Chapter two Frustrated

I stretched and opened my eyes just in time to see Kayla enter the bedroom. I check my watch and saw that it was 6:30 pm and I couldn't help but groan in frustration. "I thought we were going to spend some time together before I go back to work?" I ask in a hurt tone. "I know we were supposed to but I couldn't get away any sooner." She said with a pout. I got off the bed, walk over to her and pull her into my arms,

"I miss you baby and I was really hoping we could make love before I go back to work." I was hoping and praying she would be in the mood but she just push me away instead. "Not now Ty, I'm very tired." She mumbles. "Please don't reject me right now baby, I need you so badly." Sensing her hesitation I step back and look down at her face.

"You do love me, don't you baby?" I ask. "Of course I love you, Ty." "Then why has it been a week since you have allowed me to touch you sexually? And why whenever I need you to make love to me I practically have to beg you for it?" I ask in a serious tone. "Okay, okay I'm sorry, you won't have to beg anymore, I promise, just let me take a shower first." She said taking off her blouse. "Alright but make it quick, I don't think I can wait much longer."

Lying on the bed I put my hands behind my head and fill my mind with thoughts of my beautiful naked fiancée moving, moaning, and whispering my name in my ear as I make sweet passionate love to her, just thinking about it made me aroused. Kayla and I had a wonderful sex life when we first met but it hadn't been so great since she lost our baby but I really wanted to change that before our wedding night.

I checked my watch again and saw that fifteen minutes had passed since she went into the bathroom. Again with another groan, I went to see what was taking her so long. Entering the bathroom I saw that she was still in the shower so instead of waiting any longer for her to step out, I took off my clothes and join her instead and wrapped my arms around her from behind, and began massaging her breasts. "Ty, couldn't you wait until I was finished?"

"Sorry baby but I couldn't wait any longer." I moan as I turn her to face me and kissed her passionately, then lifting her leg I put it on the edge of the bath and slip my finger inside her. "I miss you so much, girl." I moan as I kissed her neck, throat, and breasts while the water ran over her beautiful skin. After a few minutes, I lift her from the bath dripping wet and took her to the bed, laying her on her back I positioned myself between her legs and entered her with a gentle thrust.

It took me a few minutes to realize she wasn't moving. "Are you okay baby?" I whisper in her ear. "Mhmm." "Then could you please move with me?" "I'm moving Ty." She mumbled. But after a few more minutes she still wasn't moving with me.

"Come on baby, can't you just relax and give me a little encouragement, please just move with the rhythm of my body, baby please." I plead trying to coax a reaction out of her. After trying for a few more minutes I gave up and pulls away from her. I sat on the edge of the bed, took a deep breath, and run my hands over my face.

"Do you feel pain when I have sex with you, Kayla?" I ask looking at her. "No." "Then why the hell are you so tense?" I ask in utter frustration. "I'm sorry Ty, I'm just a little on edge about the baby." She said softly. "No, it's not that, this has been going on for a while now Kay, I mean yes we still have sex, very good sex if I might add but things have not been the same between us since you lost our baby and I want to know why." She didn't answer which just fuel my frustration even more.

"You know something Kay, It was pretty pointless going on that trip without you, but you insisted that I go, hell, you even packed my bags," I said pacing the floor naked. "I spoke to you every day and every night, you had plenty of time to tell me what happened but you didn't and I forgive you for that because I love you and I want us to be a family but you're still punishing me!" She jumped in shock as I shout the last words but still didn't say anything.

I felt sad, lonely, and angry, this wasn't the way I had intended on spending my day. "You're punishing me Kay for something I had no control over, I loved that child just as much as you did, I mourned that child just like you did, and even though we have been given another chance to be parents I would never try to use this child to replace the one we lost." I sigh shakily as tears formed in my eyes.

"Just how long do you plan on punishing me for something that wasn't my fault Kayla?" "I'm not punishing you, Ty." She mumbled. "Really?" I snort. "Because this sure feels like punishment to me," I said without looking at her. Again without saying anything she got up put her robe on and walk towards the door. "Where're you going?" I demanded. "To the kitchen, I'm hungry." She said then left the room which made me growled in agony as I sat on the bed and run my fingers through my hair.

"There's nothing here to eat, could you please go buy something for our dinner?" she said with a pout from the doorway. I look up at her and shake my head in utter disbelief.

"Me, you want me to go get food? You've been on the road since this morning, couldn't you have stopped at a restaurant on your way home? Besides I bought food on my way home from the gym, you can have that." "But I don't want that." She then sat beside me and put on her famous wounded look while wrapping her slender fingers around my still erected organ and began massaging it. "I'm sorry baby, I promise to make it up to you in the morning, okay but now your baby and I would like some Chinese food." She whispers against my lips. "You're very good at your sexual manipulations Kay but just know that a lot will have to change between us especially this lack of sexual activity before our wedding day alright?"

"Okay, it will, I promise." She said kissing my sex organ which made my body trembles with pleasure. Okay so yeah she did make me climax but not in the way I wanted; anyway I left the house shortly after that and return thirty minutes later; we then had dinner after which I left for work.

I had just parked my vehicle in the parking lot of the hospital when my phone rings, it was my dad. "Hi Dad, how are you?" I ask. "Good son and you?" He asks. "Alright, I guess." "You guess? Things still tensed between you and Kayla?" He asks in concern. "Yeah, you could say that things just haven't been the same and I was wondering if we should probably postpone the wedding until we work out some of our issues." "Oh, I see, okay well then if you feel that's what you should do, then again you could bring up a few of these issues when you attend marriage counseling, you're still going right?" He asks.

"Yeah, when she can fit it into her busy scheduled," I said with a snort. "But you're right, I'll try and address some of our problems when we go again, I love her dad and I'm willing to do whatever I have to, to make our relationship work."

"Good thinking son and before you go, your mom was hoping that you would have come by today and since you didn't, well you can expect to see her at your place of work sometime tonight." "Ok dad, love you, bye." "Love you too son, be safe." "I will," I said before ending the call.

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Food for thought

Don't give in to life troubles, you may not

See in them the rich potential of a strong faith

But it's there. To have it developed is much,

More precious than gold.