Love from beyond the moon and back

When I ended up going on a date with Joe it was the first time I ever went on a date since high school it was very unusual to see me and a nice cocktail dress or something usually I'm t-shirts and jeans band T-shirts and ripped jeans and nerdy glasses and stuff but instead this time I was with him actually wearing lipstick and contact lenses and wearing my hair up for the first time in years this is the first time since prom that I have done this. But I wore a cocktail dress not a gown this time. And he was just wearing a shirt and pants.

As we were talking over askargo I found out that we had some things in common that we were going to enjoy art and writing as well as music and listening to music and stuff it was very interesting to see this unfold and seeing that we have the same taste in authors as well as the same taste in music he like rock and metal and rap and Horror core. Something that I thought no one else would enjoy. It was very interesting to see that he was a big fan of surgical incision as well as the Insane Clown Posse and twisted something that I didn't know I was interested in anyone was interested in because of the criminal thing well I mean the criminal thing The Stereotype that people put on fans of the Insane Clown Posse is very interesting to see a fellow fan right there in front of my eyes talking about his favorite song twilt a wirl. To be on a date since I was 18 sounds pathetic but it was pretty special. Again I had my roommate to be on the lookout for my butterflies. If there was a 🦋 again there was some kind of problem that we were going to have to deal with. But there was no butterfly emojis instead I sent her a 👍 instead. When this happened I knew that I was going to be going to Joe's Place he was going to make me a cake that was going to be something else to be tasted. The tasting of the cake was good but I was very disturbed at the size of the knife that he used to cut the cake with I thought he was going to kill me at first and it was just Charming his way into my brain. He said I don't know I'm not that kind of person I'm not even close to a serial killer so he ended up deciding to just cut the piece of cake and that was there he didn't cut himself a piece of cake either he said he'll taste it later. The vanilla angel cake with a vanilla icing was something to die for literally that I couldn't help but think about just the taste of it was wonderful it tasted like Cool Whip and I enjoyed it very much.

I encouraged him to get a smaller knife to get a piece of cake that the cake had to be tasted by him as well since he made it I didn't know he was one to bake but he baked anyway. And I don't know how he pulled it off so perfectly. But I told him to get a smaller knife to get a piece of cake and eat it soon we were eating the whole cake bit my bed and we were getting stomach aches. It was very interesting date he said the next time there's going to be a movie instead movie at a movie theater he was hoping to take me to that was going to be very interesting I said what movie he says it's a surprise but he knew it was something that I wanted to see in the first place.

I spent the night with Joe and decided that he was the right man for me even though he spooked me a couple of times with the cake. It was very interesting to know that he was as sweet as cake it was. After he fell asleep I ended up looking at his bookshelf and seeing that it was all astronomy books and radio astronomy books he was wanting to do this since he was a little kid. I woke him up and said what is all this about and he said well I wanted to make contact when I was a kid as well if you believe that or not and I wanted to talk to one but this is the first time one has made contact with us.

When I was amazed at his dream as a kid I decided that to tell him that was the same thing for me except for the fact that he was bullied half to death and couldn't get a job worth it.

" it was that bad The Bullying that I couldn't even get a job because of my low self-esteem and I couldn't even get my dream job but I was able to work at my dream workplace which was good enough

" kids can be mean and that's what it is and I just was on the Spectrum still am and I haven't been able to shake it since and the bullying was always rampant even when I try to go into University to fulfill my dream the bullies were there to the very same a holes that cause me problems from kindergarten all the way to grade 12.

" one guy Murray tried to be my friend who turned out to be nothing more than a pain in my butt but he was just pretending to be my friend to get information for the bullies to bully me even more. Such as the life of a nerd."

He was on the Spectrum too I was also on the Spectrum and I told him that as well but I had literally any fights or rarely any bullies until the current boss came into town. That was when I ended up being bullied because of a few strange blips because I made contact and she didn't. I find that bullying or ignorance is caused by jealousy jealousy that is caused by people who are not as Advantage as people who are on the Spectrum. Was strange that one person with the same condition was able to be able to fulfill the dream and the other ended up being a janitor because of the bullying. I remember my mother always saying fit and fit and fit in and I told her to fly the kite more than 10 times when she told me to fit in. I refuse to fit in until I met a special kind of friends.

These friends were the science club in my University and in my high school that's when I started to fit in and that's when she finally shut up and be quiet. That was when she said finally she has some friends she's not this weirdo looking for aliens or stuff. So I ended up saying that yes I am involved still with aliens but now I have friends except for my boss who I have to literally have her pay me to like her.

Am I an introvert yes I am but I'm not to the point where I was when I was younger where I wouldn't go to parties or anything I thought the parties were annoying and dangerous so I decided I never again with the parties. When I decided that I had found friends that's when I decided to find success not that you need friends for success in my opinion but he just need to have a little kick in the ass to get you somewhere.

To this day I still remember talking to these friends on Facebook even some of my met on Facebook dating like Joe I did not know Joe was in the same high school as I was which was very strange but was interesting at the same time he was too busy being bullied so I couldn't notice him so that was kind of sad but it happened anyway life happens and that's what happens sometimes is that shitty stuff happens in the first place.

I even told him my rule of thumb whereas if they don't have piercings or tattoos and they're not really good and that they are safety think about this dumb or did not have any tattoos or piercings and he was a serial killer so it's a Shifty ones that don't have tattoos and piercings in the first place think about that before you judge people like me or Joe in this case. He wasn't bullied because of his looks but he was bullied because of his condition at the time and even his ethnicity something I did not relate to was the racism that was going through his mind when he was being bullied that he was being bullied because of his ancestry. It was very unusual to see this. But then again it coming from a small town I'm not to surprise that people can pick on someone who's of a different skin color. That just drives me completely Wild and the fact that he was Pakistani was nothing to me but he was still being bullied to this day why because of the stereotype as well I've been called criminal and stuff because of my stereotype as a juggalette. Something I'm not too happy about is the stereotyping of certain people something that could be changed very easily. But then I ended up getting a buzz on my phone an actual Buzz and it was buzzing constantly and loudly it was my boss she said the blip coming back.