5. School

Everyone knows I have a crush on Jessica's crush and she now gets people to bully me on the daily when I sit in class I get stares although everyone knows I have a crush on her crush I don't think he knows or so that's what I think because he hasn't come up to me to say anything about it or to confirm it so I don't think he knows wich is a good thing.

It's a good thing and a bad thing it's a good thing because if he doesn't know I don't need to get scared on wether or not he'll turn me down but it's a bad because if he actually does I will never know and what if things could go further but don't because he never found or never approached me because maybe he thought I would turn him down.

should I confess?

keep it secret?

All these thoughts were running through my head I was confused but the most important question was.

What would Jessica do if she found out I wanted to ask him or I was contemplating?

This gave me more of a reason to not want to go up to him because of the stigma surrounding me bulled girl likes hot boy boys crush is popular Jessica Simpson's basically implying I only wanted to date him just so people would stop bullying me which is wrong because I wanted to date him for his personality for the glowing Aurora he had and the way he made me feel.