The mysterious cigar man (4)

"Here we go again, why did you hurt me in your previous life and now you're hurting me again? Do you know how much I care for you?" The cigar man said in a pained and helpless voice.

"I didn't, because we didn't even know each other before. Do you believe in past lives and present lives? Do you believe in rebirth after death? And do you think that two people who met and loved each other in a past life will meet again in this life?" Bai Yun didn't know how to answer this man, so when he said past lives, Bai Yun picked up a few questions and threw them at him.

Bai Yun thought that if there was a past life and a present life, she would choose to fall in love with Richard, whether it was a past life or a present life. But the man she loved abandoned her and chose to marry another woman. Her tears come again, she feels the pain, she thought she could forget the feeling, she chose to run away, she chose to leave, she thought she was dead, but what was it all about?

What was she to do? There was no way to escape the shadow-like pain that had so literally consumed her soul. Over and over again, Richard had become an addiction to Baiyun, always following her like a ghost.

She could never forget the days with Richard, the happy dream-like days, the sad moments of parting and waiting, and the heartbreaking pain of abandonment at the end.

It was all like dust. No, not dust. Dust can be combined with water and turned into soil to nourish flowers and green grass. What about her and him? He was at the end of an unknown world and she did not know where she was. Her only memory was of Richard, the man who had been in her soul since the beginning of her life. She does not know if she will ever be able to reunite with him.

He had called her an angel with affection, they had travelled all over Provence together, he had strolled hand in hand with her in the lavender fields and embraced her, their hearts had been so close to each other ... but now, how could he bear to leave her behind? How could he be so cruel? She would never understand why he was so heartless, and if this was the end of everything, what would the future be like?

"Why don't you say something?" The cigar man seemed to have lost his patience when he saw Bai Yun's long, pensive silence, and his voice came like a thunderbolt.

Bai Yun looked up at the man in panic. When she looked at the man in front of her again, she was sure that this was not her Richard, she had no idea where this man had come from, even though the way he was looking at her reminded her of her Richard all the time.

There seemed to be a certain resemblance between them, but it seemed that everything between them was too different, Richard was medium-sized and slightly thin, while he was medium-sized and slightly strong and tall. The more Bai Yun looked at him, the more she realised that he was not her Richard. But why were their eyes so gentle, the same brown eyes that shone before her eyes like stars in the sky, all of which made her lost, lost beyond redemption, and most damaging of all, this man was not the one she had in mind!