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Dasiy's pov

I could feel beads of sweat forming at my temple.I think I'm gonna have a panic attack if I stay here a minute longer.

Two more words... One more

Phew! Done

Finally, I can get out of this closed room

I tried regulating my breathing by closing my eyes for a while. I try to reach out for a cup of water before my heartbeat could escalate any longer. To be honest I didn't know why I was scared. Normally I'd know the cause of the attack but this time, it was different.

All that was clear was I had to get out of that place immediately. So I did, I walked out very briskly and stopped by the door. My hand was trembling. I slowly slid down the wall to my knees.

*sob sob*

I couldn't control it, heck I didn't even know why I was crying, all I knew was I wished I'd go home quickly. It was a long day indeed.

As soon as I got home, I went upstairs. sTraight to my room, I peeled off my clothes and filled the bathtub. I deserve a very warm bath.

I gradually stepped into the water and slowly settled in. Once fully stretched, I closed my eyes and allowed the water to burn through my skin.

*sob sob*

I silently began to cry again. "What is wrong with me," I thought

What happened today?

For a few minutes, I was laughing and all of a sudden I had an attack.

That was the last thing I expected. Heck, I didn't even expect it at all.

"I need to tell someone about this" I concluded

Washing up hurriedly, I dressed in my comfy mickey mouse pj's

I went downstairs to prepare a hot chocolate for myself and went back upstairs.

Sitting at my bedroom table, I switched both my laptop and my router. Soon enough I was online and I quickly looked for the chat; Gli

It's my Gp's

I narrated the whole day to him and how I ended up having a panic attack. My sister already knew about the panic attack so that wasn't really the problem. I just didn't understand why I would have one in such a situation.

Satisfied with the write-up, I sput my laptop on sleep and went to bed. Such a long day indeed.

Later that evening, My sis told me I had a message.

From Hiam: Yeah I once gave him her number.

"Hey just wanted to remind you about the prospectus🤗"

A smile broke on my gloomy face.

He never stops cheering me up

"I decided to explain it to him in a very concise way and returned her phone.

Mum saw me and she came to hug me. I hadn't seen her since I got back.

"Follow me, let's go eat dinner" She pulled me along and I followed her like a puppy she was walking

Getting to the dining table, We were having a stir-fry.

On a normal day, I'd be the happiest but not today.

I just twirled my fork around it and stared into space. My mind totally blank but also foggy.

*snap

"Hey, what's wrong, you look a little of"

"I quickly adjust myself and looked into her eyes. "Nothing" I lied.

She knew not to press me though. She figured I'll come around sometimes but still she reassured me"I'm always here you know"

I responded with a faint smile and soon began to eat. I didn't want them to get worried. After managing to chuck down the food, I take a big gulp of water.

EAHHH! I sigh, relieved.

I scurry up the stairs and settle at my desk. Let's do some homework, shall we?

***

Next day; Second period

We were having Geography, Mrs Lewis. was explaining. suddenly.

Yahhhh! Yahhh! Yesss!

We all stopped and looked out of the window.

Mrs Sonya ran into our class screaming"You passed! You passed!"

We all looked at each other, we passed what

Soon enough Mr Dales was out and said our Cambridge was out and we all passed.

Before you know it, a conundrum had formed.

While two guys sat smirking, I screamed at the top of my voice. Yahhh!

We passed. I wasn't the only one shouting, practically all the girls were screaming.

We passed. Omg!

I knew I'd pass.

This is such great news. Can't wait to show my mum. I was over elated, overjoyed in fact.

There was no stopping my emotions.