and I fell towards him but I caught myself by putting my arm on the door. "I'm sorry I all most fell and I didn't want to fall on top of you."

"You are totally fine," He said as he grabbed my chin and lowered it to where I was looking into his eyes. "You really should be careful before you hurt yourself."

I don't know why but I moved my other hand onto his hip and put my elbow on the door to where my face we closer to his. "What if I want to fall against you." I leaned into him and kissed him. His lips where so soft and tasted like butter scotch and Jack. I could feel him lean into them kiss so I pressed him harder into the door and kissed him as passionately as I could.