thirty four
"Oh?" I smirked a little but then I didn't wanna move from his lap. It was comfortable.
"No, I don't wanna." He looked at me with puppy eyes and an innocent expression. He was so cute.
"I didn't mean to force you, I'm sorry, I swear I'd never do that to you, I mean you are my girlfriend but I'd still always ask for consent, you know I won't, I'm sorry baby, please don't break up with me. Baby, it was not how it sounded like-" I put my fingers on his noot that formed whenever he was complaining or babbling on. He shut up, looking at me with big round eyes.
"It's okay Jae, I just don't want to move from your lap," He nodded softly and I held his face in both my hands.
"You are so cute? How are you so cute? So. Fucking. Cute. I could die. So cute, so pretty." I pecked his whole face and he smiled his biggest smile.
"How are you 26? No, You're only 6, my cute baby, so precious." I kept kissing his face and playing with his hair. He made me so happy and also so horny. How was he even real?
"I'm not 6. I'm a grown-ass man." I leaned back and scowled at him giving him a what-the-fuck look.
"Okay grown-ass man, what is your favorite dessert?" I knew it, just wanted to prove something.
"Cotton candy." He said in a really small voice pouting a little.
"See, this is what I'm talking about, you're even pouting, you're just a baby!" I kiss him again on the lips and he held me by my waist, rolling on top of me. His hands started tickling my sides.
"Say it again." He challenged me while I couldn't even form words because of holding my laugh in.
"Y-you're a b-baby." I squeaked out laughing when he tickled harder. I got off the bed running out of the room and down the stairs while he ran after me but he was not even half as fast as my full speed.
"Catch me if you can!" I yelled out jumping the last four stairs.
"I will!" He yelled back panting and groaning while he jumped down the stairs. I ran into the hallway and into the first room I saw. I open the door quickly taking a pillow in my hand and then saw Hyun sitting on the edge of the bed bandaging his forearm. He furrowed his brows but quickly understood when he saw a dead tired Young-Jae at the door. I smiled at him and he did the same.
"Baby, I-I can't run, I'm s-sick." He panted and regret filled me up. He was down with a fever a few days ago. I pout taking the pillow in one hand and walk to him.
"I'm sorry bubs," I tried to act extra cute, still not as cute as him. He made a gesture for me to pull him up from the floor he sat on and he grabbed my waist as soon as I was near enough.
"Hehe, gotcha," He tickled me again and I gasped laughing.
Liar.
Hyun laughed looking at the two of us. I turned around pushing him and ran away again. He ran after me again, this time, Hyun joins us laughing loudly which made almost all the boys come out of their rooms except Kyle whose room was upstairs.
"What's going on?" Nathan asked and the three of us shrugged stopping right where we were. Hyun after Young-Jae behind me.
"Young-Jae's a cheater." I accused loudly which made Seok-Min gasp.
"You cheated on Bee? You uncultured swine!" I stifled a chuckle and watched as Young-Jae struggles to clarify things. Jake came behind me quietly and then jump scared me and I yelled out.
"What happened?" I heard at least three voices. As if they'd be able to protect me. Dumbasses.
"Jake just jumped me. Also, Jaejae only cheated in a tickle-and-run battle so he's forgivable." I said keeping a straight face and all of them burst into a fit of laughter which I joined too.
"Okay guys, I think we should watch a movie," Trevor said and we nodded.
"Call my little bro from upstairs." I nudged Nathan and he smiled pulling my hair out of the now disrupted bun on my head.
"Okay, order takeout for all of us. I'll be just a minute or two." I nodded poking his dimple. Had to.
We sat on the couch, me between Seok-Min and Young-Jae and Trevor next to Seok-Min while the rest scattered on the floor in front of the huge tv. I cuddled into Young-Jae and he smiled fondly at me.
"Trevor order the food please." I smiled at him and he rolled his eyes but complies anyway.
"What do you guys wanna watch?" Jake asked and I shrugged.
"Let's put on Ironman, Kyle's been a little sad lately, he'll be happy," Hyun suggested and we all nodded in agreement.
He really had been a little distant. I got up from the couch and ran upstairs while Jake was putting on the movie. I noticed Nathan standing in front of Kyle's room sighing.
"What's up?" He just shrugged and pointed to the door before speaking.
"He's not opening the door." I nodded and gestured for him to leave. He smiled nodding.
"Kyle? K, can you open the door please?" I knocked three times and there was shuffling inside.
"Will you keep it a secret?" He asks quietly from behind the door.
"Yes I will. I promise," The door swung open and he yanked me inside, closing the door behind.
"What happened to my little bro?" I asked patting the seat beside me on his bed.
"I don't know. I feel weird." I hummed while he sat next to me and immediately engulfed me into a tight hug. I rubbed his back soothingly.
"Why? Is something bothering you?" He shook his head at first but nodded then.
"I feel lost. Like I'm no good for you guys." This statement left me more than just shocked. I never thought he'd think like that. It was not true at all.
"No honey, we all love you a lot. Nobody thinks like that." He shook his head pulling away from me and I combrf his hair. What made him think this?
"We're all here to guide you. I feel lost too, you know, but we're all here aren't we? Breathing and alive." I smilef warmly and got up from the bed pulling him up. I turned him towards the full sized mirror in his room and he gave me a confused expression through the mirror while I stood behind him.
"What do you see in the mirror?" He shrugged with a confused expression.
"I see a very very beautiful person who's there for his family and has the potential to do anything he wants in the world." He smiled softly through the mirror and I hugged his shoulders jumping a little. He piggybacked me out of the room.
"Why didn't you tell your friends about this?" I asked while he put me down closing the door behind him.
"They're dumb, all of them would blame themselves. I don't want that." He said and I nodded.
I completely agreed.
We both walked down the stairs and joined the others on the couch. I sat in my original place snuggling into Young-Jae again.
"What happened?" He asked quietly and Kyle quickly looked at me. He heard that.
"Nothing Jaejae, me and K were just making plans." We both smiled at each other and Young-Jae shrugged. He got the hint I supposing.
The movie ended with all of us bickering for more bites of food and telling Kyle to stop eating. Nathan and Young-Jae had been talking about something in Korean for quite some time now. I sat there bored and unconsciously pouting. I wanted to talk to somebody too. I thought I should learn Korean too, that way all of them would feel more comfortable.
"Bee?" Jake waved his hand in front of me and I looked at him with puppy eyes.
"What do you want now?" He asked smiling with his eyes, looking at me.
"I wanna talk too." He chuckled lightly nodding.
"Okay guys let's talk to Bee too." He cooed at me, babying me and I stuck my tongue out to him.
"Oh, is my girlfriend feeling lonely?" Young-Jae asked and I folded my arms facing away from him.
"I will only talk to Trevor and Jake and Seok-Min and Kyle and Hyun now."
"Oh my god what did I do?" Nathan asked playfully throwing a tissue ball at me.
"Let's do something so that we get to know each other more," Hyun said trying to put his bandage properly. Poor Kiddo.
"Here, let me do it." I quickly did it for him and climbed back onto Young-Jae's lap, my back against his chest and he interlocked both hands with me wrapping them in front of me.
"Let's play tell-me-a-secret," Trevor suggested and the rest frown at him.
"What kind of game is that?" Seok-Min asked making a weird face and I snorted at it.
"I made it up." Trevor shrugged.
"Okay." The rest of us said almost together and then laughed.