CHAPTER 4: BRAELYN 2

Arvin’s pecker and nuts were really of no use. Except to urinate and sometimes erect after arousal, he wasn’t capable of siring any children. However, he could give birth despite being a boy and it was all because hidden inside places where only machines could see a healthy womb was part of his system.

And all that made Arvin to be one of the few intersex people in the world. Intersex people were no longer hidden as they used to be before and it wasn’t as confusing as it was again.

Once a person is identified to be intersex, he or she would be required to choose a gender he or she thinks suits him best. However, the health officials would do their best to direct the person in question where they think he or she would do best.

In Arvin’s case, since he could carry a baby to full term without any qualms, couldn’t produce any fertile sperm, and was more feminine than masculine, he ended up becoming female.

Which wasn’t a huge surprise, considering what he was like from a young age.

It was then that his life changed. And from being a boy, and Arvin for twelve years, he started a new lease on life as he became a she legally and became Braelyn, a beautiful intersex lady who had self-esteem issues.

It’s not like she loved looking down on herself sometimes, but when people don’t understand you and keep on saying negative things, it starts taking a toll on the person in question.

Because of her small pecker, which she couldn’t remove and didn’t even want to remove considering how it was part of her life, whether she liked it or not. There were a lot of things she couldn’t do freely despite being female.

She couldn’t shower with other girls, as that would make them see her differently. She also couldn’t play with guys again as they would see her and maybe make fun of her in the process.

As a result of that, she grew up with trust issues, so her friends’ circle was quite small and very pitiful. She couldn’t go swimming without worrying that someone might see her and berate her or call her names. It even affected her dating life as a result.

Nevertheless, she still gave herself a chance when she was in her freshman year and started dating Richard, who promised her the world. He told her back then that he didn’t care about her fetish since he didn’t know that she was intersex and simply thought that she liked wearing dresses and acting like a woman.

He didn’t mind her for three years. They slept together several times and there wasn’t a day he was disgusted with her. And yet after all that, he suddenly changed his mind. Calling her names and acting as if eating her ass was so disgusting.

How could that happen?

Just because she didn’t have breasts and a vag, did that give him the right to insult her that badly?

It wasn’t like she couldn’t get those. All she had to do was schedule a surgery and boom, she would be walking around like a normal girl. However, when she thought of her mother, she couldn’t do it. She would embrace herself like that.

But that wasn’t the main point to focus on right now. As she looked at her naked body, which she didn’t feel that much ashamed of since that was who she was, she couldn’t help but be worried.

Someone definitely changed her clothes and saw everything about her. Even the panties were changed and her body smelled nice, showing that someone also wiped her body.

Who did that and what did that person think of her?

She was getting worried. After getting insulted the previous night considering how it was another day already, she didn’t want to be looked at as if she was an animal in a zoo.

That would be worrisome.

However, there was nothing that she could do at the moment. After all, it was in the middle of the night and until she saw who would come into the room when dawn arrived, she would remain in the dark.

Since there was nothing that she could do or achieve, Braelyn decided to not make things difficult for herself.

Instead, she dressed up once again and tied her hair in a bun before leaving the bathroom.

Since she wasn’t sleepy, she decided to look for her phone and see what else was accessible to her.

After walking for a while, she found her phone charging, and it was off. She removed it from the charger, switched it on and waited for a while until it was ready.

As soon as it was done, messages started pouring endlessly and all she could was wait until the process was done.

Once the noise stopped, she clicked on the messenger open and began to open the messages one by one. The more she read them, the more her smile widened.

‘How could anyone be so cute?’ she mused as she read the messages, her mood instantly improving.

[GEMMA: Dear, what happened?]

[GEMMA: Did you break his heart the way he deserves?]

[GEMMA: Come on girl, tell me what happened?]

[GEMMA: I am worried about you.]

[GEMMA: I just dropped by your place and didn’t see you. Arya, call me when you see this.]

[GEMMA: If he breaks your heart, I swear I will make him lose everything so fast, he would wonder which god he pissed off.]

That person was Braelyn’s friend, one of the few she currently has and someone she had been very close to since she came to the Cranla, the city where she had been staying for four years now.

It was Gemma who gave her a shining road to take, which improved her life and gave her confidence she didn’t used to have.

If it hadn’t been for Gemma, she would have struggled a lot and found it very hard to adapt to living in a city and far away from home.