Endure

This time Marvel's face looked friendly, no more scary faces. He seemed more polite and less rude.

"I was looking around," Nadia replied.

"If you have, you may return to Sherina. Poor her, playing alone," said Marvel with a bit of a beautiful smile.

Without answering, Nadia immediately went and approached Sherina who was playing in her room.

"Mom, have you finished your prayer?" Sherina asked with a beaming face. There was a joy that Nadia felt when she saw Sherina's happiness.

"Yes, it's finished," Nadia answered by returning Sherina's smile.

"Have you told Daddy, Mom?" Sherina asked.

"Yes, I forgot. Later this afternoon," replied Nadia.

Then, the two of them played together. Just like a mother and a biological child, their inner bond is so strong.

It doesn't feel like time goes by fast. The afternoon had arrived, and Nadia carried out her duties again.

"I have to tell Marvel right away, about sleeping in Sherina's room," Nadia muttered.

Nadia then quickly opened her mukenah and looked for Marvel.

"Where do you think Marvel is?" Nadia thought.

Nadia searched all the houses until she found a room. Nadia then opened the door to the room.

"Krekkkkk...." The door slams.

At that moment, Marvel turned around. There is a face that looks annoyed and red. I don't know what possessed Marvel until her soul was filled with unpredictable attitudes and traits.

"If you want to come in, knock on the door first. You don't have any manners. You just... She wears a hijab but her behavior is negative," Marvel cursed.

"Ma...Af... I guess, there's no one inside." Nadia spoke with her eyes lowered.

Nadia admits that she is wrong, Nadia is confused about what to answer. He could only apologize because he also didn't know that Marvel was inside.

"Sorry... Sorry... You're usually just apologizing," Marvel was still in her temper. Marvel is also a guy who exaggerates problems and likes to yell. Because Nadia's heart is too soft, it makes Nadia cry a lot. Even though she didn't need to cry about it, maybe this way, Nadia would be strong in the end.

"Are you a fan of crying?" asked Marvel.

"You don't have to cry, however, I will not care about you," added Marvel.

Hearing this, Nadia tried to forget all the words that were so painful. Maybe it would make him stop crying.

"What are you doing in this room anyway?" asked Marvel.

With a little nervousness, Nadia said.

"I want to ask permission. Tonight, I want to sleep with Sherina."

"I told you from the start, I never expected you to be my wife. It's clear, I'm with you only because of my little daughter, Sherina. I want you to take care of her, I want you to be her mother. Don't worry, just to touch you I don't want to Especially if you have to sleep in the same room with you," Marvel reminded Nadia again, Marvel's real purpose in marrying her.

Nadia just walked away, Nadia chose to go to the park to soothe her tears.

"Do I not deserve to be happy? Am I born to suffer?" Nadia wondered to herself, poor Nadia, who always tries to be strong to face the day.

Nadia looked around again, the green plants in the garden were so beautiful. Nadia learns to be grateful for what is currently happening, hoping that tomorrow there will be a miracle that will help her. A miracle where Nadia will be cherished and cherished.

"Mother, why are you here alone?" There was a voice that Nadia recognized. Nadia immediately turned her head and it was true, Sherina followed Nadia and accompanied her to the park.

"I'm seeing the beauty in this park, I like it here." Nadia tried to hide her sadness.

"Oh...Have you told Dad, Mom?" Sherina asked while hugging the hello kitty doll.

"Yes," Nadia answered briefly because Nadia was still neutralizing the feelings in her heart.

"Then what's your answer, Dad?" Sherina asked again.

"It's okay, Father allowed us to be together," Hearing that answer, Sherina jumped up and down for joy.

"Yeyyyyy... Alhamdulillah." With a funny and cute face and a smile that radiates from his face.

Then Nadia asked Sherina to sit on the swing with her.

"Sherina is happy? Is Mother here?" asked Nadia.

"Yes, it's clear, Mom. My mother has been gone for a long time, now her mother is here. So I'm not sad anymore," answered Sherina with her innocence.

"In that case, Mother left here?" asked Nadia.

Sherina was silent, she was unable to answer Nadia's question. Sherina's eyes started to tear up, Sherina couldn't imagine if she had to lose her mother for the second time. Seeing Sherina's eyes, which had begun to no longer hold back her tears, Nadia said.

"I promised from the start, that I will accompany you. So you don't have to be sad. Mother will continue to look after and take care of you." Nadia wiped Sherina's tears. Hearing Nadia's words, Sherina finally gave a smile back.

"Mother, won't you break your promise?" Sherina asked.

"Yes, I promise," replied Nadia.

Now that there was no reason for Nadia to leave, Nadia was forced to continue living in the house. Nadia must also try to keep her promise, to a child she already loves. Nadia had to be determined because what she was thinking about right now wasn't just her happiness. However, there was Sherina's happiness too.

Nadia doesn't want Sherina to experience the life that Nadia has experienced. Just because of the selfishness of adults, there should be children who are hurt. A sense of trauma that should not exist actually incarnates and is always pictured in the memory. Even if Nadia could choose first, Nadia would plan every incident that would happen to her life. And change a destiny that is not beautiful to be beautiful. However, that is impossible.

Only Allah determines everything and only Allah knows best, whatever will happen and befall His servants.