A new day

I was in a deep sleep but i heard a slight dim voice coming. It felt like it was a child. I widened my eyes remembering i have a freaking child. And i knew i over slept because he only comes to my room to wake me up when I'm late. I'm a little clumsy so he always says mom what will I do with you I'm not supposed to take care of you, you have to take care of me. But everything aside he always treats me like I'm the baby and he's the parent. I always feel like I'm not being there for him because in his previous pre school he was teased by kids saying that he didn't have any dad. I once saw him being that way but what i heard shocked me, i heard him saying to those kids that he didn't need a dad because his mom is enough for him. But he was still criticised because no one knew that i was his mom.So they thought that he even have a mom. But not this time i don't care, i will tell everyone at his school that he is my child. Today is his first and I'm late for it. I told darian to go fast to Bibi and wash up because we where late for his first day and he said whose fault was it. (haaah)What should I do with this child he seems more like me with all his naughtiness but he sometime become cold towards people and I'm a little afraid that he won't be able to communicate with people if it still goes on like this. He is only friendly to me, callopi and Aiden. Apart from us he never trusts anyone whenever he sees someone being sus he always tells me to leave from there as he only knows me as a CEO of my dad's company but he doesn't know a single stand of our mafia business and i would like it that way. So he always tells whenever he feels uneasy i guess he gets it from his dad because I'm not like that. Why am I thinking of that man again. If someone heard my thoughts they would think i like that man but only i know how much i despise him. Anyways moving on from the overthinking i have a school to reach. I got up and rushed to take a shower, after that i dressed myself up as fast as possible and went straight to the kitchen.

I saw Darian sitting and eating his meal which Bibi made. I guess i forgot to introduce Bibi she is my dad's most trusted person and my also my godmother. As i was told but my father she was my mother's best friend. When my mother died she was away for a business matter. And she felt it was her fault that my mother died, when she was away so she felt a sense of responsibility towards me so she took care of me but she was always on trips so i never got to bond with her but ever since i had Darian she has been there for us she still handles our overseas work but i was thinking of handling it myself from now on so i can get to know Bibi and know more about my mother from her. I feel like she is like a mother to me ,distant but she has stayed by my side helping me with my dad's company because I'm still getting used to the company. I'm grateful for her staying as a granny by my child's side. I guess aside from me Darian has 3 more people who cares about him...