After eating, my mother put me to watch tv, still on the documentary channel witch is much appreciated by me as with this bunch of documentaries I will be able to discover a bunch of different things be it animals or some strange technology or even old civilizations, the plus is I'm can constantly try to learn this new language this world posses.
So my life returned to the same routine, eat watch tv, try to understand new words and meditation witch continues to be a failure with no amount of success at sight, sincerely I'm just continuing to do this because of my sixth sense if it wasn't for it I would have given up already.
One day where I was going to sleep my mother happen to change my blanket for a cleaner one this blanket in specific was all white whit a bunch o black little balls on its design while seeing the blanket an idea come to my mind, I remembered listening to a tip about meditation that says you should imagine an all-out white space with just a black dot and focus on it it should help with the concentration issues, and after you're able to focus completely there and emptying your mind you start diminishing the dot slowly after that the white space until you have nothing on your head after that step you can probably start meditating on aura for real.
After thinking about that approach I immediately try it, it's kind of a success which I think is because all that time I spent previously trying to meditate at least it didn't go to waste.
Today has been five days since I started the new approach it's has become easier and easier, how do I know this? it's, of course, my perception of time while attempting to meditate my time perception becomes distorted, something like playing your favorite game you feel like you've spent just 10 or 20mins playing but when you look at the clock some hours have passed.
Some more days passed today is a hectic day in my father's work he's severely late his workload increased exponentially, I hope he is okay. After hearing my mothers call and guessing some things as I've still not learned much of this language I decided to go to my meditation section, so first is a comfortable position, yes a comfortable position not that bullshit about lotus position and whatnot your position needs to be something you're comfortable not that thing if you ever tried it you would know how uncomfortable it is, after adjusting myself in the best position I start closing my eyes, slowly I concentrate building my white room and the black dot and then I focus slowly my mind start concentrating more and more.
Like this, the night passed in a flash is already the next day and I'm very happy finally my meditation is working so I can gradually increase it until I'm able to do it right.
So like this, my time passes first I reduce the point until I can't see it anymore after that comes the difficult part that I spent a lot of time on the only white part, it's very difficult to stop using that point but after some time I succeed after that emptying my mind comes easier now I can really empty it after not needing the white room anymore.
Months have passed, now I'm able to understand at least a little bit of the language so the talks and documentaries become all-time more useful.
Now that I can clear my mind I think I should focus on my aura now, it's inside me so I start the meditation and focus on myself I still can't visualize my interior like in those xianxia novels so I focus on finding my aura which turns even more difficult.
More days passed and finally, my search for my own aura bore fruit it's such a subtle and faint sensation that I would've easily missed it if it wasn't for my sixth sense and meditation practice, having so much time really is a blessing.
Some more time passed and my birthday is coming in just some months and it will be there my mother started taking some walks with me on the forest that surrounds our house it's really a good change of pace during those walk I stop the neverending crusade with my aura and just relax seeing the scenery and this has proven to be the correct choice as I've seen my section of meditation even improve if my hearth is more at ease.
As more time passes I've been able to "touch" my aura inside myself I've been trying to move it but to no avail, which starts to show how difficult this endeavor is.
Finally able to move it even if just a little I'm happy about it, now I need to better my control over it and use it to open my aura nodes, what is an aura node you may ask, an aura node is basically the connection between your aura and physical body they are on every organ, your brain, and bones, they are even on your cells and DNA.
All this information I've obtained watching some documentaries, they aren't viewed as classified it's like some common sense because even if you have the knowledge you wouldn't be able to do it, there's a need for you to awaken your aura, and someone needs to do it for you, and only after awakening it can you try to use it to open your aura nodes which need the individual to try to open it by themselves, there are some exceptions but its rare.
Well, how the hell I have my aura already awakened I don't know.
I've decided to start opening my nodes on my internal organs first principally the so-called vital organs they need their nodes urgently, my sixth sense has been screaming to open them up soon is like I'm in heavily danger if I don't open it.
sorry for the late chapter.
I've been searching for meditation tips and trying to create my own way of meditating.
and aura, as you can tell, is like a weird mixture from rwby and hxh with some tempering I added myself.
I've posted it so late was because I've planing this chapter quite a bit so I hope is to your liking.
more info about aura will come later on the history.