Don’t want to visit
Fu Yu Sheng woke up with a jolt and the first thing that he did after waking up was to look to his right. When he saw that Song Yan was sleeping soundly beside him, he heaved a sigh of relief and then covered his face with his hands, what was going on? This was his third time in a week of getting the same nightmare as before, he did not want to say anything to anyone about this because he did not want Song Yan to fuss over him.
What was more it was just a nightmare, if he told Song Yan that he was getting scared because of a small nightmare then she might think that he was even more of a coward than she already did.
But the one thing that was stopping him from telling about this nightmare to Song Yan was the fact that he did not want to accept it. He did not want to accept that Song Yan whether in the nightmare or whatever it was, died in front of him where he could do nothing for her.
The feeling of helplessness was too much for him to bear.