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Despair… maybe that's the only word that could describe my situation the best. Everything felt hazy. I didn't know what I had come here for. All I could remember were Lily's and Lia's faces.
I could not think of anything else.
"How many days has it been…?"
I was not even sure if I was stuck here for days only? It could be weeks or even months. My sense of time long vanished.
Where is this place? What am I doing here? Will I get out of here alive? Will I ever be able to cure my wife? Will I ever see my wife and daughter again? Will I get out of here alive? Will I… die? Just like this? Miserably and painfully?
I didn't want to answer those questions. I wanted to avoid those questions. They were nothing but givers of pain and I didn't want that. But they never left my mind. When I sleep, they haunt me like a nightmare that never ends.