Mind Blip

I returned back to the field - Dazed and frustrated that I wasn't dead. Why? No, no, no! It felt like my head was splitting apart, my arms vibrating violently, and my legs wiggling in slow motion. But in all honesty I didn't feel a thing. It was weird. It was my first experience with something this mind-bending, almost like psychedelic acid, and you know what? ...It felt good. It felt good. I was just so damn high on adrenaline I had no clue how I was going to deal with my life now.

But my head was buzzing like a hive of bees. But I wasn't sure if it was my head that was buzzing, or if my brain was just buzzing because my head was buzzing. Everything was happening so fast. I was running as fast as I could, thinking to myself that I was running for my life. I was going in circles but I knew it was because I was going in circles. Every time I went around that first round I was so far out of breath, but I could feel my legs, my arms, my whole body shaking as if I was the best fucking athlete in the world. I was shaking from the outside in, my body in an adrenaline rush. It was amazing. I don't know how I would have felt if I had passed out. If I had passed out, I think I would have been more pissed.

My brain was exploding with ideas, emotions, possibilities, and it was all of a sudden flooding my brain. I was in a blur. Everything was happening so quickly, and I don't think I could even begin to explain how it all seemed to flash by. The entire event seems to have happened over the course of a few minutes, but it really seems like years. It felt like a lifetime. I couldn't even begin to tell you where I was, let alone when.

I was running through the forest for what seemed like forever. But then, in a flash I felt myself begin to slide into the bottom of a pool of water. I didn't see it coming but I just couldn't stop. The force of the impact was so immense it felt like my head was ripping apart. I was grabbing onto branches and anything to stop myself from going any further, I needed to keep myself on dry ground. In the next flash, I was back on solid ground. I was on the floor, trying to breathe. There was blood dripping from the sides of my head, and my hand and face were red, so red. I didn't know if it was my own blood or someone else's. I just rolled over and laid down on my back. I remember looking up at the clouds in the sky, and I felt so much like I was home.

Am I going insane? Am I going crazy? I was confused. Everything that was happening, it was almost like the whole world stopped for a minute, like we were all just standing there, looking at each other, trying to figure out what the hell was going on. It was so weird. I could feel my entire body shaking from the intense experience. It felt like my skin was splitting open. Every time I moved, it felt like little earthquakes were happening. But no matter how much I shook, there was no pain.

As I laid on the floor I could feel myself getting lighter, like something was getting closer to me - The air was coming in and out of me faster and faster. I closed my eyes and I could feel the cold sting on my eyelids as my face started to lose its skin. I could feel my bones coming out of my body as my skin cracked off. All at once I felt myself hit the floor. I could feel the impact as I hit the floor, but I felt no pain. I tried to move but I couldn't. Everything just went black, and then it was just lights, bright lights.

All I could see was light. It was blinding. There was so much light in my eyes I couldn't tell what was where. I was trying to understand what was going on, but all I was getting was more and more light. I opened my eyes and I could see my hands, my feet, I could see everything. But it was all so blurry. All I could see was more and more light. I closed my eyes, just trying to clear it out of my head. I couldn't explain it, but I could feel myself growing lighter - I was flying. I could feel myself growing lighter. All of a sudden I opened my eyes again, but this time it was different. Everything was clear. Everything was all around me. I opened my eyes and I could see the world around me. I was so in awe, I couldn't even begin to explain how I felt. I felt like I was floating in the sky. Everything was white, but not white, like it was the most beautiful sight I had ever seen in my life. I looked around and I could see the trees, the grass, the dirt, the sky. I couldn't see anything except the grass around me, the trees in front of me, the sky above me.

I then saw myself appear from behind the trees. Wait... I was standing behind the trees...

And then, for a second, I just froze in place. I could feel myself breathing as if my chest was not there. I was just standing there. I was like, what the fuck am I doing here? What the fuck is happening? I remember looking down and I couldn't believe how I'm nearly as tall as a tree. How the fuck am I so tall? The doppelganger, whoever it was that was, was so close I could see his face. His face was so familiar, and at the same time, it was so new. Everything was so foreign, so different, and I felt like I had been in this place for my whole life. Everything seemed to fade, I was just so confused.

The air around me was so light, like I could barely feel it on my skin. I closed my eyes and then I couldn't feel anything anymore.

He made his presence known.