Mess up

"Yes that's it. It feels way better."

Bonny is sucking me off real nicely. Sometimes she was licking dick, sometimes sucking on my balls, sometimes giving me a deep throat service. She was doing it all.

[Master, that feels great.] In the screen I found a new feature.

Like games I could use a virtual hand to fuck her with the dildo I just bought.

It was a fun feature.

I could get a first person view here if I wanted but the first person view is way too realistic. That would have made things worse.

Currently I was playing with Nina to distract myself.

Bonny's skill is too good. If I don't concentrate she could make me cum in a minute with her mouth.

I could get it up right away. But I want to break that pride she has in her skill. So, I was trying to hold it in as much as possible.

"Huh, huh…" –Bony was out of breath after giving me a deep throat.

"Honey, are you doing this on purpose to me? I'm getting tired here." –she complained.

"Sorry Bonny. It's not that I want to but the thing is you are good. And when I feel good I tend to go rough on things. You know,,, like I did back then… I just don't want to hurt you in the process. So maybe I'm subconsciously holding it in." –I said.

Bonny's eyes went wide.

"Oh you mean that?" –she said.

She must be remembering how I used her mouth like a toy, to get myself off.

"You mean that?" –she again said this time softly.

"Yes."

She was still holding my cock and looking at it. Then she looked at me.

"Honey, you could have said so earlier." She smiled at me. But I could see a hint of fear in that courageous smile.

She held her untied hair and made it into a ponytail. She gave it a twist before holding my hand and placing it on her hair.

"Honey, I don't mind a bit rough. But please go easy on me." –she said shyly.

"Oh… wow… you are the best." –I kissed her on the forehead before guiding her mouth to my crotch.

'Thank you. I'll accept it gladly. This slut really learns quickly.' – I thought. This is her telling me just do as you want with me. I'll be your bitch. She didn't know just how happy she made me at this point.

I held her hair lightly and let her do her job. It's not yet good time to go hard on her.

This time I don't stop myself too much.

I enjoy her service very much. But this time I was in charge of how the sucking should be happening. I was adjusting her head lightly every few seconds.

It's not that there was any reason for that. She was doing well on her own. I was just trying to have her know who was in charge here. These are not things you say out loud. But will subconsciously know her place in our relationship going forward.

I watch as her soft lips kept going up and down and her red eyes kept looking at me. It's as if her eyes were looking for some answers from me. Like was she doing good enough?

She was like a squirrel. Trying to fit all her in her mouth. She is just the cutest when she is sucking me off.

Obviously she still couldn't take all of me. But I liked how much she was trying. It made me feel like giving her a hand. But that would be too much for her. So I stopped myself from doing that.

Then I started to feel weird.

I felt something like an urge… it was an urge to violate… I felt like I was losing control over my body. Like literally.

"Oh shit…" –I cursed. Things were getting out of hand. And after a minute of her sucking I held her tightly in place with both hands and start fucking her mouth. At first it was slow and afterward I start increasing my speed. At the end I was fucking her throat like a convenient hole.

"Ugh,. Mm,,, Arg…" –she was pushing my thigh away. But for five seconds I fucked the hell out of her mouth before spraying all over her face.

"Urg… Hahhhh, huhh, huh,.." –she could finally breathe after choking on my cock for half a minute.

"Rian, what was that?... Were you… going to kill me?" –she complained.

"Oh shit… I did it again…" –I held my head. Man that was first for me. Even I got flustered. No, I'm not talking about the act of choking a woman with my cock. I'm saying me losing control over my body. "Oh, Bonny dear, are you Okay? I didn't hurt you too much did I?"

I hold her shoulders and let her sit.

"You see. That's why I tried to hold back so much. I just don't want to hurt you like that. I'm such a freak." –I started crying.

Hey don't judge me for all these acting shit. I know I fucked up a bit that time. And I need to fix this.

There is two way to go about this. First is to show authority and take whatever you want by putting her down. Which I can't do due me having a child's body that shows no authority at all.

And the other is to emotionally manipulating her which I am doing right now. This is pathetic. But again having a child's body made it convenient because a child should be pathetic.

Bonny looked at my crying face.

"It's all right honey, don't cry. It's just people are different. And they do things differently all the time." –she tried to cheer me up with some obvious lies.

"But you don't like it. And I don't want you to hate me. Could you please give me some time? I have to change. And I promise I'll change. But won't you please give me a chance till then?" –I said.

"All right, I'll do my best too." –she said with a troubled expression.

"Thank you. You know Bonny you are the sweetest girl I've ever met. I mean no one even tries to understand me. But you did. You listened. I can't say how grateful I am to you." I grab a tissue to wipe my semen from her face. I would have kissed her lips that she used to suck me off just now if her face wasn't all covered with my semen.

If you are wondering why I would wanna do that, it let me give you an example.

When a rider rides is horse for the first time the horse would never let him get on. So he needs to make it calm and comfortable around him before even attempting to hide on it.

And after that when he's ready he had to do it as smoothly as he can and no let the horse be frightened. If the horse get flustered in the first try it would again take a week to try second time.

And this time I frightened my horse… I mean Bonny Big time. And I need to pay the price.

But even so I wasn't ever going to put my lips on her lips when I can clearly see it covered in my cum. So, I could only do the next best thing.

"Thank you." –she thanked me and tried to take the tissue from my hand.

"No, Please let me. I mean I made the mess, so I should do it." – I said.

I was wiping her face but at the same time I was pressing one of my knees against her cunt.

Bonny didn't react at first. But as I started rubbing her she understood. But she didn't say anything. I guess she was enjoying too.

So, I was wiping and wiping and wiping and wiping. Her face was so wiped that you could see you face on her face.

Just kidding…

"Rian, you are touching me." –she said at a point.

"Yes, and you are enjoying it." –I said.

"No, I'm not." –Bonny said instinctively.

"So, do I stop?" –I ask again.

"No, don't stop." –She blurred out.

"I see. Bonny honey, are you feeling naughty again?"

She doesn't reply.

So I put my left hand in her cunt before bringing it back out.

"Wow. And here I was feeling bad for myself. There's a river running down here honey. Did you get this wet just by sucking me off?"

"No, it's because… because you kept rubbing me. And I'm very sensitive right now."

"I understand. Let me help you then."

I sat her on the bathtub. And went down on her.

I used my tongue and fingers to their fullest. Bonny may have had her skill. But I too have mine. She was horny from the beginning so just in couple of minutes I had her squirting.

Bonny got very embarrassed to even talk after that.

I wanted to have a go for the second time. But I had already worked her to the bones today already. And this is the first day. She won't last till I finish. So, we just took a bath while rubbing and kissing each other before going back to sleep.

Well bonny did. I was still up checking up the status and sorting out my memories.

I just came to this world. And the first thing I did was fucking the lady that was taking care of me.

I should familiarize a bit more with my surroundings.

But even before that I need to understand something else.

"Nina…"