"You are very lucky, Mr Xie. He loves you more than himself."
The words made chaos inside Xie Jayden's head for a long time. When doctors asked him to come out of the emergency room by threatening him with Xiao Xing's treatment, he walked out of the room like a zombie.
He stood there till they shifted Xiao Xing to the intensive care room. Finally, when all the machines got attached to Xiao Xing's body, they allowed Xie Jayden inside the room to be with his husband seeing his worse condition.
His pale face, shallow breathing, the body that was not moving much made him shudder and scared the whole night. He was on oxygen all night but Xie Jayden realized it was not Xiao Xing but himself who was breathing in that oxygen.
"You are not God, Xie Jayden. For what reason do you have so much ego and wrath that is pushing the person who loves you more than himself, away from you?" He then held Xiao Xing's hand and kissed it lightly while shedding tears.