Developing feelings

My world filled with darkness has now changed to a world filled with brightness, I can't believe I have feelings for boy, then I don't even associate with boys talk less of having feelings for any of them. One day I had a conversation with Bella that was the day I told her that I had feelings for Sean, she was so confused but she later told me that I shouldn't confess my feelings to him so I wouldn't spoil the whole friendship with him, till today I don't still get why she was confused but she was confused in a sad and angry kind of way but that is another thought for another.

Today at school Sean was my No.1 television show, the most awkward part of the today was when Sean was talking to me bot all I could focus on was his charming face until Sean finally asked if I got what he said but he didn't get any response because I wasn't even listening, we all know how it feels.