Anger

Jaguda angrily walk out of the palace. He couldn't control his anger when he saw Nill on the road. "You unserious being,are you stalking me?" He ask ragingly. "You should know there is nothing to stalk you about, you this hypocritical being" Nill lashes out to him. He cross the road to meet jaguda where he was. He didn't bow nor greet him. He looks like he's ready for anything that comes out from jaguda. He is wearing a big native top with a tight native trousers. He backed his dressing up with a cap that seem funny to jaguda "You should have drop the cap at home unserious Nill" he said laughing out loud. "I have told you not to call me that name again. You don't have superior over me" he said with a grave voice.

"Who lied to you?" Jaguda ask jokingly. "About?" Nill throw back a question too. "About me not being your superior?" He ask "I'm not here to drag such frivolous question with you!" Nill said with a garish voice. "So, why did you cross from the other side to meet me. You are not even close to me,come closer. So you are afraid of the king of peace? Almighty jaguda!" He ask, praising himself at the same time. Nill take a few steps to jaguda's spot to prove he's not afraid of him anymore. He look at his face and said "There is nothing to be afraid of you,you are just like a human like me" Nill said brawly. Jaguda could not help but to give out his terrible smile to calm his nerves. He doesn't want to commit anything offensive to break the law. "You guys are beguiling me today and I will prove to you all that I could pull through anything" he said to him.

Nill didn't say nothing to that. He didn't even look at him as if he's ready to answer the question. Jaguda look around and take a step to exit his presence. "Wait!" He said to stop jaguda from going. "Tell me about the secret of the peace of this land. You are old and you need successor. Nobody could have challenge you if you fail not believe in child bearing" Nill said to him. He turn back and say something to what Nill said. "In your life,till death omit you out of this world,do not say anything about my child.." he couldn't finish his rants as Nill cut him short "Why won't I talk about your child bearing when you don't want to give your child a spot in this world? Aside that...you make your wife to feel as if she can't bear a child not knowing you are the one that grow that mentality in her. You should be ashamed of yourself. The almighty jaguda that couldn't bear a child because of a position. Why then come to the world because of position. Positive that will come and go but your child will represent you forever. I can't believe you are this desperate to own a position forever" Nill lashes out to him.

Jaguda couldn't take a move off his spot. He's completely freezed to hear such amount of words from Nill. He couldn't say nothing and nothing was what Nill want from his response. Nill continue his speech "If you had given birth, nobody will challenge you to give them the power because they will understand that your children will take over but you don't even have a child talkless of children.." He laugh out out to continue "If you die without telling anyone about it, Jaguda,you will suffer and it will affect all your generation. Wh? Because you want to put a whole kingdom in a den of grieve. And guess what,I Nill bal will,will never allow you to throw me in the den. I'm capable. Just tell me about it" his voice changes as he said his last statement.

Jaguda couldn't say nothing. He's full of anger and he doesn't want to explode with that. He walk out of Nill to his destination. Nill run after him and stop him again. "You are dieing soon remember" that triggered Jaguda's adrenaline that he couldn't help but to say something "I'm dieing soon?" he ask himself . He walk close to Nill looking straight to Nill's eyes . "I will go there and receive my infinite lifespan" he brawly said to Nill. "Ahhh...ahhhh..ahhh.." Nill laugh out loud. "There is nobody that can give you infinite life" he said to jaguda. "Don't be confused. Don't be used. But use your Sense yourself" he said him. Jaguda became confused,he couldn't say nothing again. He reasoned if he should led out the secret of the peace of this land or he should give what Kan said to him a trial. All of those thoughts be running through his mind. "The so called almighty jaguda, what are you thinking? Oh .. Sorry. Think about your life and when I should come to receive the knowledge,you know we don't know tomorrow" Nill said to him.

"I will go and conquer all difficulty to stamp down any challenges to achieve my aim which is the infinite lifespan" he said to himself. He walk out of Nill. Nill call him again but he didn't answer. Nill stop and ask himself "What if he was given?" What if there is infinite lifespan? What if he CONQUER? Conquer those challenges? What if there is a secret ocean? What if?!" He screamed as no answer could air out from all the rhetorical question slamming his head. He surely want to breakdown jaguda because of his pride and in-generosity. He laugh out loud derisively as he remembered what jaguda said earlier "I will conquer all difficulty" .

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"welcome my Lord" she kneel down immediately jaguda step in. He didn't answer her. He walk in his room leaving her in that position. He sit on a chair beside his hed like a tired soul "You can stand up" he yell from the room to her. "Yes,my Lord" she said with a sweet calm voice as she stood up. She walk in the room and walk towards jaguda. She kneel again "who brought this side of you out,my Lord?" She ask calmly. "which side of me?" He ask her. "you are not in good mood,my Lord" she said buring her head down.

Jaguda drag his chair to her side and hold her tightly "I'm fine my jewel. It's just a random issue that pop up in the palace" he said to her. "My Lord, anything you do, just know I'm in support of it" she said looking straight to his eyes which seem romantic. He was aback to hear such from her. He think of telling his wife about the journey he's thinking on embarking but he thought to himself that if he bring the conversation on that there is no how the issue of child bearing won't pop up and he doesn't want to lean her down because of that. He look look at her eyes said "I know my jewel. I know you are my first support ever since I lost my mother and my father. I know you are the only family I have. I know you care about me so much. I do too" .

"I will set your table my Lord" she says to him "Okay,my jewel" he gave her response "Will you freshen yo first or you will eat before you freshen up?" She ask burying her head down "I'm always ready to smile to you. Don't bury your head down. Okay?" He said "Yes,my Lord". "I will freshen up first,my jewel. You can stand up" he said. She stood up and walk to the kitchen.