How was my life?

It's been almost 2 years since she left us. To be precise 1 year 6 months 4 days. It's hard. It's so much hard when we were together celebrating a festive without her...my Mom.

Not to mention the every day task that I had to manage every single day.

Losing the one you love is like losing the hope in everything. But I need to keep moving forward to the fullest.

If you're asking me, I would say that I'm tired to handle something that beyond my control. Beyond my scope. And why did everyone asking me tackle it till it done?

Is it because I'm easy to please or because I'm too easy to fool?

Doesn't mean that I'm done it before you can always dumped all the task on me...oh she's capable on it... she's got something in it...

No...the one that you need to know that I need to let myself to not overwhelmed with the thing that I have gone through!

You thought only a time can heal me back to life? No...never!

Don't push your luck on me...I'm not dumpster for any task...just let me breath...I need a space to cope in...to get my circle of life stable...

I lost her...my Mom...but it's seems like...

Task is a task!

The heck!