The Price To Pay

It still didn't feel real. Sometimes these kinds of things take time before you could fully accept that they did indeed happen… but then sometimes even then, you just have to pinch yourself every two seconds cause you swear you might still be dreaming.

Hell, I might still be dreaming. Like who knows man? Maybe everything that was happening was really just one big bizarre fantasy my mind cooked up while all this time I'm actually all tubed up in some hospital bed somewhere hooked up to all sorts of machinery. 

Had half the mind to ask Amanda to completely slap me silly in the hopes of waking me up, but I had a feeling that'll only make her think I've gone total psycho following the summoning.

Thankfully it was just a wandering thought, I'm not that far gone in delusions that anytime I'd fling myself out the window just to confirm it, cause hell, even if this was a dream… why would I end it?