- HAZEL -
"Hazel, I need you to trust me and if not my words, my actions."
"Trust the things I do for you that I won't for anyone else."
Killian's words replay in my head the moment the doctor leaves the room.
I think I have trust issues. I'm sure I've had it since my incident with Tristan and that's why I've been backing away from the good thing right in front of me to the one I thought I had. I'm referring to Killian and Kaiden by the way. I chose Killian. Heck, he has made his mark and I will choose him again over any man I meet at the moment but I never imagined my stalling was linked to the fact that I'm afraid.
Afraid of being broken again. Afraid of what may happen if we indeed end up together. Afraid of what will befall my friendship with my best friend when she finds out. Afraid of being vulnerable with someone and falling deeper than I already have.
I purse my lips to the side, trying to think.