The war Fay cares very little about

I didn't move all that fast, but it still took both Fay and Madam a moment to catch up with me. 

"Do you even know what you are doing?!" Madam shouted out after me, rushing forward to stop me before it would be too late. 

"There's no need for you to get all this blood on your hands!" Fay protested from the other side, catching up just a moment sooner than her mother and reaching out to grab my arm. 

I didn't escape with my hand but opted not to stop either. In fact, I hardly even bothered with Fay for the moment, busy throwing the neugarand over my back while nestling the much simpler weapon in my hold. 

This was the one piece of equipment even Makary was reluctant to sell. Only after promising him with all my secrets on the line that I would use it anywhere in the city and raising the price for this particular piece did I get him to loan it to me.