SS: Ruki's Christmas (4)
Going inside this couple’s park all alone certainly invited odd looks toward me. Nonetheless, with most of them busy enough to enjoy the Christmas and romantic mood with their partners, none of them cared enough about my existence.
Like the notorious Valentine’s Day, today was the only chance they could flirt in public with no one going to point at them for doing so.
Seeing all of this should be stimulating for my desire but somehow, I could feel my stomach churning as if I ate something bad. The earlier throbbing of my desire immediately died down as if this atmosphere immediately spoiled its effect. Rather than get the excitement from scouting prospective targets, I found myself walking out of the park after doing one lap around it.
I couldn’t stand it.
I admit. This wasn’t the first time I felt like this but at the moment, it was frustratingly more intense.
Was it because of Nagisa? I had no idea. And I couldn’t find the motivation to confirm it.