LOVESICKNESS

Nan's POV

Nan wore the necklace and looking at herself in the mirror while holding the pendant.

In folklore, A four-leaf clover is a symbol that defines a purpose.

HOPE, FAITH, LOVE, and LUCK

Nan is curious, "Why Din give me this necklace? Why a four-leaf clover? Did he buy it just out of interest? Or he gives me this because he knows what it means?" Her head suddenly bombarding with questions. But, it was no use, Din is now a big-shot. They can't have a relationship as they had before and Nan feels she already rejects Din's feeling.

Nan thinks too much today and cannot control her own feelings. "Is this how it feels to be in love?" Nan already questions herself the most important thing. She began to split her own thinking and behaviors now and when she just a mere fangirl. It is different… truly different.

Nan cried, she realized how much she hurt Din's feelings. She mourned for hours and trembled with guilt. She called Veo three times and picked up on the fourth call.

Nan called out Veo's name right after he picks up the phone, "Veo…" with a slow, coarse, and tired voice. Veo shocked as he heard Nan with a rough voice, she has never been like this.

"Nan, are you crying? What's wrong?! Are you okay?! Your voice is really bad, ", Veo panicked.

"Veo… how many times I've hurt his feelings when he always makes the best of my time?! "

"..." Veo surprised and smiled after what Nan said, he knows that Nan realized her feelings.

"Am I even a human? How can I be so selfish?! He is both my idol and …." Nan stopped talking.

"And what?" Veo asked and Nan cried loudly. "Okay! Okay! I'm sorry!" Veo can't stand Nan crying loudly on his ears. And Nan talked while crying childishly, "I love him, Veoo…. I love Din…"

Veo breathes in relief, "Nan, you finally…"

"Thud..!" suddenly a sound of dropping is heard.

"Nan? Are you still there? Nan? Nan?!!" Nan did not answer Veo's call and she hasn���t hung up the call. Veo got worried and went to her condo right away.

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Din's POV

Din comes to the shooting area and recognizes that Nan isn't there. Din asks P'Min and got the news. Nan fainted and won't be able to make it to today's shooting.

The main scenes are canceled. A few supporting scenes have been done, Din got worried about Nan but he can't call her right away then, he asked Veo. Veo read Din's message but didn't reply.

After Din is done with his scenes, he's going to his car and called Veo. Veo picked it up right away. "Hello."

"Veo, are you with, Nan?! What happened?"

"It's alright. Sorry, can't talk right now. We're in the hospital."

"No, wait! Please… at least, let me know which hospital."

Veo tells him the hospital and room number and Din went straight to the hospital. He parked his car and run in panic. He comes to the room and found her among the other patient.

Nan is sleeping soundly. Din sits beside her and holds her hand. He rests his forehead on Nan's back of the hand. Din feel horrible because he didn't keep in touch with Nan for the last 2 months. If he did, he can know right away if nan is sick.

He lifts his head and takes a good look at her face. He realized she had been crying because of her puffy eyes. Then he recognizes a shiny object around her neck.

A slight question passes through Din's mind. "Am I the reason she's been through this?"