My true beauty

Chapter one

"YAWN' I wake up in my bed feeling tired and stressed out. I look around for some reason in my head. I'm like " I don't want to start my day. I want to be in bed" but I guess this is the last thing I want to do is WORK but I have to or else I'm going to get bad grades. I try my best to get good grades but the only thing is that even though no matter how much I study i don't get anything.

Hi there my name is I'm JuGyung and I'm a high schooler. People say i'm ugly and bully me until i saw a post in social media of makeup i tried it and i looked completely different i couldn't believe myself i thought this was a dream. When I went to school with makeup everyone stared at me like for one in my life. I didn't feel invisible when I arrived at my class. All the girls were looking at me and all the boys. I heard whispers that Jugyung they were all surprised i feel uncomfortable and weird for some reason a girl named sua came up to me and said " wow are you really Jugyung the one we know " as time passed time i got used to people asking me for my phone number but i didn't want to be rude and i just said " no " in a nice way and for sure they said it's " okay".

My mom works and comes late and does dinner. Sometimes I feel lonely and when I try talking to my mom she gets mad or says no to everything I say or doesn't agree with me. Sometimes I burst into tears and rush to my room and jump in bed and start crying feeling that pain in my heart. At night i go to the comic shop when i'm done with dinner it's down the street but at that time i don't wear makeup as i walked in i search for the other series of my book until i found it as i was going to reach out i felt a hand also reaching out i jumped into scared and there was a angry boy with a angry face he took the book that i've been waiting for days well, it always been there but i needed to finish the other book.

I wake up and the first thing is do my makeup since I started using it it bringed life to my life. It never has been like this. I feel for once I got the opportunity to feel welcome in this world. In the time that i did not know about makeup i saw happy and beautiful women and i will always wonder how it would be i bring up those memories the ones who always make me sad but, i made a decision from now on i'm going to be brave no matter what. I had to get ready for school. I did my makeup fast and put on my uniform " were ready" I said in my head. I saw sua i hugged her when i got to class omg i saw the kid i saw in the comic shop. I was scared in my head there were a lot of questions " What if he recognizes me?" or " if he does then is he going to tell people my real identity?" But, my real question out of all of them is what is he doing with here?.

I acted normal. My heart was beating so fast that I couldn't stop. It felt like an alarm that couldn't control itself and ringing all the places it could. I took a deep breath and said " control yourself get it together" I said it in my head so no one can hear me. I was in shock. I thought I was dreaming. Is this a joke? I thought to myself I HAD TO DO A WORK WITH HIM well, thank goodness i had sua and a classmate i acted normal and tried being nice but, he just stared at me with her serious face and i just kept smiling. I knew and I felt something wasn't right.

I went down the street to the comic shop and then i saw the dude again my heart was beating so fast i ignore him then he picked a book that i didn't liked so i opened my mouth and told him that the book he picked was boring and he just stared at me with his weird and angry face. In my head i was worried and my thoughts were going like crazy but i was like why did i open my big mouth. Then I explained how at first it started good but then it got boring. Then he looked at me with an attitude like I was just saying how it was then he asked me for a suggestion which book he should read. Then i suggest him a book and i hopped he liked it i arrived home and took a shower. I wake up and hear the birds sing with its melody i saw the sunny bright sun shine in my face and seeing trees it feels like nature. I stand up get dressed and do my make up i wish i always had days like this.

I arrived to school i saw sua i hugged her so tight then i saw suho ( the boy with the angry face that was in the comic shop). My day was normal but just seeing his angry face just looking at me makes it weird and awkward. I went to the comic shop and i saw him like usually and unexpectedly he comes up to me and thanks me for the book and he said it was good i was so shock. But i just said " i knew you will like it" i recommend him another book and he left off. But, then i wonder at school he is just a angry boy with and angry face and in the comic shop he is just nice and kind?? whats going on.