"i thought i said to you blake that your not ready. all of you and you still lead your team in danger" i started looking at blake "ian it wasnt blake, i planned this" explained rwby but i stop her and still looking at blake. "i told you i will help you all of you, you just need to be patient" i said to them.
"but i just can't wait that long and do nothing!" protested blake "and head towards danger and get your self killed?! is that it? when i arrived there i saw the 4 of you.. on losing side can you imagine if i wasnt there to stop roman firing that missiles to all of you?" i ask them "can you even imagine i worried we are? i worried i am when i arrive at the city i ran fast thinking and hoping im not too late to get there"
"but we got to stop roman" yang said "and you cause too much damage to the city innocents that got caught of your fight" seeing the realization dawn on them they were shock and look down guilt on their face. "you so confident that you know too much about white fang yang that your were so blinded that what can a person like roman do, they dont care about people's lives just to get what they wanted. i know more about that than you. because i encountered a lot of people like him.. like them" i said and all of them look at me surprised by what i said including my team.
i stand up and walk towards the window, "i never told you part of me about this nora, ren" i said to my childhood friends, "i guess i ate my words when i told blake to tell the truth to her team, but here i am also hiding a secret" i chuckled and look at my hands that started to tremble.
both nora ren and pyrrha look at me worried, "ren nora do you remember when i always told you i'll be going alone not bringing you guys and i'll be coming back in a few days with wounds" they nodded "yeah.. you said your doing special training or accepting a mission to catch some criminals" nora said.
i nodded and shook my head "yes part of it is true" they were surprised "yes i catch some criminals but just most of them, because the others... i killed them" they were shocked at this "those people that i killed they vary to lowest of the low, they are not just some thieves they are much worst assasins, rapist, bandits and i am being payed by killing this people" i continued looking at them.
"1 time i killed a group of bandits dozens of them, as to what they are doing they pillage some small villages they kill the man even children and take the girls and womens as their own playthings. when i arrived at the village i was already too late all the houses burned, dead bodies lay everywhere then i followed their tracks towards their hideout. there i saw them raping those womens i even saw a 10yr old girl being beaten while they ravaged her, and that i cant control my self i killed those bandits" i stopped at this.
i saw pyrrha covering her mouth tears dripping at her eyes nora just leaned at ren and i saw team rwby with different reactions. "i have a friend before a faunus, she was a police rookie actually courageous head strong wants to bring justice to innocent" i continued "but she hit a very sturdy wall and this wall she's not ready to face yet, i already warned her not to be reckless that i will help her to gather clues to bring down this person, but she didnt listen then the next day i just heard the new she was killed even her body wasnt recovered because she was burned to death by the very same person that she wants to be put to jail.. in a fit of rage i disregard the law and massacred my way towards to the one who killed my friend"
i stopped didnt realized that i was gripping my hand so hard that it started to bleed. "after killing him i broke down and cried so hard that night" i then stop calming myself "thats why im so afraid to tell you about my past, because im afraid that you'll see me as a murderer.. im so afraid to lose my friends.. im so afraid to lose my only family in this world.. im so afraid of what you guys did that i might lose you too" i kneeled down "im sorry for not telling you this.. im sorry for lying" then tears started to pour out of my eyes.
just then i was enveloped by a hug i was surprised and look up to saw it was pyrrha then both ren and nora hug me "we dont care ian to us your are a good person who is just doing the right thing" ren said "to us you are our friend our brother we wont leave you just because of that, though you need to give me alot of pancakes for me to forgive you" nora said smiling but tears dripping on her face.
"and i dont about your past i dont care of what you did, what i care is you now you who are, the leader of this team you who told us about who you are and the man i fell inlove" pyrrha said to me wiping my tears with her hands.
then i was more surprised when team rwby hug me too saying sorry and they dont care about my past, i felt warm at this and smiled. we stayed that for a minute "ugghh.. i cant breathe, yang your front is to heavy" nora said "hey!" yang yelled and we laughed at this then all of us sit in circle.
"ian im sorry that i didnt realize that your only doing this to protect us" blake apologize "yeah im sorry that we're so stubborn and didnt listen to you" ruby said and the 4 of them nodded. "im sorry too if i overreacted a bit, but your right blake we do need to stop roman and the white fang, but we need to do this together, we need to be more ready and planned it well" i said to them and they nodded along with my team.
"so first thing tomorrow, we train and i'll upgrade your weapons i completed most of my seals and glyphs" i continued they then cheered specially ruby who is a nerd when it comes to weapons. i smiled at this then we talk about the modifications of their weapons and training we're going to do tomorrow.
"wait, where is sun and neptune?" ruby ask...
yes i said i dont want to write another drama.. but i just cant let this go because its to fresh in my head so i wrote is today as a bonus.. well goodnight..