Chap. 15 Morning Sickness

After a long time in the toilet calmed her heart. Diana came out with a haggard face and puffy eyes. She walked in with her head down, distraught and her mind filled with what solution she would take about her unwanted pregnancy.

Her footsteps stopped when a pair of expensive shoes. She was so familiar with, right in front of her feet. Diana slowly raised her head; there was a sense of longing that came to ambush her suddenly when the handsome face of the biological father of the fetus. Right in front of her. Their eyes met; Jordan stared at her deep, and hard to decipher. Whether it's because of her pregnancy hormones, Diana wants to say hello to the person she hates the most in her life. Before her mouth opened, a girl's shrill voice interrupted their silence.

"Honey, I'm really hungry. Let's go to the cafeteria." asked the spoiled girl while hugging Jordan's arm.

"Come on," Jordan agreed to his new girlfriend's invitation. He ignored Diana, who seemed to want to talk to him. He even let his new girlfriend, who was carrying him, accidentally hit Diana's shoulder so that Diana's body was pushed back. Jordan put on a cold face without even glancing at her.

Diana almost cried at this time if Jordan didn't care. Could the guy be responsible for her pregnancy? Unknowingly, Diana stroked her flat stomach. In the next few months, her abdomen will become more prominent, and everyone will know she is pregnant.

From a distance, Scott looked at Diana with pity. How Jordan treated her, he saw it clearly. If that person had dumped Diana.

"Diana," called Scott. The boy drew closer, closing the distance between the two of them.

Diana was silent. That love is still intact for Scott to this day. However, circumstances left her helpless. She doesn't deserve his love and attention. She was dirty, had been touched by Jordan, and the scariest thing was her pregnancy.

"I saw it all, Ana. I wanted to pretend I didn't care, but my conscience couldn't. I still love you, Diana. Until this moment, my heart hasn't changed. I'm still the old Scott, who loves you with all your flaws and uniqueness. Come back to my side, Diana. I miss you, I want us to be like before. I don't want us to be separated again by the presence of a third person. Please..."

Diana shook her head; tears had flowed without permission. How she told Nugie about her pregnancy. No, she couldn't open her mouth and tell the story like she used to. When they were still close as best friends.

"Too late, Scott, too late. Everything is ruined." Diana ran away from Scott.

"Diana, what happened?" Scott shouted loudly in the silence of the school corridor that morning.

***

"Jordan," called Dany, one of his gang members.

"What?" Jordan is stirring Diana's favorite chicken porridge. Since a week ago, he had become strange. Liked the geeky girl's favorite food.

Dany handed over a video recording in which Scott approached Diana after Jordan's departure.

"Fuck!" Jordan slammed Dany's cell phone after looking at the video.

"Wow, relax. Don't target my phone." Dany took his cell phone, whose LCD was broken.

"Take this, buy a new cell phone." Jordan gave the black unlimited credit card.

"Wow, I've wanted to change my cell phone for a long time, but it's forbidden by my Mom," said Dany, who received the credit card happily.

"Honey, why are you so angry?" Jordan's new girlfriend pressed against him and rested her head on the boy's shoulder.

"None of your business."

"Tsk... it's always like that. How about after school, we'll... go to the hotel." The girl's hand began to feel Jordan's chest.

Jordan's friends glanced at each other after hearing their friend's new girlfriend's request.

"Shut up!" Jordan snapped the table.

"Jordan…?" whined the girl.

"I'll see, my mood later." said Jordan coldly.

"Honey, what happened? Ever since you met that geeky girl, you always been angry."

"Don't even try to control my life."

"Why have you become so mean? Remember, you already took my virginity." the girl began to sob.

Jordan's friends nudge each other, overhearing the small fights that usually occur when Jordan gets bored with his girlfriend. In fact, Jordan only dated his girlfriend for no more than two weeks. Only Diana made Jordan keep the girl's status as his lover longer. Before the incident, Jordan was jealous of having caught her hugging Scott in the library. Jordan treats Diana better than any girl Jordan has ever dated. And his gang members know about it.

"I want to take a walk." Jordan jerked his left arm, which was hugged by his new girlfriend.

"Honey, wait a minute, honey…!" the girl ran after Jordi.

"Why do you force it, Jordan is already bored." mumbled Dany.

"He's struggling." said the other friend.

"Well, if he is bored, she can't be together again with Jordan. That's all the girls in this school know about it." objected Dani.

"You think intensely. That girl is already making love with Jordan. She must have fought to the end. It's hard to forget him if she already gives her virginity to him."

"It's her own fault, agree to be invited to sleep with Jordan." Danny denied.

"It's difficult, talking about his romantic life. It's only Diana who can't be seduced. Jordan can sleep with her because use the cunning ways."

"Oh yeah, by the way. Looks like Jordan hasn't moved on from Diana." I guess Danny.

"Why did he leave her if he's still in love?"

"That's why I don't understand Jordan's decision, just because he saw Diana hugging Scott. Jordan immediately got angry, turned into an act of vengeance and dumped Diana."

"But she is a great girl, she was decided, not begging to come back. In fact, she looks relieved, different from the other girls."

"Well, Dianaa didn't love him from the start. She wanted to be Jordan's girlfriend because she was framed."

"You mean, Diana has feelings for Scott?"

"Yes, that is so."

"It's so complicated, Dan."

***

Diana contemplates her tragic fate. Judging from Jordan's attitude yesterday. There's no way the guy would take responsibility. If she had to tell her mother, she couldn't bear it since his father's death ten years ago. Her mother worked hard to give her needs, and her school fees were quite expensive because it was a luxurious school.

Speaking of Scott, Diana was very touched by the guy's words that she felt were honest. However, nothing will change their relationship. Because she had to think about the other lives in her womb.

"What should I do, baby?" mumbled Diana quietly.

***

Diana almost threw up when her mother cooked her favorite food. She panicked if her mother discovered her pregnancy symptoms, so she decided to go to school early as usual.

"Mom, I off now."

"Honey, you haven't had breakfast yet?"

"Mom, I must hurry up. I can't be late because today I must clean the class." Diana lied while running to hide her pale face because of her morning sickness.

"Be careful, dear!" shouted her mother, who let go of her departure to the front of the house.

Diana continued to run so as not to be overtaken by her mother and realized the oddity with her.

"I'm sorry, Mom."

***

Getting off the Bus, Diana's condition is getting worse. Nausea in her stomach was getting worse. Diana walked, holding on to the wall. Her head was spinning, and her steps were heavy. And she couldn't hold it in anymore.

Diana vomited in the school corridor. Fear, panic, torture, until a voice startled him.

"Diana, are you okay?"

TBC