Phone calls

We drove back home without saying a word to each other, I was crying; did I kill him? He wasn't moving, I think I killed him, I didn't mean to. 'But you did' a voice in my mind said, I ignored it. When we got home, I walked to my room and l got dressed for bed even tho it was 4:56 in the afternoon. My boyfriend called me, but I didn't want to answer it, so I let it ring till it stopped. The next morning, I had 6 missed calls from my boyfriend and 38 missed calls from Jasper's parents, I called my boyfriend first,

"Lilith oh my GOD! Are you okay? Why haven't you replied to my texts or calls?" he asked with worry, "I'm sorry but something happened" I replied, "What happened? What's wrong?" he asked but I didn't want to tell him. "it's about Jasper..." I told him, "Oh what did he do this time?" he said, "he tried to rape me." As soon as I said it, he went silent. "I'm going to kill him." He mumbled and I nearly laughed, "I think I already did…" I said grimly, his eyes widened "what happened, tell me everything" he told me, so I told him. He looked so angry, "I will kill him again" he said in an angry tone. We ended the call 20 minutes later; I called Jasper's mom.

"OH MY GOD LILITH WHY HAVEN'T YOU ANSWER MY CALLS?!" she yelled at me, "I'm sorry..." I said, "Jasper is in the hospital, what happened? You were the last one with him." She said with a murderous tone in her voice, "is he dead?" I asked her, "I don't know, answer my question." She Demanded, "I slammed a rock into his head…" I said grimly, she went quiet for a second and then she said, "you little slutty bitch, why would you do that to my son you monster." "Me? The monster? No, your son is the monster, he tried to rape me." I said in outrage, "what? My baby will never do that!"

Are you fucking kidding me, is she serious? I can't believe this; this bitch is getting on my nerves. "Why won't you believe me?" I said desperately, "because you two have been friends since forever!" she shouted, I hung up the phone. Tears flowed like rivers down my cheeks, I felt terrible. I lied in bed for the rest of the day, my heart squeezes every time my boyfriend called, and I didn't answer. I don't know how long I stayed in bed, at sometimes it felt like an eternally then it felt like a minute. When I finally got up it was 6pm, I didn't eat all day, my dinner was sitting on the table; it was cold. I ate my cold dinner, it was gross, but I still ate it. I'm going back to school tomorrow so I had to take a shower; my shower lasted an hour, it was a cold one, but I couldn't feel the chill though. After my shower I got back in bed but this time I finally got some rest.