Regret?

Those 5 months were probably the happiest I've ever been. Do i regret those months? No, I dont. Being with him, meant everything to me, I learned how to be happy, I learned that people do care. Even though him and I broke up, is still care alot about him because he taught me a lot. Helped me through hell, and was there for me. Do I regret breaking up with him? I have, yes. But I had also started to go to him for happiness, he was my safe space. But I ruined that, even as friends. I ruined the friendship we had built because I ran my mouth when I shouldnt have. I cant make excuses. Cause I dont have any. I know I messed up. Do I regret ruining our friendship? 100%.