love feeling first time

first step in my love life, such a Beautiful girl her cute face make me feel like she is my queen and I am not a king at all now but want to become her sweet king, who cares her so much and love her same as moon bird loves to moon.. Even that's not possible for talking with this beauty and the reality is that i am a shying boy so difficult to make friendship with strange.. but how can i say that she is strange her cuteness touched me deep and tough i Don't know about her anything but that's my teenage duty to make friendship with the Beautiful girls, this is a proper quality of teens to show themselves cool and mature in the huge committee of handsome boys in my school but girls in the school only like me as an Intelligent boy and theirs eyes not loving at me at all.. but some girls try to attract me for help but this girl, first time i ever seen in my entire life not mention her other qualities, her lips and her smile..( aaahaaa)

she is a new cute student in our high school class and rarely knew any other student and Very less talkative about others , but for me she would staring at me for long in free time.

and her first time talking with me.. amazing.

she asks first my name -"hello, i am Maria colona and what's your loving name ? I don't want to know your school name because i saw it day before yesterday... Very difficult to speak, ummm, I am sorry,, i mean your name Very interesting ' Deveshi Wastlar william but any short name". her eyes wider and Beautiful smile make me fall in love with her from my side. '' oh, yeah Maria.. my loving name is Dev, in family and friends so you call me -Dev.

"yeah, okay what a Beautiful short name, Dev" she smiled and her eyes on my second button of uniform (white coloured shirt) she leaned over and said, ''Do you know Dev, I am Very less talkative and I am searching here new friends and hope you will help me, dost(friend), So Mr. Dev.. Do you want to be first friend of this silly girl Maria (her left hand leaned before me for shook hands).. Ooohh I am sorry actually I am left hander so that's only a little mistake practice..

oh, that's good Maria, I am also a left hander boy and I heard in my childhood that lefthanders have an extraordinary mind in a story told by my grandmother..

so Dev, now we are the best friend, okay..

okay Maria dost...

her sweet voice and standard way of talking stole my heart in first meeting with her.

A girl with extra beauty, first time come to me for friendship otherwise my life is a fuck in the way of romance before Maria met, many times I had been felt different whenever I saw girls with hot figure and perfect cute and Beautiful face but this is first time amazing feeling, I think she is my love at first time.

soon the ring bells for leave and we all gathered in the waiting of school bus (driver used to take back turn before all sit on their seats) Maria came near to me and her soft hand touched me and she leaned her smallest finger of right hand, at me and soon joint it with my ring finger a high level of voltage of joy speared in me from my head to toe.

we both come up and take same seat (I never travelled with a girl on same seat of bus before). we kept our bags on slide of bus and her soft and fair skin touched to my left hand and she came close and start staring at me, I said -"am sorry, feeling different so I want to change my seat, please forgive me",.

this is why because I never come too close of a girl so feeling Very strange and Very shying.

I took seat backside of her beside my best friend Jimmy, his eyebrows shrink at me and bitter smile on his face, that because I seen by him first time with any girl.

soon he taps me on my right knee and pointed at Maria and said, how beautiful this girl is, ... Is she your new first girlfriend, Dev..

and gonna worst into laughter.( I was feeling dizzy, I controlled too much on my tongue) but speak in my head, "what fuck you are talking, Jimmy..

hahahaha, I think.. God gifted Very costly thing for human that is to abuse someone in mind and talk with smile in same time.

" come on, dost(friend) tell me, how she fallen love with you, such an innocent boy you are.. And if not then tell me why only she talks with you, only looks at you, why.. " Jimmy said with surprise.

My lips gonna wider and a smile of joy comes to my face and I reply him, '' She is just my friend now.. (I stop in middle)..

look Dev look at her, she looked at you three times in last fifteen seconds, I think she rally loves you.. ''How can you say like that,she looks at me just not means she loves me. " I said and shook my head.

oh, come on Dev, first I want to tell you about my an experiment, that is -- if you want to check any feelings of girl about you then took a seat behind her, now if she turns back for looking you, that means she loves you.

okay okay, this experiment can be nominated you for nobel prize, stupid.

"Hey, why you say to me stupid, first of all prove that my experiment isn't right and then use these kinds of words." jimmy said in Loud voice, all students see behind that what is going between us and also Maria see at me, we both make eyes contact for Twenty seconds at least( I feel Very strange in this Beautiful time period of 20 secs) and she smiled and turned her face.

terms of life come with a short time period of happiness and people, sometimes people not be able to enjoy them, this is all about depends on Human nature. people spent their lives in sorrows and always show that they can't get happiness but this is universal truth that small things and feelings give more happiness than huge success and life achievements but wrong mind setup of human make this environment of glamour life.

social changes will occur to decrease life enjoyment and also make love feelings less effective.

But I don't belong from this Community who gives more importance to technology more than love. Because of love feelings humanity exist on this planet.

By the way, I don't care about this, everyone is free for make own way of living life. why I care too much about others, I am not a leader, now I am a little boy not like kids, I think, this is because of my interest in social science subject so that I think too much, okay now I should think about Maria.. her eyes connected with my eyes like WiFi hotspot and my thinking about her ( about love) increase very tightly.