Feeling of Death and Suppositions

Recovery was hard, but I made it out, although I could feel my body starting to give out, whenever I saw people die, I thought it was just over a few days you lose your sense of reality and your body stops all sensations in an effort of making it less traumatic for the brain, it was just something I assumed.

But I was wrong, my body felt more alive than ever but not in a good way.

I could feel every nerve and every organ trying to keep me alive, my abdomen hurt, the inside, and all my skin felt tight and painful. It felt like I didn't fit inside, almost as if my mind was trying to push me out of my body and my physical self was holding onto me with all might.

My head was pulsing and my eyes felt like they were bulging out.

I'd never felt this way before, but I know whatever is causing this will kill me if I don't stop it, it's just a feeling, a very strong one.