Chapter 57: Interacting with myself!

Mastering energy is a very interesting task, accumulating the energies of elements like water, earth, fire and air gives me a semblance of an advantage in existence. It seems like everything revolves around that.

After having access to the truth through Wamy the mysterious being, I was able to understand that he was right, because everything was under my control, the phenomenon that I experienced is comparable to lucid dreaming, I took possession of this dream and I control it perfectly, however how can I become the dreamer himself again? It's like a mission impossible.

Rivhiamë: Niyus I'm done!!!

Yelled Rivhiamë who had just finished her plate of food that I had cooked myself.

Niyus: perfect, Rivhiamë, but come back a little later because I'm checking something!

Rivhiamë: But I want us to play a game together!

Niyus: you've barely eaten, rest for a moment, then we'll play whatever you want!

Rivhiamë nodded and left.

Very good, it's time for me to broaden my research, especially to fill in my gaps. What does it really mean to be the singularity?

I had learned somewhere that meditation could also be a means of escape and encounters with the mystery if one was spiritually strong one could even transcend these mysteries and one's state of mind.

Niyus stretches his hands in front of him and tears the sky, this tear was only visible to him and other spiritual beings, but what does that mean?

Niyus: I want to create a place of meditation, a place where no one can disturb me...

I have an idea, Rivhiamë has voids, I could take one and shape it in the right way so that I can meditate.. good idea, but how long could this meditation take me? Especially since I don't plan to leave Rivhiamë all alone like that. The best thing is if I create a second one? Me ?

Rivhiamë: Niyus, are you okay?

Niyus looks at Rivhiamë who seems worried.

Niyus: Yes, don't worry, you would like to lend me one of your vacuums, I would like....

Rivhiamë: yes, with pleasure!!

She said with full enthusiasm.

She stretches out her arms and finds herself in a void with Niyus.

Rivhiamë: there you go niyus, he's yours!!

Niyus: very well done, it's really big, at the same time it's an unlimited void!

Rivhiamë: what are you planning to do Niyus?!

Niyus:I plan to meditate a little

Rivhiamë: For how long?

Niyus: I don't know, but it could take me at least 30 years!

Rivhiamë Lowers her head slightly and slightly loses her joy.

Rivhiamë: oh, I see!

She said with a blank tone.

Niyus touches his head and says.

Niyus: You will not be alone, I say I will abandon you for nothing in the world, my friend!

Rivhiamë's eyes light up and a smile appears on her demon child face.

Rivhiamë: you are the best Niyus, I adore you!!

She jumps on Niyus and gives him a hug.

Niyus waved and a second appeared to him.

Rivhiamë moves away from Niyus

Rivhiamë: Oh, you doubled Niyus, I can do it too!!

Niyus chuckles and adds.

Niyus: it's not a simple double Rivhiamë, this double and I are the same in every way, as much as I am the real one he is too, it's clearly another me not a simple double!

Rivhiamë: so it's not a clone?

The other Niyus responds

Niyus ²: no, I am just as true, capable of hurting myself, of healing, of feeling emotions, I am Niyus!

Rivhiamë put her hands on her head.

Rivhiamë: Two Niyus are way too many, how am I going to play with them!!

The two Niyus start laughing.

Niyus: You don't have to worry about that, because one will stay with you...!

Niyus ²: while the other meditates!

Rivhiamë: oh, I understand now!

Niyus: well, I think I should start my meditation, you should leave me alone now!

Niyus ²: It's understood, you're coming Rivhiamë, we're leaving!

Rivhiamë: that's okay!

She said holding Niyus²'s hand.

Niyus² disappeared with Rivhiamë.

Niyus, for his part, remains in the void and shapes a floor on which he sits. Sitting, he joins his legs and folds, then finds himself in a meditation position.

"If being is that which remains in the real shaped by the non-being which could be the true being at the origin of the being, how can I be capable of guiding the non-being given that currently I do not am that the being who remains in his dream being like a lucid dream."

Golden yellow aura escapes from Niyus' body, this aura distorts space.

This meditation is not just a state of mind or of the soul, but that of a knowledge of oneself, which could guide me towards this state of resentment, if I remember correctly I became the singularity, therefore to reach my original self, I would have to reach this singularity, could an awakening of the state of mind lead me towards it?

Well yes, I think so, what pushed me to encounter this singularity was this emptiness in me, the emptiness of this injustice in the world, of the fact that a demon like Rivhiamë is better than several humans that I have encountered...huh... my spiritual state deepens, I feel this same sensation... Where I find myself in the non-omnidirectional void.

Niyus's spirit sees itself again in this place where he had encountered the singularity.

I feel the same chills as that day... This strange structure, bombarding with yellowish lightning.

Oh, I understand...

Niyus was face to face with this singularity which was impressive.

I didn't see her as impressive last time, it's clear that my state of mind has evolved but... Ah, I see.

This matter of being and not being, if I understand correctly now, I am being as well as Niyus², I am represented as 1 and Niyus² as 2, the Niyus which is represented as nothing is the real one is him who merged with the singularity which is in front of me currently.

Niyus reaches out, but cannot touch the singularity.

How it is possible ? Yet she is there in front of me, like I can't figure it out? It's like she's in another dimension!!

The unlimited information from the singularity escapes continuously. Niyus manages to cope with them as best he can.

Argh!!!

Niyus' body lights up, the effects of the singularity on him were too great.

I'll have to get used to it!!

He closed his eyes and an astral state of his mind escaped and transcended this state of mind and the singularity at the same time. Distortion occurs and disappearance without conventional explanation.

Niyus had transcended the singularity.

I have transcended this stage, would that mean I have transcended the real me?! No, I just transcended this structure, yet I think I'm still in a dream. A figure appears, a luminous figure circles around Niyus.

_Hello, Niyus!

Niyus: What is it? Are you a soul?

_ No, I am the singularity!

Niyus: really?

Singularity: yes, you came to me, can I help you in any way?

Niyus: yes, I merged with you not too long ago, and now I have transcended you, would that mean that I have transcended the real me?

Singularity: No, and yes, you have transcended me now, but when I merged with your real you it went further, his existence was projected beyond the Sibylline world that he sees as his dream now, to put it simply, the singularity that I am currently is only his dream, including you!

Niyus: I understand, but then how can I get in touch with him?

Singularity: It's almost impossible, but he is in contact with you, and it is certainly him who pushes you to want to meet him because your actions depend on him!

Niyus closes his eyes and thinks about what the singularity had just said...

Niyus: oh, I understand now!!! In fact it's like a dream where he is the remote guide of everything, I am the him of his dream so he decides everything including my actions since I am him!

The singularity: exactly!

Niyus: then I wasted my time!!

No, not so much, I didn't really waste any time.

Niyus: uh... singularity, I noticed that earlier you were full of information!

The singularity: affirmative, I am the singularity, everything comes from me in the Sibylline world!!

Niyus: I see, the information that comes from you is what constitutes each state of existence in the Sibylline world!

Singularity: affirmative, chaos and order come from me!!

Very good, I see things differently all of a sudden.....