CHAPTER 70

Part 60

Bismillah

Mom collapses to the ground, I go to pick her up and console her. The boys tight. 30min later the doctor arrives. They went straight to see him. They talked for a while. Ismaël hits the wall, Elyes tries to stop him Djibril leans against the wall and hands on my head. What is it? I want to know so I'm going to see the doc'.

Me: Fuuu Bismillah. Doctor then?

Doctor: Sorry we couldn't do anything. Your father died of lung cancer. All my condolences.

And he left.

Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer. Your father died of lung cancer.

MAY ALLAH OPEN THE DOORS OF PARADISE.

This phrase is circling in my head. I don't digest so I suffocate and the problem of when I suffocate, I have an asthma attack so I need my ventolin but I didn't take my ventolin... In short, the tears flow, I have trouble breathing, I'm suffocating and they saw it. Ishmael came directly to see me in stress, red eyes, tears in his eyes.

Isma: -in stress- where is your vento?

Me: Got it.... Not...

Isma: Zeubii. Take a great inspiration

I do what I'm told but it blocked. Short circuit like so I all spit it out at the same time and cough. I feel sick.

Isma: TIN CALLS A FUCKING DOCTOR ZEUBI.

Elyes does that Djibril and my mother came.

Mama: Aliyah gently

A nurse arrives with Ventolin and hands it to me. I take it and calm down. The nurse asks us if we can see my father one last time. They went but not me. I will not bear. When they came back we left straight away. Arriving home, everyone went their own way. I go with my mother. We cried together and slept.

The next day full full full of people came to tell us all our condolences. But the problem is that we don't care about condolences, all we want is to be returned. Tata she cried her whole race, she lost a brother, her only brother.

Boys don't come home anymore. Younes it saddened her hot.

After them it is him. Why am I being taken away from all the people who are dear to me? I can't take all of this anymore.

[...]

We went to the bled to bury him. When we got back, silence reigned in the house. Everyone in their room, no one comes out. Kheridine and Jahid are at Khalti's and they haven't moved from there since. The boys relapsed. Younes degenerated a bit. That he fights at school, he goes outside and only rides in the evening. One day, he got caught by Elyes and he got hit. Of course I intervened and he cut himself.

[...]

The days pass and remain always the same. I don't go out of my room anymore, I read the Quran, pray all day, do du'aa for lots of things... and question myself.

What's the point of standing there whining and not taking care of me? It's not my tears and my du'aa that will bring him back...

One day I dreamed of him begging me and making me promise to take myself in hand. Not to worry about Lamine, he'll come back better and he's fine where he is. (It's only fiction)

And since that day, I decided to raise my head. I helped my mother do the same. On the other hand, it was a little difficult for the boys.

This morning I woke up happy. Do my hoopla, pray, clean up and make everyone's breakfast. Everyone gets up in turn.

Isma: Who made breakfast?

Me me !

Isma: Thank you my sister -give me a kiss on the forehead-

Me: Normal. This afternoon, can you pick up my son at Khalti's?

Isma: It's fine at the same time I bring it back to McDo with Jahid.

Me: Go ahead but bring them me back alive

Isma: Yes tqt, don't you want to come with us?

Me: No it's ok I'll stay there with Mama

Isma: Are you sure?

Me: Yeah!!

Djib: I'm coming!

Isma: Ok, but you pay for yourself.

Djib: Yeah!

This afternoon they left, Elyes, he left so only me and my mother are left. We stayed all day together talking and laughing.

The guy there who gave me his number. Well one day he was sent a message and since then we have been talking together. He is pious, kind, since the hospital we know never seen again. I do not want. I prefer enjoying with my family. He didn't insist and that's what I like about him, he's patient. When I talk to him, he makes me forget all my worries, always there to advise me and give me a smile, I became attached to him in a short time and a little too much I think. His name is Anzum. He's a Comorian!!

Brief brief...

[...]

I'm in the kitchen and Kheridine begs me. Everyone out.

Me: Khéri' stop

Khéri': Nooo

Me: Khéri' oh

Kheri': But I want that -a slice of pizza-

Me: Kheri' no it's hot

Kheri': Nooo ye take

Me: Kheri' I'm going to call Tiger. He's scratched!

(Tiger he's home)

Kheri': No it's good!

Me: Here it is!

He leaves sulking and goes to sit on the couch watching TV.

When the others between, he went to complain to Djibril so he came to have a pizza.

Me: Why are you taking it?

Djibril: For the little misquine!

Me no !

Djibril: I don't care about your opinion!

Me: Tshiiiip go go!

Djibril: I love you too

And he leaves, Kheridine and came to stick his tongue out at me mddddr.

Me: I'll cut out your tongue, you'll see!

Kheri': Nooooon Ishmaaaaa

Isma: What man?

Kheri': Mama wants to cut out my tongue

Isma: It's not true tqt

Kheri': Ishma he said it's not true hin!

Mama: Kheridine stop bothering your mother.

Kheri': It's booo!!

In short, I finish and tell the others to come and each take their pizza. They come to help themselves and we eat. After eating well, we watch TV until 00:00, I went to my room and I texted with Anzum until 02:00

-The next day-

...: Moma moma yé hungry

Me: After!

Kheri': Naan now

Me: Go ask Tonton Yesouu (Elyes)

Kher': Okay

He leaves and I go back to sleep.

[...]

...: Aliyah baby got up!

Me: Leave me Lyes

...: Nooo come on djouha! Your son woke me up because he's hungry and you're the one who told him to come see me so I'm giving you back your coin!

Me: Naaaan let me sleep

Elyes: Nooooo

I wake up and turn to him.

Me: You're pissing me off

Elyes: I love you muuah

He smacks me in the mouth! Mama he's crazy luii hahaha

Me: Ooooh I'm not a baby!

Elyes: Sii you're my baby!!

Me: I'm not a baby!

Elyes: You're my baby!!

Me: It's okay let me get up!

Elyes: They're Masha Allah, your hair!

(When I sleep I take off my veil of course)

Me: Tqt I know thank you!

Elyes: Go go go!

Me: Mddddr

Elyes: Go do your hoopla and come to the living room!

Me: Did you feed Kheri?

Elias: Yeah!

Me: Ok

He gets up and leaves. I get up and go to my shower! I put on a boubou, take a challe and cover my head in half. I'm going to have breakfast and go sit in the living room with Kheri', Elyes and Mama!

Kheri': Yesouu?

Elyes: Yes man?

Kheri': Ye can you have the Wii?

Elyes: Yes wait I put

Kheri': Yeaaaah

He turns on the Wii and puts on Just Dance 4 and they start dancing. Ptddddddddr they knocked us out and we couldn't so much that the others woke up and when they saw them, they all laughed!!! Oh no killers!!!

Hessoul, the others went to have their breakfast and we continued!! When they finished, they joined us. We dance and whoever loses moves on. But then we quickly changed. Elyes sent his music to TV and it went to hell finally they dance well Masha Allah but when you see Younes and Kheridine dancing, your whole race cries!!! W'Allah no more photos, he has hella music of any genre. All that atmosphere a lot...

I'm going to sit down for a moment. Seeing them how happy it makes me happy!! I take a picture of them and she is too beautiful! You see my mother laughing, dancing in the middle and the others around her applauding her and laughing with her. Tears in my eyes!!

The doorbell rings so Jahid lowers the volume and Ishmael goes to open it.

...: -man's voice- Salam am I okay at Aliyah's?

Isma: Yeah why? What do you want with my sister?

...: Could I speak it?

I'm going to see who it is since he's asking me.

Me: It's okay Isma calm down! Salam 'Aleykum! It's me Aliyah what is it?

I look up at the guy.

:o:o shock:o:o shock:o:o shock:o:o

BUT WHO IS THIS PERSON???

To be continued...