Missing him so much

Ying Yue touched her belly. Her tears began to flow slowly on her cheek. She missed him so much. But there's nothing she can do. He doesn't love her. It's hurting to love but to carry his child is a bless for her. The plane landed at the airport right on the time.

Getting out from the airport, a car is already waiting for her at the entrance. Her grandfather is waiting for her inside the car. After she get in, Jiang Feng pull her into a hug. He know she is hurting.

"Grandpa is sorry for making you do this." Hearing her grandpa apologize, Ying Yue cannot hold her tears anymore. She cried so hard for a long time. Her mission is done after 13 years. She did so well but still, it hurts so much.

"Grandpa, can I at least take my baby with me?" Ying Yue ask on their way home. Jiang Feng cannot lie to her. She knows the answer too. The child she was carrying belong to the Zhang's family. There's nothing they can do.

"But he's my child too!" She cried again. She was emotionally unstable. She knows all the things happened between Ji Yu from 13 years ago has all been planned, but still, she can't accept the reality that she have to give up her child and her love for that mission.

Although it was wrong for her to fall in love at the first place, she still at least wanted to get something from the love. Grandpa let a hard sigh. Wondering if all he done for his granddaughter is right or not. But there's nothing he can do, Ying Yue's life is at risk.

She didn't come out from her room since morning. She cried all day long missing him. Although it has been two months since she left him, she can only miss him more. She hug the picture of him inside her diary. Tightly as if she was hugging him for real.

The maid come into her room to serve her breakfast. Although she is sad, it's not right to skip meal. Her baby need food to live as herself. After the maid left, she ate with all her heart. Not leaving even a single food wasted. She has gotten chubbier.

Her cheek seems fuller and although there is still no baby bump, her belly looks as if she was 6 month pregnant. It's all because of food. The ringing phone caught her attention. She grabbed the phone in a second an answer the call. It was a call from Ruby.

"Ruby is ready to report." Ying Yue's eyes shine upon hearing Ruby's voice. Since she has been missing Ji Yu so much, Grandpa allowed her to at least know how Ji Yu is doing by contacting Ruby.

"He has left to work earlier and now is working at the office. He seems to be in a rush. I got his schedule for next week, it seems like he is coming to S City and stay for a week. That's all for today." Hearing that he is coming to S City where she is living now, Ying Yue's heart beat faster.

"Aren't you bored. Everyday is a same day for him. I'm tired of reporting a playback report day by day." Rubiscus begin to blabber. Ying Yue can only smile. "Now you know how I feel back then." She laughed heartily. Ruby twitched his mouth.

"At least you are given a specific task. While I am being a stalker now because of you." They can't never stop arguing. Being in a good mood, Ying Yue doesn't bother to argue and end the call.

"Hey! How dare she hung up on me. Ungrateful Ying Yue." He Zheng can only sigh while looking at the handphone black screen.