WHO WAS I?

It has been few days since that day. Day by day I was trying to get more familiar with this new world. But there was a huge problem with that.

According to the memories of my new body , I was very sick from my birth and as my family was too poor to gather the money for the necessary treatment. For this reason my health was being affected negatively with each passing day. The fevers were coming more repeatedly and the chances of mine getting better was like a finding water in a desert. At last I was getting fevers almost every day in week and my parents was forced to called a nearby doctor spending all of his life savings.

Inspite of all of this, the doctor failed to cure me and told my parents that without a healer ,curing me is not possible. Although I was confused by hearing the mention off a healer. It was not a big of a deal actually. But hearing this, My mom and dad were like devastated . My estimation told me that may be the so called healer was like specialist doctor or something of same kind. And it was clear that dad spent almost all his life savings to call a doctor and it was impossible for him to get a healer.

Mom was crying without stopping and dad was trying to console her. Despite of this was all memories and absolutely not mine , I could feel the pain and sorrow of them. But there was nothing in my hands. After some days my health had been getting more worse and from that my memories became more dull and hazy. Perhaps due to my bad health condition I was unable to remember anything. And there was no memories after that excluding the memories of my own in this new body.

'Perhaps the boy died that day and my consciousness got a path to his enter his body or It was also possible that this is my real body and the all memories of earth are nothing but some sort of dream of mine. But all those are nothing but unproven theories. To get the actual truth I have to get out from here and know this new world. Perhaps I can get some clues if I discuss this matter with dad or mom. But if I do this, I have to inform that I am not their child and may be I am here because of the death of their child.'

' And I also have to consider the possibility of their emotional breakdown and may be they will assume me the cause of their child's death. It will be very bad for my current position and as far as I have noticed about this world, It was very underdeveloped and according to history of earth , There is big possibility that they will connect my current circumstances with witchcraft. It will be laughable if I say they will not tied me up with a tree and burn me or pierced my heart with wood stick. '

'So without telling my parents , If I tried to get help from outside , there is actually no one I can trust and overall I also can't tell them about my story and reason is same as my parents.'

'So the only possible way to learn about this odd situation of myself is that I have to do this in my own way and the first problem of this solution is my current health condition.'

'It has been only two days since I came to this world. although I am getting better but the my current progress is too slow for me handle. I have to find some way to for this'.

At this moment, I heard Freda was calling from the outside. Who doesn't know about Freda, for information she is my elder sister. She is 5 years older than me and always had taken care of me. For my health conditions I was unable to properly do anything that the kids of age always done like playing with others or walking in the neighborhood . Even going from my room to another room was heavy task for me. So she always help me with these. She often carried me when I got tired and help mom in house work.

Now she was here to take me to eat with every body. Actually there was three rooms in our house. One for mom and dad ,one for I me Freda and a kitchen. From the looks of our house one can understand our financial condition. I actually do not know much about my dad's work. I only know he go to work everyday in the morning and return after sundown. Mom and Freda usually do all the work. Although Freda was only 8 years old, she was much more mature from her age.

seeing me lost in thoughts, she shouted in my ear "Oyee Ren where are you lost .Didn't you here mom is calling you for dinner. It is very bad you know to ignore your big sister."

Saying this she giggled looking at me and taking some air in his lungs she took a posture to show his fake anger. Then she tied her emerald green hair in bun and took me to kitchen.

Although my fever is now gone and I can talk or move my body freely, It was very hard for me to walk .

Entering the kitchen I could see dad and mom there. Dad had already returned from his job and everyone's mood was happy because I was getting better for the first time. It was their new hope and it was all shown in their faces.

We started to eat and for the first time in previous two days I can noticed that we are eating only bread and milk. Previously I did not noticed as I was not in the condition to consider what I am eating. But When I looked at the plates of others, It was all same. And from their faces and expression I could clearly understood one thing that it was very normal for them and dad and mom was very joyful. Perhaps It was for me but quality and quantity of food was absolutely not good here.

And this is the first problem that I have to make a solution of....