Six

"Because you're the only one who made a mistake," said the homeroom teacher who kept trying to corner him.

"Mrs. Nara are you sure that I'm the only one who made a mistake, Mrs. Nara at this time I really believe that you are the only one who knows the most about me. Here I am the real victim, you don't like me because my fhater is of a drug dealer. You are afraid that if you continue to keep me in this school, it will destroy the good name of this school. But right now do you know if you have sacrificed a weak person, right now I just need you to be fair. You only see based on falsifiable evidence, but you never once asked me what really happened. You know I'm a good girl, I can't possibly steal my friend's cell phone. I just want to go to school and graduate, I just want to be a successful person. To grant my father's wish, but why did that seem so impossible. Actually what am I doing wrong? every day the kids at school bully me and you just become spectators. I didn't dare to retaliate not because I was afraid, but because I didn't want to cause trouble. Because every time I make a defense, you only punish me. You always blame me in everything, even though it's not necessarily me who is wrong. Dear teachers and principals, please don't do this to me. Let me continue my education, please don't throw me out. Right now, my future is only this," said Trisia conveying her heart to the teachers while crying.

But no one felt any guilt or pity for him, they didn't seem to want to change the decision they had made. Trisia is currently just prostrating herself in front of her teachers, hoping that they will grant what Trisia asked for. But all of that would definitely never happen, everyone in this room left Trisia alone without any guilt.

'The biggest misunderstanding about this world is that I think as long as I treat others sincerely. Then the other person would treat me sincerely too, but in the end I understood that it was all just what I thought.'

Basically, someone who is often injured always thinks that she is a rose alone in the vast plains, always maintaining an empty feeling. Although deep in her heart the same as before, a strong wind passed the sun shining brightly over the heart of the surroundings as if to explain everything. The very dark night sky was only filled with a sadness that wouldn't go away, making it impossible to sleep. The cruelty of the world is noisy, then the smell of sadness comes to the mind every day the feeling is painful. At this time it didn't feel like it was almost midnight, but Trisia was still crying over her bad luck. In her mind at this time only one, how she can achieve her big goals without education. She wept in front of the glass window while looking at the stars, it didn't feel like a week had passed. She had tried to find another school that might accept him to continue her education, but bad luck kept befalling him. No one in high school would accept him, she was so sad that she cried like a fool. Right now she had no other choice, seeing that the pocket money in her hand was also only five thousand left. The next day she didn't know what to eat, not to mention that she had to pay for her daily operational expenses at her house. Trisia thought hard, currently there is no one else willing to help her. Inevitably she had to go to her mother's house, only his mother was the only person who might be able to help him. The night had passed, Trisia had fallen asleep deeply asleep while hugging a picture frame of herself with her father.

***

By now the morning had woken Trisia, still with puffy eyes Trisia tried to open her eyes. This morning she was just getting ready to meet her mother, she took a shower and then went out to her mother's house. With only armed with money five thousand and no breakfast, she risked her life to use this money as her fare. Her hungry stomach is now growling, as if asking to be filled. In this very crowded angkot, Trisia only held her backpack tightly. It wasn't long before she finally made it to her destination, from far away Trisia's had seen that her mother was getting ready to go to work. The luxurious house and luxury car that her mother owns, will certainly not make it difficult for her just to help one biological child. Trisia is currently walking fearfully towards her mother, hoping that her mother will give her warm treatment.

"Mother," Trisia said quietly.

At this time the woman in front of her was just silent looking at her like a fool, her mother looked confused to see her crying. But this feeling of confusion and silence from her mother, does not mean affection. Instead of hatred for his biological child, her mother did not respond to him at all. She acted as if no one had come to him, with an innocent expression on her face. Her mother left him, now she can only run after the car driven by her mother. Because he was not careful he finally fell because she tripped over all the rocks, but her mother still did not stop the car.

"Mother why are you avoiding me, even though I am your child. I've come from afar but why don't you welcome me," Trisia said while crying.

Right now Trisia couldn't do anything, nor could she go home. The money has been spent on transportation, now she can only wait for her mother to come home again and ask her mother for help again.

But sadly, the time today seems so long.