conclusion?

Authors note:it's been a Lil while,but now I have Hollidays so I will focus on this novel and this final of the special chapter #2,and yes I am going with the new writing style.

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My younger self was joyfully enjoying his younger ages in my so called "girlfriends" hands, although everyone was awfully terrified of him,they where now even alarmed about me.Is this the end of domination? Just at year 1? Not even crossing the first test? No,Not yet,i won't give up till the very damn end.There is always a light at the end of the tunnel,but that will make me a good guy.So I guess a better way to rephrase it is..There is always a chance for darkness at sunlight.

Now ryuenn was getting excited a little too excited at the sight of a young kid...who's strong what did you think I was talking about? So he did what he does best be ryuenn.

"Hey kid fight me!" He declared with pride and braveness clenching his fists.

Of course ichinose immediately repeled against this "ryuenn kun! That's not safe! He is just a kid!"

"What you feeling pity for this monster? You call him a kid?" Ryuenn asked with a sort of grimace,a grudge against ichinose. Ichinose and ryuenn have the exact opposite morals.

"Nah bro she ain't worried bout the kid she worried for you!" I replied comedically,thinking I was funny but to my surprise a good percentage of the people in the room nodded there heads.I guess truth gains you alot of attention.

"oh shut up! I will beat this little bastard!"

"Oh I don't mind fighting you!" My little self said.I closed my eyes and waited for the inevitable.

*Loud noise blood spatter noise 1*

*Loud noise blood spatter noise 2*

*Loud noise blood spatter noise 3*

I opened my eyes after like 20 seconds and guess what i saw! An exact replica of the recovery bed I was in right next to mine! With an face broken ryuenn.Bro was struggling to breathe and if my little me really wanted he could reattach his limbs to the side of his head! But murder doesn't get him anywhere except prison but this is a freemans area as literally maintained by God himself.But I guess he still wanted to be baybed after so dam long especially by a Pretty girl.

He sat on her lap again as ichinose awkwardly laughed becoming scared for herself. My younger self turned to ichinose and said

"Am I monster?" He asked childishly

I replied

"Y E S WATCHU THINK U ARE?"

but I got roasted...

"Atleast i can proudly call myself a strong monster,you got folded like a paper! Get better"

Now I certainly didn't realise I was gen z till now.

Then the peace or..sort of peace came to a abrupt when everything went black.I looked to my side, black, to my right, black.

After God knows how long my eyes get lost in the new gleam of light.As always I ran for my freedom.I fell down I don't know where but I fell down.

"Gosh fucking dammit...what kind of poor ah writing is this! You have no fucking clue how to make good transitions!"

I yelled to who? The person of my despair,but un surprisingly my voice just echoed to the abyss.

I looked around and saw a few gates.I choose to go through one of the gates or to be detailed and unnecessary the one to my "right path".I went down and down it was just darkness going though my eyes again and again.I saw light at the end of the tunnel,but it wasn't the end it was the beginning.

There was a small entrance that I can crawl through,which i crawled through to reach the other end.I looked around to see what seemed to be a crystal cave.

Then i saw a singular women sitting on chair faced the other way.My heart raced fast as i identified who it was by just their hair and backside.

She stood up and turned to me."etzer i longed to see you..." It was my mother.

I stood silent as she started breaking down infornt of me,I knew this was a illusion because she was dead.But this was a nice occasion as I always wanted to do something when I grew older in a world i escape and she is alive,huge her? Break down? Talk to her? No.

"Etzer I am so sor-"

I charged forward in sonic speeds as I punched her in her skull.Blood splattered all over me..Her face was now nothing but fleshy mush covered with beautiful red.

"SHUT UP! YOU ABANDONED ME YOU STUPI- STUPID!!" My words stutterd as i felt the urge to kick her already lifeless body.

"YOU LEFT ME TO SUFFER! NOW LOOK WHERE UR GLORIOUS FUCKING SON IS! YOU... YOU SOLD MY LIFE OUT TO THAT MAN! FOR YOUR OWN SELFISH PURPOSES! YOU STUPID BITCH!"

I didn't feel bad screaming at my already dead mother who came back to life, but I took it again her useless life that caused all my suffering...this made me felt the pain that humans can experience when they are a unlucky person who won the hell ticket of being born into this stupid world.

I didn't even care if my classmates watched...at this point I didn't give a fuck.If it was the end of my domination so be it.But one thing I knew for sure..I would murder everyone in there who watched me kill my mother. Everyone no one is an exception including my younger self.

But to my surprise and my endless suffering,they weren't.How could I have known?..

I opened my eyes I was in my dorm.. but something was off...or i felt like it..

I heard a knock on the door..I got up to open it and saw a girl with ponytails and dark purple hair with a smug smile."etzer kun I want to stay here for a bit would you mind?" Ichika said.

"Ah... everything has been temporarily or permanently changed.."i muttered to my self..

It seems like I am her boyfriend now.. instead of ichinose...cause she would call me senpai instead of using my name or atleast i believe so...

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That's the end of volume 1! Hope you like the novel so far and yes I am lazy af i will make sure to upload seriously on the next volume probably starting tomorrow!