We Still Care About Him

" It's from home.." hazz said to me.. and me and Shawn look at each other. And Alex looking at us with review mirror..

" Answer it. And tell them will we be there on hour.." Shawn said to her.. and hazz nodded with and did the same what Shawn said to her to do..

" Hyy mom.." she said with cheering voice when she know that they already got news..  Shawn told her to make that call in speaker and she did that what Shawn said. And Alex park the car in side when so we all listen what aunt Lucy want to say..

" Hazall Johnson.. where are you now..  is Bella with you.. you guys with the Staves if you guy's with them.. than come home as fast as you can come home.. " aunt Lucy yelled at in phone.. me and hazz both look each other.. and she look Shawn she did what Shawn said to do..

" Mom.. don't worry we are coming home.. is gray oky.." she asked her..

" Yeahh right now he's oky.. but I want to know everything what happened there. He didn't let us to talk to him.. and Bobby are saying bad things we didn't know it's true or not.. we want to hear it from you.. so come home.. " aunt said..

" Mary can't stop and crying when she saw Grayson like this.. her health will be go down before you come home.. " when she said about my mom. I grab the phone to her. Apologizing to her.

" Aunt Lucy.. it's me Bella.. did she eat her medicine.." i asked her.. I got panicked.. I am to protected toward her..

" I told her to but she just dicline.. plus Bobby insult her with saying bad things about you.. " she said. And it's made me mad.. shawn try to clam me down..

" Aunt.. please take care of her.. and give her medicine.. we are back in hour.. please don't leave her alone before we got there.. " i told her.

" I am not going leaving her anywhere.. you guys come home.. I am with her don't worry.. " she said.. and I quickly said to bye to her . And we hang-up the call.. we four off are silent looking at each other.. but still our mind is not here but home..

" I will kill that bitch.. she really Cross her all limits.. " hazz said.. 

" We have to go home.. " i told them. They didn't think much and than nodded. And Alex start the car.. and get u- turn.. and we headling to go back to our home..

" Don't worry.. she will be oky.." hazz said to me.. and Shawn still rub my back and keep make me relax.. to not to worry more..

" I hope so.." I told her.. and that our ride is silent.. we didn't talk much..

Shawn pull me closer to him.. and lift me up to he's laps.. I shock hes action.. I want to get up on he's lap.. but he told me tight.. and make me to seat he's lap.. it's wired kind of feeling I never feel it..

He started to play with my hair.. and I just try to pull away to he's thld. I sleep in he's shoulder.. closing my eyes . Shawn suprise by my action. But what to do.. he just doin give me another choices.. he kiss my nose.. and than keep rub my back to relax me..

He's other hand is on my legs.. who's are rival.. I forget that I still wearing this short dress. Than I just leave it.. but he's touch me shiver.. make me hot.. my both legs appear goosebumps. And that was Shawn feel it.  I look at him.. I see that he smiling.. when he see that me like this.. I blush.. damn what is wrong with me.. before he catch me to look stair at him.. I look away..

He pull me to closer to me.. Damm man how's strong he is.. and how powerless I am fornt of him.. do nothing about it.. or I just said I don't want to do anything about it..

" We are here.." Alex said to us.. an I jump on he's lap.. I see Shawn face.. like he's going to be cry anytime.. and Alex laugh at him.. I also worry about that I didn't hurt..

" I am sorry.." I told him.. be still gear at he's brother.. but than he see that I am still looking at me..

" It's oky love.. it's not your fault.. it's my asshole bother fault.. " he said..

" Yeah yeah whatever.. now come on.. " Alex said to him with smrike.. we both ignore him.. and we both get out of the car..

" Are you oky.. " hazz told me.. and look at her go we her small smile. And nodded it.. and we four of us enter the house..

We all walk toward living room.. and see that all my family is seating there.. am my mom still crying.. and Aunt Lucy try to console her. And try to stop her..

When my mom see me.. she broke the hug get up on couch and run to me..

" Bella.. Bella.. are you oky my baby.. is something happened to you.. " she said. And looking at my hand and my face. That I also have any injury or anything..

" Mom ... Mom I am fine.. did you eat your medicine.." I ask her. She didn't answer.. so I look at aunt she told me mom did eat it.. we all are walk in couch and seat there.. and pull my mom to seat beside me..

The guys are seat in other counch.. I told aunt to give me medicine and she did.. and I give her food with watar of glass to eat it.. she look at me.. she don't want to do eat this.. but I just told her to drink it.. I wipe her all tears.. and kiss her forehead.. and give her medicine to drink it.. she accept it and drink it with water.. after that we all are seat there like this.. no one say the word.. I mean when someone start this topic again we all are again started to argue..

" So tell me what happened to gray.." Aunt ask us.. I don't know what to say..

" He got in the fight.." hazz told her..

" And how.. " my mom asked..

" Is that Shawn and Bella both are talking.. and Shawn keep asking him who's Bella's husband is.. Grayson interrupt them and he  started to disrespect him. And told him that he's Bella's husband.. Shawn got man.. and after that saw his face.. " hazz said to me..

" And you still guys dare to come here.. after all that happened.. " uncle jhon said..

" There is not he's mistake.. it's all Grayson's.. and we all know this. He already married and still he have to married that bitch.. where is she.. and what she said to aunt Mary tell me i will kill her that bitch.. beacuse of her.. we are in this mess.. " hazz yelled at them..

" Don't rise your voice young lady.. you forget it we still your parents.. " aunt Lucy said to her..

" Yeahh I know that.. how can I forget this.. " she said. And Alex told her to stop it.. clam her. And she did..

" Guys.." i told him.. and all are eyes on us..

" There is no once mistakes here.. i know what Shawn did with Gray.. but I assure you guys he will apologize for he's behavior tomorrow.. and don't think about them anymore bad of them.. they are nice guys.. better than Bobby.. " I said that last word. And they all suprise that i said this.. what can I say.. I have to. She really Cross her limits..

" I don't know what happened there. I just know that gray hurt so badly.. before he's my son-in-law for me he's my son.. and I loved him. And I just hurt seeing him like this.. " mom said and cried..

" Can you see Bella that kid so much to us.. to ur family.. how can I see him hurt like this.. I just can't.. " mom said out loud and so sad and she cried.. I just hug her. And console her.. I know that she's right.. Grayson did lots of things to our family.. for me. And he don't deserve this anything.. what he's mistake to love someone else.. it's not he's wife.. it's just he's mistake.. and he have to face all of this.. he didn't deserve it..

" Mom please don't cry.. I will talk to him.. he will be fine.. I promise.. please don't cry.. after talking him. I told him to comes to you. " I told her and rub her back..

" You can't just understand bella... You have to saw he's face.. you have to see him how broken he is.. he didn't even say any words  to us.. he didn't even let us in to talk.. i don't know what he do.. I am sorry worry about him.. " my mom said to me.. it's make me hurt more. I didn't even look at him.. when they all are fighting.. throw insult to each other..

" He will open the door. He have to.. i talk to him.. you don't have to worry ma.. you trust me right.. just give me chance.. I will do all things make right just trust 9n me mom.. " I told her.. I still big her and rub her back. Than she can clam down..

" You go sleep to your room.. by Tomorrow I promise that he will talk with you.. if he don't i will make him.. " I told her.. and broke the hug.. and wipe her tears. An kiss her forehead again..

" Now go and sleep.. i will be back meet you in your room after talking to him.. " i told her. And she nodded. I told aunt to help my mom.. they both left us.. uncle and Dad both are sitting there. I walk to dad. And seat in my knees and look at him.. I know he's also hurt looking he's clonly child.. he never saw him like this..

" I am so sorry Dad.. I really I am sorry that I didn't take care of him.. but I try that time to stop all this.. I really.. but things didn't get in my head.. and it's all happened.. but I promise that I will make everything will be oky.. " I told him.. he look at me.. and hug me.. I hug him back.. tears can't stop in my eyes. No matter what Grayson is most important part to us.. and he isn't deserve it anything...

" I trust you my baby.. you have that power to change all things. And your so strong to handle all this things.. and I am so proud of you for that.. " he said broking hug. And kiss my head. And he wipe my tears..

" You guys go and get rest.. we will see you in morning oky.." I told uncle jhon and dad.. an they are nodded. Uncle John come to me kiss my cheeks and same did with hazz and than they left us..

" Damn now I am really worry about him.." hazz said and broke the silence..

" I have to go and talk to him.. and see it's he's oky or not.. " I told them..

" No you are not going anywhere Bella.." Shawn said to me..

" And why is this..," i said to him looking at him..

" I don't want you to near him.. you hear me.., " he said to me..

" Well you forget that he's still my husband.. and I am going to he's room I want to see him and talk with him. " I told him arrogantly.

" Why can't you listen once.. why you have to do all this.. he deserves it all.. just don't feel guilty and show sympathy to him.. " shawn said to me..

" Shawn we all understand what you want to say.. but we still are family.. and he's still her husband.. she have to do there.. also she promised her mom. You see how much she loves and adore my cousin.. " hazz said to me..

" Shwan.. " I said to him.. walking there where he's sitting.. and  ignore all of them. And seat on he's lap.. he's amused my actions..

" I really want to see him. To check on him that he's oky or not.. plus you and I both know that it's really important for me and and Grayson to talk about this. An clear things out.. you see how much people are hurting beacuse of our actions.. how much our family suffering. I just can't see them all like this.. I wanted to be them all Happy.. and than I want to you think about us.. without talking to him.. cleared things out.. I just can't thing about you.. to us.. you understand what I am trying to say.. " I told him.. and we both are looking at each other. My both head hugging he's nack.. we both are so close to each other.. I really want to know badly want to kiss him.. but it's not right time...

" Guy's we still are here.." hazz said to me.. I rolled my eyes. And Shawn smile when he see it.. I kiss he's nose. Like he always did.. and get up on to he's lap...

" Yeahh I know you jokes are still here.." i said.. and me and Shawn laugh..

" Ohh shut up but you still love us.. don't forget.. " she said.. and I agree with her.

" Beacuse I don't have any choice.. " I tease..

" What you mean by you don't have choice.. ohh umm.. yes.. you really don't have any choice.. and I am not going to give you any other option my child.. " she said..

" Yeahh whatever.. but still guy's.. in all this thing.. we forget something.." i told them..

" How can we forget that you still are hungry.. " Alex said..

" Just order some pizza. And burgers.. me and gray both are going to eat together.. my guts feelings say he didnt eat in all this drama. He's also hungry.. " I told them. And they nodded. And than they all agree on us.. an they ordered food. And we all part away to change our cloths.. 

I get in my bedroom.. and get in the shower. Wash my body. And get relax in shower.. to make myself relax. And clear my thous that what I have to talk with him. I hope he's okay.. whatever happens.. but he still my Best friend.. and in my heart. I still know that I love him.. but not like lover but like Best friend.. they away I love hazz..

I get out from the shower.. and wear comfortable clothes.. and walk to the kitchen..  I see that they are there already change in Normal cloths. And I look at Shawn I seeing him like this second time.. he's wearing joggers and tight black T-shirt.. black suites him perfectly..

But I always seem him in black and gray or sometime white maybe.. after everything going to be fine.. I am going to talk about this to him.. I look away and clear my thought.

" So the food is arrived.. so it's my clue to grab food. And go to Grayson's room.. " i told them..

" Did you see where is the Bobby are.. is she's with him.." I ask them. And grabbing the foods. In one plate..

" We didn't know where she is. Maybe she's with him.. or maybe not.. " hazz said to me..

" Oky guys I am going.. you guys eat your food.. we will see you in the morning.. and don't worry about me.. I will handle this now in my own.." I told them..and they all are nodded.. I greet them goodnight.. and one last time look at Shawn and we both nodded to each other.. and than I left kitchen with all food..

" I can do this.." telling myself.. I walk to the Gray's bedroom..and stood front of the door.