....My Life.....

Hayat P. O. V.

some times I actually realize that I am nothing for my own family... and that's ture...

I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up all alone.

But It's not.

The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone. 

Living in the world with no hope Just a fake that decayed away. Life 's killing me injured me which become Unbearable And change me . Days become worst with so much mistery...

I always wandered what it felt like to have someone who will ask me....

"How I am?? "

" did I have good meal?? "

or even ask me if I have been doing well???

But unfortunately I never had anyone who has love for me for me. It always upset me that I never had any one in my family who was close to me...

I don't have anyone who cares for me, appreciates me in my achievements..

I know mom you are listening from above. There's nothing that I value more than your love. No matter where I am or what I'm doing, your memories will always keep me smiling...

Mom you are my everything!!!

mom you are like a never ending song in my heart of comfort, happiness and being. I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune.

Since you left, I think all my happiness has gone with you too...

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"" Get up !!! "" I heard someone said

opening my eyes I saw Maisha my stepsister standing in front of me .

I'm really not interested in her hurtful words, Her words only make my life more difficult and...

I was about to leave , ignoring her when she stopped me with her next words....

"" we will be going to a huge party tonight ""

so come early from your cafe , This is my dad's order... Understand !!!

""you guys are going to a party righy ??""

I asked , Because I wanted to clear my confusions..

""what a useless human you are Hayat ..!! " she said in a rude voice and again continued

I said ""we..... W.... E.... we "" which means me , mom , dad and... unwillingly You !!! my stepsister...

She said with an irritated expression

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FLASHBACK

My dad doesn't want to be seen with a daughter like me..

He always says that I'm nothing for him.

I'm a disgrace daughter !!

He believe that because of me, there is bad luck in his life..

My mom Mira died when I was very young . I have few memories of her and now I remember her face only through the picture..

I don't know what was my fault, but Dad, He believes that all the bad things that happen to him it's because of me only...

Ever since mom died, my Dad was rearly at home..

I was all alone most of the time

And One day.....,,

I heard the front door open I expected to see my dad but what I wasn't expected was to see my dad with another women...

his second wife Nancy!!!

After this my life got worse , In my own house, my status was just as a servant...

(end of flash back)

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They never take me along.... then why today...

Even me??? I inquired to Maisha once again

"" Don't be so happy Hayat.. we are taking you with us only because dad's old friend wants to meet both of his daughter ""

Maisha said with disgusted ..

She is 4 inches taller than me. with her Brown hair , blue eyes and model like figure she is like every man's dream...

She was above me in everything ,

may it be a matter of beauty or talk to others.. She always won everyone's heart easily.

She is extremely beautiful and confident totally opposite from me...

But I didn't understand why she hate me so much...

I didn't understand why she always treated me like I'm a trash??

Afterall our dad is same and he is my real dad not hers only... Still we were treated differently...

But Everytime she behave like she owns everything....

and I'm nothing , I have no right in my own family...

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" okay I'll be on time " I replied in a soft tone and Maisha smirked and left...