She firmly grips my hand.
Feeling her whole body against my side makes me feel a little excited.
I don't want to say much but while she has both of her hands holding my hand because she unconsciously moved her body towards me I can feel something soft on the side of her arm.(This needs no further explanation, you You know what I mean)
"What's up, you didn't want me to move my hand from there?"
She, with a flushed face and slightly shy, tells me angrily. (PDA: now that I'm reading what I've written, I feel like I'm doing very shady things)
"But not there!"
"So where, point me your"
She continues to move my hand and put it on her shoulder with some resiliency.
"There"
"Hehehe, so now let's go to the city"
Immediately she freezes.
"What? Did you think we would do things by halves?"
"!"
She is speechless in such a situation.
"Then let's go"
I wait a few moments.
She seems to give in to my words and decides to accompany me.
So we go to the village.
We pass through the gate separately to go unnoticed by the gazes of the guards.
"Hey come here"
I call her from an alley that was on the left side.
She approaches with a bit of uncertainty.
"What's happening?"
"You remember the transformation technique that the professor taught, right?"
"Yeah"
"Then it's time for you to use it, transform into an unknown adult girl"
"Why do that?"
"There are people who might recognize you and me, you know, you don't want to be bothered right?"
"..."
She gives a simple silent nod, without further ado she proceeds to execute the jutsu.
Then I see that she transforms into a girl of about 21 or 22 years old.
She has brown hair and wears common clothes.
I quickly glance at her, ignoring her face that shows little emotion the rest of her body is not bad.
I spent a little more time checking her chest part.
It is not very big but it is not small either.
I would say that they are a medium-slightly large size.
'Hehehe, it's not so bad, it's more, I like them'
Maybe because of the more adult aspect of her I feel more excited.
I then proceed to transform into a guy about her age who has a slightly handsome appearance.
Thick black hair with a lively teas.
With a smiling face at first glance, he gives off a feeling of attraction.
She doesn't seem very shocked and interested in my transformation.
Seeing that she doesn't show much interest, she smiled bitterly at me inside.
'Seriously, this girl doesn't show much response to external stimuli, it seems that you have to act physically for her to respond'
There are times when I feel like she doesn't have a sexual identity because I've never seen her even slightly interested in anyone, and looking back on my memories I think there's only one person who could do that.
*cough* Naraku *cough*
"Then let's be a couple for today"
I walk towards her to hug her.
Aware of my intentions, she wants to say something but in the end she resigns herself and does nothing to stop her.
Very confidently I put my arm on her shoulder, caressing her neck through her.
Her body tenses but she ignores this fact.
'She will get used to it with time'
So, as experienced in the subject, I begin to use my knowledge of trial and error to direct the appointment.
I start walking along the main road without fear of others saying something to me.
Although Satsuki is a bit nervous looking everywhere at first, after a while she relaxes, seeing that I'm not interested in other people's gazes she stops worrying.
So I start by still going to the ice cream stand.
I buy two and give one to her who receives me with a little doubt.
"Don't worry too much about what she does next, she thinks that's what you do on a date."
She nods silently.
Then she smiled at her answer thinking about the next place we'll go.
In the distance I see the park.
So we walk until we arrive and sit on it.
It should be said that at all times I have always kept my hand around her back with my hand on her shoulder.
I want her to get used to my hand staying there (in contact with her body).
Sitting down, I begin to talk about a topic.
"What do you think of ice cream, you don't eat this often do you?"
She thinks a little before my question
"Not bad"
she says as she continues to suck on her popsicle (note to sufferers: not like that, the normal way)
Though vague in response, I can still tell from her expression that she's enjoying it.
After a while we finished eating.
I can notice that she gives me certain thoughtful looks.
Seeing this he raised an eyebrow.
"What's up? Do you have any questions? Say it"
She gets a little thoughtful but she continues to tell me.
"Because?"
"?, What are you talking about?"
"Why did you ask me to do this with you? You could have asked someone else and I think they would have been better company than me"
She speaks aware of her shortcomings.
At such an answer she simply smiled.
"What do you mean by that? Of course it has to be you, after all you are one of the closest people I have, it has to be you, in fact it can only be you..."
Then Yubeng starts to put in a lot of nice words.
"...with you I am sure that I will be able to achieve it..."
Resulting in her feeling in a very good mood.
Who doesn't like nice words? We all like to be told words of praise and so on.
And even she relaxed her attention or her attention that she had on the way Yubeng is touching her by her arm.
And of course, seeing that she is letting go of her defensiveness, she begins to gain more ground.
She seizes the moment to lower her hand slowly but surely.
She is aware of this movement of hers but she chooses to ignore it.
Finally her hand passed from her shoulder to her waist through the middle of her back.
She still decides to pretend that she doesn't see these movements of his.
Maybe her atmosphere pleases her so she doesn't want to ruin it.
Seeing her behavior she smiled internally.
'Who would have thought that this girl would be so permissive with her body? Before she was so defensive but now she just leaves my hand wide for her'
My smile is unconsciously reflected on my face.
"Then let's move on"
...
After a while I have managed to make her smile.
How did I achieve this?, easy.
People tend to act according to how we form our way of making ourselves seen before others, how we are educated, the situations we go through, etc. (Mostly we act in a way that we try to hide our weaknesses; example: a person who is afraid can act in a cruel, harsh, calm way, etc, all in order to hide their fear from others. (If you understood my point of view, it's fine, but if not, then don't think about it anymore, just keep reading))
The point is that she in the academy unconsciously due to certain circumstances at the time ended up acting like a proud, strong, distant person, etc. (Maybe she unconsciously wants to hide her impotence, her pain or maybe something else , who knows)
But if I know something about the anime then it is that within that facade there is a little girl who is plunged in pain and consequently resentment, she wants someone to get her, to make her happy, or others.
But due to her pride, shyness and indecision she is afraid to tell anyone.
Maybe because she is ashamed to ask for it or because she feels that it is an act that only the weak do or she simply does not know how to do it, so she never tries it and just waits if something like this happens in the future.
That would be one of the biggest reasons why she has accepted me despite her refusal at the beginning.
She was lonely and sad, but Yubeng just arrived, a person who caused her problems at first, but later she realized that being close to him brought her peace of mind because somehow he kept her ignorant of everything else when she was with him. he.
When she found out that she had a partner, she didn't feel affected, she didn't see it any other way.
But seeing how loving she can get on a date makes her heart warm with a feeling she hasn't had in a long time.
One that she seemed to have lost a long time ago.
When she became an ordinary person she felt somehow free.
She seemed like she didn't have to think about certain things and even that she could do certain things. (Imagine that they transform into another person knowing that you will return to your normal body after a short time, what you do with this body will not affect you when you return to your body; in this case, most of them would do everything that they could not do in their normal body due to their consideration for their relatives, education, etc, they would possibly do things that they themselves will be surprised at)
So while enjoying his company, at one point something happened that made him smile slightly.
It wasn't a very big smile but it came from the heart.
With this concluded he was more confident in doing certain moves with her but he didn't, he chose to wait.