Transform Self-love into
Empathy
The Law of Narcissism
e all naturally possess the most remarkable tool for connecting
to people and attaining social power—empathy. When
cultivated and properly used, it can allow us to see into the moods
and minds of others, giving us the power to anticipate people's
actions and gently lower their resistance. This instrument, however,
is blunted by our habitual self-absorption. We are all narcissists,
some deeper on the spectrum than others. Our mission in life is to
come to terms with this self-love and learn how to turn our sensitivity
outward, toward others, instead of inward. We must recognize at the
same time the toxic narcissists among us before getting enmeshed in
their dramas and poisoned by their envy.
The Narcissistic Spectrum
From the moment we are born, we humans feel a never-ending need
for attention. We are social animals to the core. Our survival and
happiness depend on the bonds we form with others. If people do not
pay attention to us, we cannot connect to them on any level. Some of
this is purely physical—we must have people looking at us to feel alive.
As those who have gone through long periods of isolation can attest,
without eye contact we begin to doubt our existence and to descend
into a deep depression. But this need is also deeply psychological:
through the quality of attention we receive from others, we feel
recognized and appreciated for who we are. Our sense of self-worth
depends on this. Because this is so important to the human animal,
people will do almost anything to get attention, including committing a
crime or attempting suicide. Look behind almost any action, and you
will see this need as a primary motivation.
In trying to satisfy our hunger for attention, however, we face an
inevitable problem: there is only so much of it to go around. In the
family, we have to compete with our siblings; at school, with
classmates; at work, with colleagues. The moments in which we feel
recognized and appreciated are fleeting. People can largely be
indifferent to our fate, as they must deal with their own problems.
There are even some who are downright hostile and disrespectful to us.
How do we handle those moments when we feel psychologically alone,
or even abandoned? We can double our efforts to get attention and
notice, but this can exhaust our energy and it can often have the
opposite effect—people who try too hard seem desperate and repulse
the attention they want. We simply cannot rely on others to give us
constant validation, and yet we crave it.
Facing this dilemma from early childhood on, most of us come up
with a solution that works quite well: we create a self, an image of
ourselves that comforts us and makes us feel validated from within.
This self is composed of our tastes, our opinions, how we look at the
world, what we value. In building this self-image, we tend to
accentuate our positive qualities and explain away our flaws. We
cannot go too far in this, for if our self-image is too divorced from
reality, other people will make us aware of the discrepancy, and we will
doubt ourselves. But if it is done properly, in the end we have a self
that we can love and cherish. Our energy turns inward. We become the
center of our attention. When we experience those inevitable moments
when we are alone or not feeling appreciated, we can retreat to this self
and soothe ourselves. If we have moments of doubt and depression,
our self-love raises us up, makes us feel worthy and even superior to
others. This self-image operates as a thermostat, helping us to regulate
our doubts and insecurities. We are no longer completely dependent
on others for attention and recognition. We have self-esteem.
This idea might seem strange. We generally take this self-image
completely for granted, like the air we breathe. It operates on a largely
unconscious basis. We don't feel or see the thermostat as it operates.
The best way to literally visualize this dynamic is to look at those who
lack a coherent sense of self—people we shall call deep narcissists.
In constructing a self that we can hold on to and love, the key
moment in its development occurs between the ages of two and five
years old. As we slowly separate from our mother, we face a world in
which we cannot get instant gratification. We also become aware that
we are alone and yet dependent on our parents for survival. Our
answer is to identify with the best qualities of our parents—their
strength, their ability to soothe us—and incorporate these qualities into
ourselves. If our parents encourage us in our first efforts at
independence, if they validate our need to feel strong and recognize
our unique qualities, then our self-image takes root, and we can slowly
build upon it. Deep narcissists have a sharp break in this early
development, and so they never quite construct a consistent and
realistic feeling of a self.
Their mothers (or fathers) might be deep narcissists themselves, too
self-absorbed to acknowledge the child, to encourage its early efforts at
independence. Or alternatively the parents could be enmeshers—
overinvolved in the child's life, suffocating it with attention, isolating it
from others, and living through its advancement as a means to validate
their own self-worth. They give the child no room to establish a self. In
the backgrounds of almost all deep narcissists we find either
abandonment or enmeshment. The result is that they have no self to
retreat to, no foundation for self-esteem, and are completely
dependent on the attention they can get from others to make them feel
alive and worthy.
In childhood, if such narcissists are extroverts, they can function
reasonably well, and even thrive. They become masters at attracting
notice and monopolizing attention. They can appear vivacious and
exciting. In a child, such qualities can seem a sign of future social
success. But underneath the surface, they are becoming dangerously
addicted to the hits of attention they stimulate to make them feel
whole and worthy. If they are introverts, they will retreat to a fantasy
life, imagining a self that is quite superior to others. Since they will not
get validation of this self-image from others because it is so unrealistic,
they will also have moments of great doubt and even self-loathing.
They are either a god or a worm. Lacking a coherent core, they could
imagine themselves to be anyone, and so their fantasies will keep
shifting as they try on new personalities.
The nightmare for deep narcissists generally arrives in their
twenties and thirties. They have failed to develop that inner
thermostat, a cohesive sense of self to love and depend upon. The
extroverts must constantly attract attention to feel alive and
appreciated. They become more dramatic, more exhibitionistic and
grandiose. This can become tiresome and even pathetic. They have to
change friends and scenes so that they can have a fresh audience.
Introverts fall deeper into a fantasy self. Being socially awkward yet
radiating superiority, they tend to alienate people, increasing their
dangerous isolation. In both cases, drugs or alcohol or any other form
of addiction can become a necessary crutch to soothe them in the
inevitable moments of doubt and depression.
You can recognize deep narcissists by the following behavior
patterns: If they are ever insulted or challenged, they have no defense,
nothing internal to soothe them or validate their worth. They generally
react with great rage, thirsting for vengeance, full of a sense of
righteousness. This is the only way they know how to assuage their
insecurities. In such battles, they will position themselves as the
wounded victim, confusing others and even drawing sympathy. They
are prickly and oversensitive. Almost everything is taken personally.
They can become quite paranoid and have enemies in all directions to
point to. You can see an impatient or distant look on their face
whenever you talk about something that does not directly involve them
in some way. They immediately turn the conversation back to
themselves, with some story or anecdote to distract from the insecurity
behind it. They can be prone to vicious bouts of envy if they see others
getting the attention they feel they deserve. They frequently display
extreme self-confidence. This always helps to gain attention, and it
neatly covers up their gaping inner emptiness and their fragmented
sense of self. But beware if this confidence is ever truly put to the test.
When it comes to other people in their lives, deep narcissists have
an unusual relationship that is hard for us to understand. They tend to
see others as extensions of themselves, what is known as self-objects.
People exist as instruments for attention and validation. Their desire is
to control them like they control their own arm or leg. In a
relationship, they will slowly make the partner cut off contact with
friends—there must be no competition for attention.
Some highly talented deep narcissists (see stories starting on this
page for examples) manage to find some redemption through their
work, channeling their energies and getting the attention they crave
through their accomplishments, although they tend to remain quite
erratic and volatile. For most deep narcissists, however, it can be
difficult to concentrate on their work. Lacking the self-esteem
thermostat, they are prone to continually worrying about what others
think of them. This makes it hard to actually focus attention outward
for long periods of time, and to deal with the impatience and anxiety
that comes with work. Such types tend to change jobs and careers quite
frequently. This becomes the nail in their coffin—unable to attract
genuine recognition through their accomplishments, they are forever
thrown back on the need to artificially stimulate attention.
Deep narcissists can be annoying and frustrating to deal with; they
can also become quite harmful if we get too close to them. They
entangle us in their never-ending dramas and make us feel guilty if we
are not continually paying them attention. Relationships with them are
most unsatisfying, and having one as a partner or spouse can be
deadly. In the end, everything must revolve around them. The best
solution in such cases is to get out of their way, once we identify them
as a deep narcissist.
There is one variety of this type, however, that is more dangerous
and toxic, because of the levels of power he or she can attain—namely
the narcissistic leader. (This type has been around for a long time. In
the Bible, Absalom was perhaps the first recorded example, but we find
frequent references in ancient literature to others—Alcibiades, Cicero,
and Emperor Nero, to name a few.) Almost all dictator types and
tyrannical CEOs fall into this category. They generally have more
ambition than the average deep narcissist and for a while can funnel
this energy into work. Full of narcissistic self-confidence, they attract
attention and followers. They say and do things that other people don't
dare say or do, which seems admirable and authentic. They might have
a vision for some innovative product, and because they radiate such
confidence, they can find others to help them realize their vision. They
are experts at using people.
If they have success, a terrible momentum is set in place—more
people are attracted to their leadership, which only inflates their
grandiose tendencies. If anyone dares to challenge them, they are more
prone than others to go into that deep narcissistic rage. They are
hypersensitive. They also like to stir up constant drama as a means to
justify their power—they are the only ones who can solve the problems
they create. This also gives them more opportunities to be the center of
attention. The workplace is never stable under their direction.
Sometimes they can become entrepreneurs, people who found a
company because of their charisma and ability to attract followers.
They can have creative flair as well. But for many of these leader types,
eventually their own inner instability and chaos will come to be
mirrored in the company or group they lead. They cannot forge a
coherent structure or organization. Everything must flow through
them. They have to control everything and everyone, their self-objects.
They will proclaim this as a virtue—as being authentic and
spontaneous—when really they lack the ability to focus and create
something solid. They tend to burn and destroy whatever they create.
Let us imagine narcissism as a way of gauging the level of our selfabsorption,
as if it existed on a measurable scale from high to low. At a
certain depth, let us say below the halfway mark on the scale, people
enter the realm of deep narcissism. Once they reach this depth, it is
very difficult for them to raise themselves back up, because they lack
the self-esteem device. The deep narcissist becomes completely selfabsorbed,
almost always below the mark. If for a moment they manage
to engage with others, some comment or action will trigger their
insecurities and they will go plummeting down. But mostly they tend
to sink deeper into themselves over time. Other people are
instruments. Reality is just a reflection of their needs. Constant
attention is their only way of survival.
Above that halfway mark is what we shall call the functional
narcissist, where most of us reside. We also are self-absorbed, but
what prevents us from falling deep into ourselves is a coherent sense of
self that we can rely upon and love. (It is ironic that the word
narcissism has come to mean self-love, when it is in fact the case that
the worst narcissists have no cohesive self to love, which is the source
of their problem.) This creates some inner resiliency. We may have
deeper narcissistic moments, fluctuating below the mark, particularly
when depressed or challenged in life, but inevitably we elevate
ourselves. Not feeling continually insecure or wounded, not always
needing to fish for attention, functional narcissists can turn their
attention outward, into their work and into building relationships with
people.
Our task, as students of human nature, is threefold. First, we must
fully understand the phenomenon of the deep narcissist. Although they
are in the minority, some of them can inflict an unusual amount of
harm in the world. We must be able to distinguish the toxic types that
stir up drama and try to turn us into objects they can use for their
purposes. They can draw us in with their unusual energy, but if we
become enmeshed, it can be a nightmare to disengage. They are
masters at turning the tables and making others feel guilty. Narcissistic
leaders are the most dangerous of all, and we must resist their pull and
see through the façade of their apparent creativity. Knowing how to
handle the deep narcissists in our lives is an important art for all of us.
Second, we must be honest about our own nature and not deny it.
We are all narcissists. In a conversation we are all champing at the bit
to talk, to tell our story, to give our opinion. We like people who share
our ideas—they reflect back to us our good taste. If we happen to be
assertive, we see assertiveness as a positive quality because it is ours,
whereas others, more timid, will rate it as obnoxious and value
introspective qualities. We are all prone to flattery because of our selflove.
Moralizers who try to separate themselves and denounce the
narcissists in the world today are often the biggest narcissists of them
all—they love the sound of their voice as they point fingers and preach.
We are all on the spectrum of self-absorption. Creating a self that we
can love is a healthy development, and there should be no stigma
attached to it. Without self-esteem from within, we would fall into
deep narcissism. But to move beyond functional narcissism, which
should be our goal, we must first be honest with ourselves. Trying to
deny our self-absorbed nature, trying to pretend we are somehow more
altruistic than others, makes it impossible for us to transform
ourselves.
Third and most important, we must begin to make the
transformation into the healthy narcissist. Healthy narcissists have a
stronger, even more resilient sense of self. They tend to hover closer to
the top of the scale. They recover more quickly from any wounds or
insults. They do not need as much validation from others. They realize
at some point in life that they have limits and flaws. They can laugh at
these flaws and not take slights so personally. In many ways, by
embracing the full picture of themselves, their self-love is more real
and complete. From this stronger inner position, they can turn their
attention outward more often and more easily. This attention goes in
one of two directions, and sometimes both. First, they are able to direct
their focus and their love into their work, becoming great artists,
creators, and inventors. Because their outward focus on the work is
more intense, they tend to be successful in their ventures, which gives
them the necessary attention and validation. They can have moments
of doubt and insecurity, and artists can be notoriously brittle, but work
stands as a continual release from too much self-absorption.
The other direction healthy narcissists take is toward people,
developing empathic powers. Imagine empathy as the realm lying at
the very top of the scale and beyond—complete absorption in others.
By our very nature, we humans have tremendous abilities to
understand people from the inside out. In our earliest years, we felt
completely bonded with our mother, and we could sense her every
mood and read her every emotion in a preverbal way. Unlike any other
animal or primate, we also had the ability to extend this beyond the
mother to other caregivers and people in our vicinity.
This is the physical form of empathy that we feel even to this day
with our closest friends, spouses, or partners. We also have a natural
ability to take the perspective of others, to think our way inside their
minds. These powers largely lie dormant because of our selfabsorption.
But in our twenties and beyond, feeling more confident
about ourselves, we can begin to focus outward, on people, and
rediscover these powers. Those who practice this empathy often
become superior social observers in the arts or sciences, therapists,
and leaders of the highest order.
The need to develop this empathy is greater than ever. Various
studies have indicated a gradual increase in levels of self-absorption
and narcissism in young people since the late 1970s, with a much
higher spike since 2000. Much of this can be attributed to technology
and the internet. People simply spend less time in social interactions
and more time socializing online, which makes it increasingly difficult
to develop empathy and sharpen social skills. Like any skill, empathy
comes through the quality of attention. If your attention is continually
interrupted by the need to look at your smartphone, you are never
really gaining a foothold in the feelings or perspectives of other people.
You are continually drawn back to yourself, flitting about the surface of
social interactions, never really engaging. Even in a crowd, you remain
essentially alone. People come to serve a function—not to bond with
but to placate your insecurities.
Our brains were built for continual social interaction; the
complexity of this interaction is one of the main factors that drastically
increased our intelligence as a species. At a certain point, involving
ourselves less with others has a net negative effect on the brain itself
and atrophies our social muscle. To make matters worse, our culture
tends to emphasize the supreme value of the individual and individual
rights, encouraging greater self-involvement. We find more and more
people who cannot imagine that others have a different perspective,
that we are all not exactly the same in what we desire or think.
You must try to run counter to these developments and create
empathic energy. Each side of the spectrum has its peculiar
momentum. Deep narcissism tends to sink you deeper, as your
connection to reality lessens and you are unable to really develop your
work or your relationships. Empathy does the opposite. As you
increasingly turn your attention outward, you get constant positive
feedback. People want to be around you more. You develop your
empathic muscle; your work improves; without trying, you gain the
attention that all humans thrive on. Empathy creates its own upward,
positive momentum.
The following are the four components that go into the empathic
skill set.
The empathic attitude: Empathy is more than anything a state
of mind, a different way of relating to others. The greatest danger you
face is your general assumption that you really understand people and
that you can quickly judge and categorize them. Instead, you must
begin with the assumption that you are ignorant and that you have
natural biases that will make you judge people incorrectly. The people
around you present a mask that suits their purposes. You mistake the
mask for reality. Let go of your tendency to make snap judgments.
Open your mind to seeing people in a new light. Do not assume that
you are similar or that they share your values. Each person you meet is
like an undiscovered country, with a very particular psychological
chemistry that you will carefully explore. You are more than ready to
be surprised by what you uncover. This flexible, open spirit is similar
to creative energy—a willingness to consider more possibilities and
options. In fact, developing your empathy will also improve your
creative powers.
The best place to begin this transformation in your attitude is in
your numerous daily conversations. Try reversing your normal impulse
to talk and give your opinion, desiring instead to hear the other
person's point of view. You have tremendous curiosity in this direction.
Cut off your incessant interior monologue as best you can. Give full
attention to the other. What matters here is the quality of your
listening, so that in the course of the conversation you can mirror back
to the other person things they said, or things that were left unsaid but
that you sensed. This will have a tremendous seductive effect.
As part of this attitude, you are giving people the same level of
indulgence that you give yourself. For instance, we all have a tendency
to do the following: When we make a mistake, we attribute it to
circumstances that pushed us into doing it. But when others make a
mistake, we tend to see it as a character flaw, as something that flowed
from their imperfect personality. This is known as the attribution bias.
You must work against this. With an empathic attitude, you consider
first the circumstances that might have made a person do what they
did, giving them the same benefit of the doubt as you give yourself.
Finally, adopting this attitude depends on the quality of your selflove.
If you feel terribly superior to others, or gripped by insecurities,
your moments of empathy and absorption in people will be shallow.
What you need is a complete acceptance of your character, including
your flaws, which you can see clearly but even appreciate and love. You
are not perfect. You are not an angel. You have the same nature as
others. With this attitude, you can laugh at yourself and let slights
wash over you. From a position of genuine inner strength and
resilience, you can more easily direct your attention outward.
Visceral empathy: Empathy is an instrument of emotional
attunement. It is hard for us to read or figure out the thoughts of
another person, but feelings and moods are much easier for us to pick
up. We are all prone to catching the emotions of another person. The
physical boundaries between us and other people are much more
permeable than we realize. People are continually affecting our moods.
What you are doing here is turning this physiological response into
knowledge. Pay deep attention to the moods of people, as indicated by
their body language and tone of voice. When they talk, they have a
feeling tone that is either in sync or not in sync with what they are
saying. This tone can be one of confidence, insecurity, defensiveness,
arrogance, frustration, elation. This tone manifests itself physically in
their voice, their gestures, and their posture. In each encounter, you
must try to detect this before even paying attention to what they are
saying. This will register to you viscerally, in your own physical
response to them. A defensive tone on their part will tend to create a
like feeling in you.
A key element you are trying to figure out is people's intentions.
There is almost always an emotion behind any intention, and beyond
their words, you are attuning yourself to what they want, their goals,
which will also register physically in you if you pay attention. For
instance, someone you know suddenly shows unusual interest in your
life, gives you the kind of attention you've never had before. Is it a real
attempt to connect or a distraction, a means of softening you up so
they can use you for their own purposes? Instead of focusing on their
words, which show interest and excitement, focus on the overall feeling
tone that you pick up. How deeply are they listening? Are they making
consistent eye contact? Does it feel like even though they are listening
to you, they are absorbed in themselves? If you are the object of
sudden attention but it seems unreliable, they are probably intending
to ask something of you, to use and manipulate you in some way.
This kind of empathy depends largely on mirror neurons—those
neurons that fire in our brain when we watch someone do something,
such as picking up an object, just as if we were doing it ourselves. This
allows us to put ourselves in the shoes of others and to feel what it
must be like. Studies have revealed that people who score high on tests
of empathy are generally excellent mimics. When someone smiles or
winces in pain, they tend to unconsciously imitate the expression,
giving them a feel for what others are feeling. When we see someone
smiling and in a good mood, it tends to have a contagious effect on us.
You can consciously use this power in trying to get into the emotions of
others, either by literally mimicking their facial gestures or by
conjuring up memories of similar experiences that stirred such
emotions. Before Alex Haley began writing Roots, he spent some time
in the dark interior of a ship, trying to re-create the claustrophobic
horror slaves must have experienced. A visceral connection to their
feelings allowed him to write himself into their world.
As an adjunct to this, mirroring people on any level will draw out an
empathic response from them. This can be physical, and is known as
the chameleon effect. People who are connecting physically and
emotionally in a conversation will tend to mimic each other's gestures
and posture, both crossing their legs, for instance. To a degree, you can
do this consciously to induce a connection by deliberately mimicking
someone. Similarly, nodding your head as they talk and smiling will
deepen the connection. Even better, you can enter the spirit of the
other person. You absorb their mood deeply and reflect it back to
them. You create a feeling of rapport. People secretly crave this
emotional rapport in their daily lives, because they get it so rarely. It
has a hypnotic effect and appeals to people's narcissism as you become
their mirror.
In practicing this type of empathy, keep in mind that you must
maintain a degree of distance. You are not becoming completely
enmeshed in the emotions of another. This will make it hard for you to
analyze what you are picking up and can lead to a loss of control that is
not healthy. Also, doing this too strongly and obviously can create a
creepy effect. The nodding, smiling, and mirroring at selected
moments should be subtle, almost impossible to detect.
Analytic empathy: The reason you are able to understand your
friends or partner so deeply is that you have a lot of information about
their tastes, values, and family background. We have all had the
experience of thinking we know someone but over time having to
adjust our original impression once we get more information. So while
physical empathy is extremely powerful, it must be supplemented by
analytic empathy. This can prove particularly helpful with people
toward whom we feel resistant and whom we have a hard time
identifying with—either because they are very different from us or
because there is something about them that repels us. In such cases we
naturally resort to judging and putting them into categories. There are
people out there who are not worth the effort—supreme fools or true
psychopaths. But for most others who seem hard to figure out, we
should see it as an excellent challenge and a way to improve our skills.
As Abraham Lincoln said, "I don't like that man. I must get to know
him better."
Analytic empathy comes mostly through conversation and
gathering information that will allow you to get inside the spirit of
others. Some pieces of information are more valuable than others. For
instance, you want to get a read on people's values, which are mostly
established in their earliest years. People develop concepts of what
they consider strong, sensitive, generous, and weak often based on
their parents and their relationship to them. One woman will see a
man crying as a sign of sensitivity and be attracted to it, while another
will see it as weak and repulsive. By not understanding people's values
on this level, or by projecting your own, you will misread their
reactions and create unnecessary conflicts.
Your goal, then, is to gather as much as you can about the early
years of the people you are studying and their relationship to their
parents and siblings. Keep in mind that their current relationship to
family will also speak volumes about the past. Try to get a read on their
reactions to authority figures. This will help you see to what extent
they have a rebellious or submissive streak. Their taste in partners will
also say a lot.
If people seem reluctant to talk, try asking open-ended questions, or
begin with a sincere admission of your own to establish trust. In
general people love to talk about themselves and their past, and it is
usually quite easy to get them to open up. Look for trigger points (see
chapter 1) that indicate points of extreme sensitivity. If they come from
another culture, it is all the more important to understand this culture
from within their experience. Your goal in general is to find out what
makes them unique. You are looking precisely for what is different
from yourself and the other people you know.
The empathic skill: Becoming empathetic involves a process, like
anything. In order to make sure that you are really making progress
and improving your ability to understand people on a deeper level, you
need feedback. This can come in one of two forms: direct and indirect.
In the direct form, you ask people about their thoughts and feelings to
get a sense of whether you have guessed correctly. This must be
discreet and based on a level of trust, but it can be a very accurate
gauge of your skill. Then there is the indirect form—you sense a greater
rapport and how certain techniques have worked for you.
To work on this skill, keep several things in mind: The more people
you interact with in the flesh, the better you will get at this. And the
greater the variety of people you meet, the more versatile your skill will
become. Also, keep a sense of flow. Your ideas about people never
quite settle into a judgment. In an encounter, keep your attention
active to see how the other person changes over the course of a
conversation and the effect you are having on them. Be alive to the
moment. Try to see people as they interact with others besides you—
people are often very different depending on the person they are
involved with. Try to focus not on categories but on the feeling tone
and mood that people evoke in you, which is continually shifting. As
you get better at this, you will discover more and more cues that people
give as to their psychology. You will notice more. Continually mix the
visceral with the analytic.
Seeing improvement in your skill level will excite you greatly and
motivate you to go deeper. In general you will notice a smoother ride
through life, as you avoid unnecessary conflicts and
misunderstandings.
The deepest principle of Human Nature is the craving to be appreciated.
—William James