Goodbye sunset

It's all over now , I really can't believe this is how my life is coming to an end . watching my last sunset seems like the last memory I'm going to have in this lifetime, tears dropping down , well it is a beautiful scenery the grass below is is beautiful and cool . I can see flowers from a distance and hear the beautiful sounds of water flowing in the nearby stream . finally all the pain will be over , the unspoken words behind this smile, there was always unspoken pain . Nobody cared , nobody noticed, how will they remember me , how will they grief upon my departure anyway today I have decided to be a little selfish and gift myself a little peace. As I let go of the little support I have I can't help but to ask for help, anyone please help me .HELP , the only word I never found the courage to scream out loud my entire life. Goodbye sunset